SANTRI MBELING
USTAD DANI AND GUSTI ALLAH ALMIGHTY

"Well Wilda, take this money. Now register in 3 places Les private that yesterday after I showed," said Panji, said,

"Buy books as well as bags and other study equipment.

It's still afternoon, the hunt's closed, and tomorrow you can start learning."

"All right, Panji" said Wilda, then hurried away,

"Thank you very much... For his attention and support."

"Sama Wilda, yes, the spirit" Panji said.

"Da daaa" said Wilda, waving her right hand.

After Wilda left... Panji exits the room and meets his boarding-class neighbor Goddess,

"Mbak Dewi, around this alley is there an ustadz who can teach private naji? Want to call to kosan - kossan?"

"Mas Panji handsome, want to learn njai ya Al qur'an ya? Many in Jakarta is justadz ngajar private," replied Dewi,

"As far as I'm in the alley next door, there's an ustadz called Dani, the Tanggerang. I think he's also teaching private at this back cost.""

"Mak Dewi wants to take Panji to Ustadz Dani's house?" Panji.

"May, make Mas Panji anything ready! Haha.

Do not change pants first say, cook to the house of ustadz expert shorts, can not concentrate arentaknya, hahaha," said Dewi.

"It's a hunt" Panji said,

"Repot has a neighbor kos gini model, like his guitar Bang Roma Irama."

"Ayoo handsome," asked Dewi.

Shortly after arriving in front of the fence house ustadz Dani... Dewi uluk salam's.

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Ustadz Dani,

"Please come in."

After sitting on the terrace... Panji made his point, and Ustadz Dani also agreed to najai private read the Qur'an at 4:30 after the Asar prayer.

After returning to kos - kossan... He sat on the desk chair, reading Fikih Fathul Qorib.

Time continued to pass, it did not feel it was 12 pm Panji read the translation book.

"Night Mas Panji," said Eka his cost neighbor.

"Night is also Ma'am Eka," replied Panji,

"Please come in."

"Kok is not closed the door," said Eka.

"This is again smoking Ma'am, so that the smoke can come out and there is air coming in" Panji said.

"This is Eka bringing black American coffee from Hotel Atlanta," said Eka then poured into the glass,

"This is a handsome Mas Panji, please in sruput, so it's good to read the book."

"Well!!" answer Panji and then sip coffee,

"Hemm good coffee times."

"The new train? Well, it's so tender.

I slept here, right?"

"Sleep, be free" Panji said as he read.

"I didn't take a shower first Mas handsome, let's immediately go to bed while looking at the TV," said Eka.

"Yes Ma'am, ' said Panji.

After reading the book of Fathul Qorib... The banner of reading the book of Bidayatul hidayah.

"Okay, how capaik," muttered Panji then read the book while on his stomach hugging a pillow.

After about 2 hours of reading... Finally the Khatam banner.

"It's khatam," said ]anji while standing and then sitting leaning on the terrace chair while enjoying a puff of marlboro cigarette smoke.

While remembering - remember the instructions of the book... Panji said softly,

"Consider your bow in the middle of the night, if you can't... Learn to enjoy your prostration and long - long you will be able to feel the pleasure of prostration"

So then... The important thing is to pray first, the problem can see the form of God... That's for sure, long - long will be seen by itself.

In order to reach the higher level, everyone must pass the first staircase down, except the person they wish to"

Mean... I have to start basic first, start from the bottom first. True advice of this book.

"To create rice... God did not create rice, but God did.

From seed, into a tree of rice and bear fruit, then into rice. And it's through a long and complicated process.

That's how God created Rice"

God is working, so I have to process too.

Mean... The Gusti of Allah is Process, what - what to go through the process.

Aye yes... Voblock once myself, just realized me.

Mean... What Mbah Dirjo said is true.

I must be Tirakat, Riyadho, Dzikir and Suluk.

I have to act and learn to be smart and understand.

I suppose... Tomorrow you have to buy the book of Tirakat, Riyadho and Dhikir as well as the book of Suluk."

"Better shower, then learn Night prayer," muttered Panji then went to the bathroom. After bathing, wear a sarong and t-shirt also peci.

Panji dodging prayer rug then takbir prayer Isak.

After that, the pennant of hajat.

While facing the Qibla and reading Al Fatihah... The banner said inwardly,

"Douh, the TV is real!

Hemmm, Eka is perfectly smooth on Eka's thigh."

After the completion of the Hajat prayer... The banner turned off the TV, and covered Eka's thighs that were fast asleep with a blanket.

After being obliged to perform the second Hajat prayer... Panji prayer greeting remembered with his friend Ruli, Panji also remembered Bela and Irmala.

