SANTRI MBELING
PANJI MEETS A FREAK AND GUS GUGUN

22:30, hour,

Wilda exited the boarding room to the front of the Atlanta Hotel. After finding the Panji... Wilda was sitting next to the Panji, leaning against a tree.

"Hemmm, no coffee and no snacks, no water" Wilda said in her heart and then stood up to Pak Win's shop in the front corner of the hotel.

After buying a cup of coffee and 2 bottles of coca - cola as well as a marlboro cigarette, Wilda said,

"This is the coffee. It's an ocean to keep mosquitoes from biting."

"Alhamdulillah... Someone is offering coffee. Thank you Wilda" Panji said, holding Wilda's palm and kissing her.

"Ah, Mas Panji, in the coffee kok seneng so much to kiss the palm of all Wilda," said Wilda.

"You don't know the meaning of a cup of coffee for me tonight, from earlier I went to coffee. only now there is a serving, namely you," said Panji, said,

"As a sign of my gratitude... That's why I kissed your palm."

"Why can't Mas Panji just buy it at Pak Win's cart stall..? Kan Mas Panji can buy 100 glasses at a time," said Wilda.

"My teacher forbade me from buying Wilda's food or drink, and I had to obey my teacher" Panji said, then sipped coffee.

"Hemmm, it turns out Mas Panji is undergoing spiritual like my neighbor used to be," Wilda said in her heart.

"Then... Wilda will provide for Mas Panji while sitting here, and Wilda will accompany Mas Panji to sit here every night."

"Wild... Lebaran in less than 2 days, tomorrow morning, you go home to Sukabumi huh?

Buy your sisters new clothes, also buy clothes for your Mama," Panji said,

"Buy cake for Lebaran. Don't forget to buy enough rice and give a lot of money to your mother.

Find a handyman, to paint the house, tomorrow morning I give you enough money."

"Why Mas Panji to help the burden of my mind, by helping my family in the village," said Wilda.

"I want and hope you can be a good and successful woman in the future" Panji said,

"For you to be able to raise the degrees of your sisters, also memperayakan your Mama.

I don't expect anything from you. It's just... My hope, you are diligent in worship and do good to others."

While shedding tears... Wilda hugged Panji tightly - tightly.

"Thank you, Mama... For the happiness you have given me, my family. Only prayer can I repay for your kindness. I promise I will obey all your words," said Wilda then let go of his embrace.

"Wilda now rest in my boarding house, you sleep, let her vitae. Kan tomorrow morning return home to Sukabumi," said Panji.

"Well, I'll go back" said Wlida,

"Assalamualaik."

"Getishalight."

Shortly after Wilda left... Suddenly there was a well-dressed and handsome man who walked up to Panji, then sat down not far from the tree-lined Panji, after igniting the jie sam sue cigarette, the man said, saying,

"Mas... It's fried bananas and fried breadfruit, please eat, still warm mumpung."

The tawarin... The pennant is silent while enjoying the puff of cigarette smoke.

"The one who read the seriqfar... Can get the reward with the forgiveness of sins from God," said the handsome man,

"Sometimes... The one who has sinned, has sin."

After speaking... The handsome and well-dressed man left Panji without saying goodbye.

"Who is that guy..? Who knows my favorite warm fried bananas and warm fried breadfruit is only 1 person, namely Grandma Sa'adah," said Panji,

"And... That handsome guy also knows my favorite food.

Weird...? What did that person mean?"

"Assalamualaikum Mas handsome," said Dewi.

"Waalaikumsalam," replied Panji,

"Loh, Ma'am Dewi, what's up Mommy?"

"Alhamdulillah, ustadz Dani is healed, now is in his rented, again chatting with his friends, and I say goodbye, then come here," said Dewi, said,

"Oh yes... Ustadz Dani plans tomorrow afternoon to go back to Tangerang, and Ustadz Dani wants to take me.

He said... Want to introduce his parents.

What do you think of handsome?

"Follow it Mother Goddess, it's a sign, time ustadz Dani pray istiqoroh... He got a good clue about the mother Goddess, so westadz Dani wanted to introduce Mother Goddess with her parents.

That's proof of the seriousness of Ustadz Dani to Mbak Dewi," replied Panji.

"Say ustadz Dani... If his parents agree, Lebaran wants to go to Bogor to my house, want to silahturahmi all of you propose to me," said Dewi, said,

"But... Ustadz Dani is a bit confused, as there is no money preparation for the proposal and wedding. Not to mention... After marrying ustadz Dani did not have a steady income."

"The money problem is easy, Ma'am Dewi should not be confused," said Panji,

"Later Panji help Mother Goddess the same ustadz Dani.

