Selebgram Insaf For The Solehah
chapter 13

At night, he who just came home from Brody's apartment looked weak. A disgusting routine for many he had to live without being able to resist.

In fact, he had gotten used to it even he himself did not know, it had been since when he had started to numb with the pain. Even he no longer desires to have a different kind of lover. The life lived by Arifin is indeed very despicable, but it is not a coincidence why the man can be a g*y.

Arifin took off her clothes and threw them in the trash. He never wanted to wear the same clothes if he had met in terms of quotes with Brody.

His sixpack body was reflected on a mirror. The man sighed, then bowed. Walking down the drain approached the shower room to wet his dirty body.

Braaaaac!!

The glass wall was the target of his emotions. Arifin realized, his conscience was never equal to what his body had been doing all this time. She cried like a child and was physically abused by an adult man.

Aaaaaargh! It hurts! Stop..., Stop! –Youth screams Arifin teen when first experienced sexual violence by the man ringed.

"Damniss!" Arif punched the glass wall several times. His one hand still clenched firmly, evoking emotions that he could somehow only suppress himself.

This world is really unfair, born without a father figure. Then become a victim of sexual abuse from men who have deviant personalities. And worse, being a prisoner for life because of the promise he agreed because of the condition that was half-conscious.

The permanent wounds he was in were always haunting. And it never disappeared in his mind. He used to be just an ordinary High School student who liked to hang out with delinquent kids. He thought, all this time he had been living as a loser in Junior High and wanted to change his fate in High School by associating with bad children.

🍂 flashback on 🍂

Sixteen years of age at that time was still fairly prone to get bad influences from the social environment. At that time also early he met a figure who likes to call himself Daddy. The man, who was seventeen years above Arifin, was a dealer who made students his main target.

Brody has been interested in the quiet figure of Afin Anka from the beginning. The man never wanted to take the drugs he was carrying or drink like the others. Several times offered the young man still did not want to.

Until one day, when Arifin was annoyed with his mother the man was alone in the empty building behind the school. Which was precisely a gap for Brody to approach him. The man put ecstasy pills in the Afin drink. Until the teenager felt a happier condition than before.

That's where Afin started trying from the smallest to the highest dose. Only, the obstacle at that time was in the goods he had to pay. Though for three times consume it he was given free by Brody. But over time he is obliged to pay with a higher value.

Finally, for the sake of getting the item Arifin desperate to steal the money Mother or Grandpa and grandmother. A few times, but the last. The mother caught Arifin wet who was stealing her own jewelry.

Arif had a hard reprimand. Until he decided to run away from home.

In the midst of his efforts to leave, Arif experiences his sorrows and chooses to meet Brody. The tattooed man who liked to show off his hairy chest smiled cunningly.

"No money, no stuff, brother!" he replied while exhaling cigarette smoke into that limp and trembling face.

"To.., please. My permission to get that stuff. I promise I'll pay." Arifin's already frail teenage body staggered, and fell to the floor. Cowering and shivering under Brody's feet.

Arifin's pale face lifted. "Re-real?"

"When did Daddy ever lie, anyway?" Swiping your head into that sweaty face.

"Love! Love me now! I want it now!"

"Haha. Emang Lu thought the cave would love for free. Everyone has conditions!"

"What! What hunt you know!" Arifin's body was getting shivering.

"Lu must want to, a lifetime contract with Daddy. Or at least, until the cave is bored," he said while rubbing the pink lips of the teenager.

"Anything! Whatever the cave does. QUICK LOVE! LOVE THE CAVE THAT STUFF!!! the cave can't take it anymore... PELASE, LOVE NOW!"

"Hahaha– the cave likes such a child." He helps Arifin's body to wake up and then takes her inside the apartment.

It was there that Arifin first got forced to have abnormal relationships from the man. In fact, Brody documented it, whatever happened that night. Until the video, he used a tool to threaten Arifin if he just ran away from him. Or even, to get in a relationship with anyone. Especially women. It is very forbidding, Arifin to be in a relationship with a woman. Yeah, that's the reason. Arifin could not be separated from the figure of the man.

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After the bath, Arif immediately threw his body in the chair. The man was daydreaming, for some reason his mind that was in a frenzy just now suddenly floated directly on the figure of the girl who was holding the veil. Because it's loose in the hook, under the chin.

I can't really wear a veil in a gini-rich open area.

For the first time, there was a girl's face that made her unable to stop thinking about it. Arifin's hand shifted to the left chest. Then he sighed while lowering his hand as he looked at the image of his own face in the mirror not far from where he was sitting.

"There is no place in the heart of any girl, for a man who has given up his body for the same sex." Arifin shook his head quickly and moved from there.

It's time to greet the fans. Moreover, DM tonight suddenly crowded with questions that say whether an Afin Anka had come to Bekasi?

He really should clarify what happened today. Because some gossip accounts started writing articles about the hijab girl who ran away with Arifin. Of course the article pecked the anger of Camelia's fans. Which began to argue if Selebgram was thirty-one years old it had an affair.

The man took a long breath. It just happened this afternoon, but the news has gone up. And become a trending topic in social media search.