After the completion of the prayer... The pennant sat down while saying,

"It was hard to pray that night!!

Remember the smooth thighs, friends, remember Maya.

I must be able to, not despair."

Suddenly Panji heard a whisper from his heart,

"Calm your soul

Silence your mind

Look at what's in front of you until it's invisible to both your eyes."

After listening to his heart... Panji back berkakbir perform aolat Hajat.

As the Panji said in his heart,

"When I calm my soul, I keep my mind still and I look at what is in front of me... Still can't, the mind remembers where, I see even Eka sleeping."

***

After the Fajr prayer... Panji laid his body on the prayer mat and fell asleep.

Time continued to pass, at 12 noon Panji woke up, then took a bath and read the Sunnah of Fiqh which amounted to 14 Volume.

Not honed adzan Asar reverberated.

Soon there was a greeting, a greeting,

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam," said Panji then rushed to open the door,

"Eee, ustadz Dani, please come in."

"Thank you Panji," replied Ustadz Dani then walked in and sat on the carpet,

"Let's start Panji Mas."

"Alright ustadz," Panji replied then took Al qu'ran.

After 1.5 hours of learning read the Qur'an and rest... The pennant took the drinking water in the refrigerator and said,

"Please drink ustadz Dani."

"Yes Mas Panji, thank you," replied Ustadz Dani.

While enjoying the smoke... Ustadz Dani asked,

"Mas Panji lives alone in this boarding house?"

"Yes ustadz, alone, but... Sometimes - sometimes if the night likes there are neighbors boarding the bed here. Sometimes friends also stay here," said Panji.

"Much baget his book Mas Panji," said ustadz Dani.

"Yes ustadz, I learned to explore the science of religion, so I bought a book and saw to read the Qur'an the same ustadz Dani.

Let's just say, I learned a salary at the pesantren, hehehe.

Ustadz is native to Jakarta yes," Panji said.

"I am the original Tanggerang Mas Panji, here ngontrak," replied Ustadz Dani.

"When I was there, I was alone, if ustadz lived alone in the rented," asked Panji.

"I used to live with Mas Panji's wife, since my wife left home... And the contract is still 5 years, yes I have to occupy myself. Moreover, I have tied the promise of teaching njai in housing," replied Ustadz Dani.

"Emang pak ustadz's wife came home from home, or justadz divorced," asked Panji innocently.

"Hemmm, how are you," said Ustadz Dani,

"My wife went with another man Mas, my wife was not strong poor life, not strong temptations of worldly possessions, ya finally asked for a divorce and went with the more established man his life."

Panji Apologize yes ustadz, ask personal matter."

"What's wrong Mas Panji, it's part of the past, now I've forgotten everything" replied Ustadz Dani.

"Assalamualaikum" said Wilda, then went in and headed for the kitchen.

"Waalaikumsalam Wilda" said Panji.

"Alright Mas Panji, I want to go back first, because the Magrib I want to spend money in housing," said ustadz Dani then pamit.

After ustadz Dani left... The pennant says,

"Wilda, what are you!!"

"Wash Mas's clothes" replied Wilda.

"Have you taken a shower? Come with me, buy books, stoves are also indomie," said Panji,

"If night kepinggin coffee let's make it good for yourself."

"Yes" replied Wilda.

Not long... Panji and Wilda walk down the sidewalk to the bookstore. After buying some books and stoves are also kitchen utensils... Panji went back to kos - kossan with Wilda.

See Wilda cooking indomie... The pennant says,

"Wilda, have you been in private tutoring today?"

"Here you are, to manage Business at 8 am to 11 pm, for English at 12 to 02, computer tutoring at 2:30 to 04 pm," replied Wilda.

"Is there any difficulty in learning" asked Panji.

"Hemmm, yes quite difficult, but long - long can also. It's just... Wilda had to go to the cafe often to practice getting used to computer testing. And Wilda had to take public transport oper 2x, to get to the Business Management course."

"Oh yes," said Panji,

"Tomorrow to buy a computer and a motorbike."

"Mahal Mas Panji the computer, as expensive as a motorbike" said Wilda.

"What's wrong, I still have a lot of money in this bag" Panji said.

"Or... Just borrow it to Aini, maybe in his Papa company there is a used one, try to call."

After pressing the phone button... The pennant says,

"Good Night."

"Good Night too.

Who is this," asked the family's head housekeeper Hong Shi.

"With Panji.

Is this Mom?"

"Some, wait a minute, I'll connect you with Big Miss."

Shortly after connecting... Aini said,

"Night Mas Panji... It's so good you called me.

How are you today?"