The important thing is Maak Dewi to be a good person - kind and diligent worship."

"Yes Mas handsome... The Goddess believes the same Mas handsome," said the Goddess,

"Oh yes! Friends of ustadz Dani had wanted to meet with a handsome Mas.

He said... Somebody wants to be in obrolin."

"Mbak Dewi just rest in kos - kossan, will tomorrow want to travel," said Panji.

"Yes Mas, Dewi tired also sleepy.

Goddess back then yes, Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumsalam salam."

After the Goddess left... Panji saw the handsome man earlier walking up to him while carrying a plastic bag.

"Mas... Please eat, I just bought rice with beef, krengsengan," said the strange man then thrust a plastic bag to Panji.

"Thank you, sir" Panji said as he received a plastic bag.

After eating rice wrap, and drinking coffee... Panji asked,

"How can a person who is wired to read istighfar increase in sin, why not even get reward and forgiveness?"

"Good question, but also a stupid question" said the freak,

"Is not Allah forgiving... Most generous and compassionate?

If you are sure... Believe that you believe in the same nature as God... Why are you still asking for forgiveness?

Before you ask Allah for forgiveness... God has forgiven you! Why then do you force God to forgive your sins?

Why do you ask God to forgive your sins? God is your servant, why do you force, why do you ask?

If God had not forgiven your sins today... You won't live tonight.

If only you were alive... You will not be able to accept the pain and agony of your sins.

There's no way you can sit here and have a good coffee and a good meal."

Heard the words of a handsome and strange man... Panji was very surprised while mangut - mangut.

"Yes yes... I began to understand," Panji said inwardly.

If beristiqfar even get sin... Then, why kanjeng Prophet Muhammad also kyai and santri many who do not believe" said Panji.

"If the kanjeng of the Prophet Muhammad and the kyai khos are concerned, it is in accord with his istiqfar.

Said the javanese... "SEMBODO"

What he says with his actions is the same. Science and reality are the same" replied the strange man,

"Wirid istiqfar... Kanjeng Prophet and kyai khos do not commit sins. And you and most people... After wirid istiqfar, continue to commit sins.

After writing in the mosque read Istiqfar... Keep committing sins. In fact, exhausted wirid istiqfar, just out of the mosque... Have sinned again.

It is the same as disrespecting God. If the Javanese say. "ece - ece Allah" his istiqfar not really - really, just to play - play.

Be forgiven by Allah... Keep on sinning again. Then he will continue to be forgiven by Allah and sin again.

It is called playing God.

God truly forgives and forgives your sins... And you play with the truth of Allah.

It was a great sin. Toying with God's love and compassion.

If you have a seriqfar... Try not to sin any more, that God may believe your sinfulness.

If God had believed in you... Allah will give you greater trust.

And long ago, God fell in love with you.

You're not that, are you..?

After sleeping with a beautiful woman?

Hug, kiss a beautiful woman?

Even though it does not commit adultery, it is also a sin."

"How come, this freak knows my personal life" Panji said in his heart.

"Then... How do you take the privilege of getting the reward and forgiveness" asked Panji.

"Everytime you do good... Allah will take away 1 of your sins and give you a reward or favor.

Enough to do good.

That is the essence of Istiqfar. Without reading istighfar in oral... Without being spoken in the heart.

If it is a layman... They read in his mouth sometimes in his heart, but his deeds... No beristiqfar.

Remember that..!

There is the Istiqfar Theory

There's my Trap Istiqfar."

After saying... The strange oang left without saying goodbye.

After the freak left... Panji sucked in - in his cigarette while staring at the stars in the sky, then said softly, softly,

"Yes yes... What the freak said was true.

The Wise of Allah is Forgiving.

Even though man does not seek forgiveness... Gusti Allah has forgiven him.

So then... I have been free all this time, better to be silent and confident - sure that the Gusti Allah has forgiven all my sins.

Simply do good to others, instead wirid istiqfar.

Turns out... Wirid istiqfar is obligatory, and must be wirid every day at all times. That's what I call the Istiqfar Trap.

So then... All of it there's a Theory, there's a Theory practice."

At the time of Tafakur, think about the science of kaweruhan... Suddenly there was a luxury car stopped by the road in front of the hotel.

"Assalamualaikum" said someone who just got out of the car,

"Sir... This is a bit of a windfall for Lebaran, take it.

And here's the rice wrap and the cake and the drinks."

"Thank you sir" replied the pennant while receiving a parcel and an envelope filled with money.

Adhan Fajr was heard echoing from the village mosque, Panji was moving to go to kos - kossan.

