SANTRI MBELING
PASRAH BONGKO'AN

That night... The banner is treading on the Kyai on the terrace of the musollah. While in the incandescent, the Kyai said,

"Kang Panji's... Why do you want to learn to pay in this pesantren...? Can far Surabaya to Banten West Java, while in East Java, especially in Surabaya are there many boarding schools? Moreover, you are determined to leave the house...?"

"Don't know Kyai, suddenly my heart wants to go here," replied Panji,

"Like someone's leading also points the way in this direction."

"If you look at your skin, you're from a rich family?" ask the Kyai, please,

"Do you feel at home living in that ugly, miserable cottage again? You have to sweep, mop and wash dishes...?"

"Hopefully at home Kyai, now I have started to like living here, although I have to sweep, mengepel also wash dishes. As a businessman, my parents are rich Kyai, but... I don't feel at home" Panji replied.

"Yes yes... Because your age is still a teenager... How can you get here alone" murmured the Kyai,

"Kok desperate?"

At the time of conversation... Quietly, Kyai Nuruddin saw two tigers who were still sitting behind the Panji.

Then the Kyai made inner contact with the two Tigers,

"Assalamualaikum Eyang...

Tumben Eyang is in the boarding house...?

Not as usual... Is the cottage in a precarious state?"

"I just want to play in the cottage, just want to see - just look at Gus," replied Kyai Jabat.

"But... Why is Eyang, from now on always being close to the new Santri Panji?" ask the Kyai.

"The color is that he is a candidate for Waliyullah, so I am happy to always be with him" Kyai Jabat replied.

Hearing Grandfather's confessions... Kyai Nuruddin was very surprised, then said,

"Kang Panji's... Already yes pijitnya, this is money to buy the book of Ihya Ulumuddin. I thank you for being in the incandescent."

After arriving home... Kyai Nuruddin sat on the kitchen table chair while smoking a cigarette.

"Is that really what Eyang Jabat said?" kyai said in his heart,

"Sekelas Eyang Jabat, the founder of this boarding school just wanted to linger - long with Kang Panji... Unusually? Shabbards rarely appear in the cottage! At most just passing by when going home, it was also Eyang just gave news to me? Weird...!" If you look at the sign... Kang Panji may not be God's guardian, but it could be God is Almighty."

After exploring the Sanad sil silla Panji family... Kyai Nuruddin said softly,

"Why can't my inner eye see it...? Just this time my inner eyes couldn't penetrate the faint realm? It means true what he says is true!"

Temporary... Panji and Kang Salim are still on the terrace musollah, then in the follow up Kang ujang and Kang Subur come to relax break while joking.

The night was getting thicker, the dew powder began to sprinkle. The banner is still awake while enjoying the puff of cigarette smoke. While next to the terrace musollah which is in a dim light - dim... There was a sound of santri chanting bacan Al qur'an.

Unconsciously Panji who listened to the readings of the Qur'an, did not feel shed tears. His heart was shaken by the chanting of verses that came out from other santri.

"Why is my heart so sad to hear the recitation of the Qur'an?" panji said softly while wiping his tears.

Panji also saw some senior santri performing prayers in the middle of the night in the musollah.

One of the senior santri came out of the musollah then said softly, Overt,

"Eeee kang Panji, haven't slept?"

"Yes Kang, not yet sleepy," replied Panji,

"This is Kang, Kyai's leftover coffee, this is a cigarette also given by Kyai."

Hearing Panji's words... The senior Santri was surprised, then approached.

"That's right!!! When does Kyai drink coffee?"

"So Ihya saw the book, I asked for it in the massage, then I bought coffee with cigarettes," replied Panji,

"What's his name?"

"My name is Soleh, if this is the rest of Kyai's coffee... I asked Kang Panji... Thank God this Kyai barokah," replied Kang Soleh.

"Yes Kang, just drink it" Panji said,

"This is my coffee, too, Barokah!"

"Hmmm... Than you sit because you can't sleep... Better pray Kang Panji tonight! After the evening prayer, coffee again," said Kang Soleh.

"Can't pray Kang's night, hasn't been taught yet" Panji replied.

"Yeah... Tomorrow if there is any time - anytime, you come to my room yes...! I teach you how to pray at night" said Kang Soleh,

"Oh yes, your name is now widely known among santri, because of your innocence. Kang Panji's... You're great you can be close to the ndalem family, can be close to Kyai."

"What's so great Kang? My feelings are ordinary" Panji said casually.

"Ah, you do not know much about the world of pesantren... If you know, you know" said Kang Soleh,

"If you are close to Kyai... Long - long you will know the kyai or kesaktian kyai."

"Is it really Kyai, it's magic?" ask Panji seriously, though,

"Can you please ask for her power?"

"May," replied Kang Soleh.