"Thank God be healthy and well" replied Panji,

"Here, I'll ask... In your Papa's company there's not a good used computer, if there's something I want to borrow."

"What do you do with a used computer" asked Aini.

"Make learning" Panji replied.

"Alright Mas Panji, tonight I will have people send computers to the boarding house - kossan, all of them let in the data cable set," said Aini, said,

"Every time I send money to Mas Panji, maybe Mas Panji needs to buy what it is."

"No need Aini, I still have a lot of money" Panji said.

"Here it is, the money will be received," said Aini,

"Don't refuse."

"All right," said Panji,

"Yes, if so, I'll close the phone first.

Ok da..."

"Mas Panji's... Willa wants to go back first, huh? Want to rest while studying, hemm, come here again tomorrow."

"Okay, be careful on the road" Panji said.

"When the computer comes... You can stay here while studying," said Panji.

After Wilda left... The banner of reading the book of Sunnah Fikih at the study table. Panji also began to learn to write Arabic letters.

Soon there were guests dropping off a new set of computer devices, and installing data cables.

When finalized... One of the men handed over a plastic bag to Panji.

After receiving a parcel of money... The banner hung the plastic bag on a nail stuck next to the TV.

The night was getting late, but Panji continued to read the books he bought one by one.

Look at the door of Panji's room that opens... The goddess who just returned home, went straight to Panji's room,

"Good Night Mas Panji...Not sleeping?

Read again what is so serious?!!

Can I go in, okay?"

"Night also Mother Goddess, just enter, do not hesitate," said Panji.

***

"So soon after a warm bath.

Wau, a new stove, there is coffee, tea, sari nutrients, indomie," said Dewi in his heart.

As soon as the refrigerator opens... The goddess was very surprised and said softly,

"God dragon... Completely full of it.

Mas Panji, I made some indomie coffee."

"Yes Ma'am, make it, if you want to cook, just cook it" said Panji.

While cooking indomie, the Goddess said inwardly,

"Who is this Panji..? So much money, you can buy anything!

So I wonder.

Not work but a lot of money?

Not school but every day, every night read a book?

Free sex does not want!! But good friends with prostitutes?

Strange Mas this banner, his heart is like an angel, good as anyone, and helpful."

"This is Mas indomie and coffee for mas Panji, we eat together," said Dewi

While eating... The goddess said,

"Mas Panji, ustadz Dani so fawning was Asar?"

"Yes, Ma'am, it was his ustadz back home at 5 if not wrong," replied Panji.

"So young yaa ustadz Dani, already handsome pinter njai anyway," said Dewi.

"Ustadz Dani is Mbak's widower" Panji said,

"He's in his wife's house to go to another man."

"Hmmm... Duda Merana means Pak ustadz, hahaha," said Dewi.

"Mbak Dewi has a crush, no" asked Panji idly.

"Hahaha, just know no, how come you have a crush?

Where would... An ustadz has my kayak wife who works as a prostitute!!

One thousand and one Panji, Ustadz who want to marry a prostitute."

"Sometimes... A prostitute who repented of Nasuha could give shafa'at rather than a pious man.

And sometimes a prostitute is nobler before the Gusti of God than an ustadz religious expert" Panji said.

"That's Pak kyai, hahaha. Mas Panji if you talk about arriving like kyai," said Dewi.

"Hemmm, if Ustadz Dani wants to marry the Mother Goddess, what mother Goddess would," coda Panji.

"Hemmm, want to do it," replied the Goddess of prank origin by the way,

"Don't be kidding ah. The Goddess wants to sleep here just nemenin Mas Panji while looking at the TV."

"Tudur only Mbak, usually also sleep here with Ma'am Eka," said Panji.

Shortly after the Goddess fell asleep in front of the misguided TV... Panji also rushed ablution, then held a prayer mat to learn the Night Sunnah prayer.

After Takbir... And when Panji read Al Fatihah... Both eyes of Panji look at the TV that is still wrong and see the Goddess who fell asleep wearing shorts.

When Panji perform Hajat prayer... Suddenly Panji heard the whispers of his heart,

"Call quietly, calm your soul, empty your mind and quiet your heart. Call upon the name of Allah and look upon what is in front of you until all is invisible to your eyes"

After listening to the whisper of his heart... The banner followed the orders of his heart.

When the 11th prayer... The banner began to feel the pleasure of prayer, even if only.

Tv's wrong and the Goddess he saw... Suddenly changed to disappear and changed to white only.

Everything he saw became white.

After the completion of the prayer... While sitting on the prayer mat, Panji said,

"True what my heart says, everything I see turns into a white color.

Yet... That TV can't go away, I'm still listening.

How can I not listen to TV?"