With sleepy eyes and and a tired body, Panji stepped up with a shammer. After being in the boarding room, Panji put the gift parcel of unknown people while saying, Panji,

"Wilda is still asleep, I better pray Fajr first, after that sleep."

Time passed, and the day began to pass.

"Mas Panji's... He said to wake up at 9," said Wilda while rocking - shaking Panji's shoulders.

"Yes Wilda," Panji replied as he stretched, then got up.

After taking a shower and putting on clothes, Panji said,

"It's money to go home to Sukabumi, hearts on the road huh? Greetings to your Mom.

I'm going to go first, the bike you're parked at the terminal, so you don't ride the angkot."

"Okay, I go first... Kiss your hands first, kiss your cheeks first" Wilda said,

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam salam," replied Panji then stepped away.

After being at the house of Mbah the guardian of Dirjo... The banner swept the courtyard of the house and the musolla courtyard.

When the banner sweeps... Some santri Mbah wali Dirjo saw Panji and Panji become a chat material.

When I sweep the page... Came a luxury car slowly - the land entered the yard of Mbah wali Dirjo's house.

After parking... A young man named Gugun got out of the car, then approached Panji,

"Assynoltom...

Assalamualaik...

Assalamualaikum..."

Because the Panji does not answer the greetings... Gugun turned his back, then stepped towards Mbah Dirjo's house,

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Mbah Dirjo.

"Eeh, Gus Gugun, please come in."

After sitting in a chair and enjoying a cup of coffee and a puff of cigarette smoke... Gus Gugun said,

"Change my business in these few months suffered a huge loss.

All bad credit.

If there is no injection of funds that are large enough, then 2 weeks after the Eid, all my business will go bankrupt, because the debt in the bank can not pay.

How is this Mbah..? I asked her prayer barokah Mbah, so that my business is successful and bad credit can go on schedule."

"Ask the prayer barokah from the young man who swept the page," said Mbah wali Dirjo, who was the guardian of the village,

"He who is worthy and worthy of prayer for you."

Hearing Mbah Dirjo's words... Gus Gugun laughed softly,

"The young man is deaf, Mbah?

Cooking a child like a madman can give a baroque prayer?

Uluk salam 3x not answered.

Well, who is that young man who took the page?

Is that Mbah Dirjo's student?"

"He is Panji, he is not my disciple" replied Mbah Dirjo.

"If not a disciple of Mbah Dirjo... Why did he sweep the yard of Mbah Dirjo's house," said Gus Gugun.

"That banner kid's a little crazy... He swept through my courtyard, because he wanted to get food from me" replied Mbah Dirjo.

"The madman's cooking in the prayer baroque..?

To be able to eat alone, he was still struggling," Gus Gugun said.

After he finished his job... The pennant steps the foot to go back to the kos - kossan.

While walking past Gus Gugun's car... Suddenly Panji picked up a stone, then threw it into the side glass window of the car.

After throwing the car glass... Panji leisurely continued walking.

See the banner throw the car glass... Gus Gugun was very surprised and angry. But Mbah Dirjo laughed out loud - bahak.

"Based on a crazy kid" said Gus Gugun,

"What's the price of my car glass?

Even laugh!!!"

"Thankfully thrown your car glass stone, try if it is thrown your head, hahaha," said Mbah Dirjo wide-eyed, bahak,

"Later 9pm... Meet the crazy kid Panji in front of the Atlanta Hotel. You apologize and ask for a new prayer."

"Do not want Mbah, why apologize and ask for prayers with crazy people," said Gus Gugun upset.

"Yes, I want to sleep first, you rest next to the musolla," said Mbah Dirjo.

"I'm going to the workshop, change the new glass, '" said Gus Gugun.

***

After arriving at the room... The banner took the translated book and laid down the bandan.

"Assalamualaikum Mas handsome."

"Waalaikumsalam Mbak Dewi" replied Panji.

"The handsome mother, Dewi wants to go to tangerang first yes, same ustadz Dani.

The money that's next to the TV I'm taking makes a pocket on the street."

"That money Mbah Dewi... Yes, just wear it" Panji said,

"Be careful on the road, don't forget Panji's phone? Told you."

"Alright handsome Mas, the Goddess first? Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalight."

Time keeps passing.

After the prayer of Isaac... And read the book again.

After seeing 20:30, Panji rushed out of the room and walked towards the hotel.

When in front of the alley... The banner crossed with Aini, the,

"Panji, where are you going? How did his shirt get torn up?

This is me going to your boarding house."

"Mau Axting in front of the hotel, ayoo we just relax there," Panji said then holding Aini's hand.