Tiring morning, with great sleepiness... The banner swept over Kyai's house with less vigor. When the banner sweeps the kitchen floor... Panji saw Kyai Nuruddin was pacing - mandir while komat - kamit carrying a small bagbih.

"Kang Panji's... After this you learn the Adhan, learn with Kang Salim! If you can make a prayer, you I will be assigned an adhan every dawn" ordered Kyai.

"Alright Kyai," replied Panji.

"Oh yes, later in the afternoon follow me to my father's tomb, also to the tomb of the founding elders and teachers of the Meteor Garden boarding school" Kyai said as he paced back and forth, mandir,

"For you to know the importance of the pilgrimage of the grave."

"Yes Kyai," Panji replied as he swept over.

When all is finished... Panji returned to the hut with shaky steps. As soon as we got to the room... Panji immediately broke his body and fell asleep.

Adzan dzuhur.

After the dzuhur prayer... Panji also learned the adhan like the message of the Kyai.

At Kang's side, while enjoying a cup of coffee and a cigarette... The banner learns the adhan under a tree in the courtyard beside the hut. After learning to make the Adhan about a hundred times... Finally Panji can and memorize.

At 4 pm after sweeping the courtyard of the Kyai house... The banner follows the steps of the Kyai who walks while carrying the staff. Shortly thereafter, we arrived at the cemetery gate not far from the cottage.

"Pennants... Ayoo sat next to me" Kyai said,

"Remember, every Thursday night Friday... You should make a pilgrimage to the tombs of the elders of the huts, do not forget the prayers of your parents as well as your ancestors."

After greeting... Kyai watchful and wirid. When the Kyai is reciting... The inner eye of the Kyai sees the original form of Kyai Jabat his ancestor, then Kyai Jabat strokes the head elus Panji. Although the head of the Panji in elus - elus... Panji doesn't feel anything, because Panji teen doesn't know things Goib.

After stroking - elus Panji head... Kyai Jabat approached Kyai Nuruddin his great-grandson, then gave a surrender or shaved tool to straighten the wood surface.

After the pilgrimage... Kyai returned to her house next to the cottage. As Kyai walked, he said,

"Kang Panji's... That's how to make the pilgrimage to the tomb, you will ask Kang Salim to understand more."

"Alright Kyai," replied Panji who was walking behind.

When Kyai walked through the courtyard beside the hut... The santri around all stood up, then lowered their heads and kissed Kyai's hand.

Saw that incident... The banner that was new to the pesantren world was very astonished and surprised, while standing quietly behind the kyai... The banner said inwardly,

"Why did they scramble to kiss Kyai's hand...?

It's strange! These lodge boys... It's a good feeling to kiss the Boyfriend's cheek!" 😅

"Panji, just get here, this bath is over, after the magrib prayer you follow other students to Kyai Asbak's house for Tahlil rutinan every Friday night.

"Yes Kyai" replied Panji.

After Kyai left... The pennant says,

"Fertile Kang...!

Kang Ujang's...!

Why don't you guys shake up with me? And don't kiss my hand...?"

Hearing the words Panji... Kang Ujang and Kang Fertile laughed heartily.

"The banner...! The one that must be kissed by his hand is Kyai, our teacher," said Kang Ujang

Temporary... Sang Kyai sat on the kitchen table chair. While enjoying a cup of coffee and puff of cigarette smoke... Kyai was silent a thousand bases while saying inwardly,

"Kyai Jabat is very dear to Panji... Until - until his head in elus - elus? Even sleep is often taken care of! Who exactly is this Panji...? How did you get to Kyai Jabat...?

Kyai Jabat gave me wood shavings, in Javanese... The wood drawer is called PASRAH. Mean... I was told to resign! He was told to surrender to God!

A feel... All this time I surrendered to God, only, I was still working to make a living for my wife.

Means I'm lacking in surrender...?"

While interpreting or passing the instructions from Kyai Jabat his great-grandfather... Suddenly there was a sound of greeting, greeting,

"Assalamualaikum Kyai's..."

"Waalaikumsalam," answered Kyai with surprise when his inner eyes saw the form of an old man in front of him,

"Who is this Grandpa...?"

"I'm Mbah Suro... The meaning of the serut or resignation is TAWWAKAL, representing your business to Allah.

Or surrender completely, in Javanese is PASRAH BONGKO'AN.

PASRAH fully or resigned Hunchback and it should not claim the decision of God that has been set upon you.

The man who fully... His mouth and heart were silent, and filled with sincerity.

If the heart still says "Ah!" it can not be called surrender completely," replied Mbah Wali Suro.

"Sendiko dawuh Sheh Suro" said Kyai Nuruddin.

"If you could move like this... So, your degree will rise slowly - land by itself," said Mbah Wali Suro,

"And Kyai will be able to become the Ulama khos, the chosen cleric of the heavens. Assalamualaikum.'

"Waalaikumsalam Sheh" replied Kyai Nuruddin.