
"And the video you saw was a video of me in high school, under the influence of drugs. Where is that position I'm sakau Fa. I can't resist the predator's will for a gram of sab*. Even if it's sick and disgusting. I still can't refuse it. He always uses it when I need things. That was the beginning of my being trapped by the Fa. Can't go anywhere in this room of blasphemy."
The heart that had previously felt how it was, slowly turned into sympathy. He did not know if it was as heavy as Afin's problem all this time even though Safa knew. The man was happy to live with his wealth in addition to high popularity.
"I told you everything from the beginning. Then please judge for yourself. And the decision remains with you. If the fact you still can't accept me, I'm willing to let you go. Please live with a man better than me."
Safa kept looking at Arifin's eyes. He speaks really. But very tightly grasping both hands.
"Abang sure, will mengikhlaskan Safa? Like my brother said. Not many people can accept a deviation. And I'm one of them."
Afin gasped when he heard that. He breathed his rough breath. Can't help but be sad if he has to hear the parting words of this woman he loves.
"Don't you?"
"Come on..," he answered heavily while looking down.
"Why don't you know? I just want you to answer. Are you ready to take me now?"
"No!" the answer was spontaneous which immediately made Safa want to smile so happy. "I mean, if I may ask. Please stay here for me, Fa."
The man raised his head again. It was fixed on Safa's pair of beautiful eyes. Begged.
"Can't you help me? Because I need you, Fa. My love is real, for God's sake. I never enjoyed when the predator preyed on me. I love you, Fa..."
A tear fell from one of Afin's eyes. The man was serious and Safa was able to catch him. Safa gave him a warm kiss on her cheek. Sontak Afin was stunned to get it from Safa.
"You kissed me?" Ask not to believe.
"Yes, Bang. I believe in the confession. I'm sorry I thought I was disgusted by your behavior. Before you know, that you're the victim not the perpetrator."
The man smiled wider. "I'm disgusting, so why apologize?"
"Sure Safa should apologize. Because I had a thought about asking for separation."
"So?" Afin asked while wiping away her happy tears.
"I'll stay here. As the wife of Arifin Faruk Anka."
"Seriously? You want to accept me like this?"
"Yes. Because there's no reason for me to leave a man who sincerely loves me."
"I should have said that, honey."
"Yahoo!"
So happy, Afin immediately hugged him until Safa's body was pushed. The two laughed together, mixed with tears of happiness that could not be described. Especially for Arifin. Now he was completely relieved after it opened. He regretted it, why not from the beginning.
Kiss after kiss is given on a clean face without makeup. Then stunned for a moment while rubbing the cheeks of the girl under his confinement.
"thank you. I have accepted my shortcomings... Guzelim, "the gentle murmur that was greeted with the sweet smile of his wife.
"Don't you?"
"Hmm?"
"I'm curious. You often nicknamed me Guzelim. What exactly does that mean?"
The man laughed softly. "A long time to hear, but do not want to find out through the internet?"
"Safa wants to find him. But, wouldn't it be more beautiful to convey directly to the one who pinned the name for me."
Afin was silent for a moment. Enjoying a heart rhythm that really makes him sigh many times.
"Dreams! Less is more that means."
"That means right..." Safa laughed for a moment.
"really? Meanin?"
"Yes, I actually know. I searched on the internet too."
"Loh, did you say you haven't been looking?"
"intentionally. I want to hear directly from Brother."
"Astaghfirullah al'azim." The man was suddenly anxious with his wife's laugh that sounded funny.
"I'm sorry, it's more beautiful if I know what it means directly from you."
"Yes, yeah whatever." Afin kissed his wife's forehead gently for a moment before lifting her face back up. After that her gaze was fixed on her sweet lips. Arifin approached her again in a slow motion.
Geck! Geck!
Afin's movements stopped as well as their two eyes that opened again when they heard a knock on the door.
"Son! Son! You guys haven't slept yet, have you? Ref, Safa!"
"Mother, Bang?"
"Ah, yes..." The man released Safa's body and came down from his bed to the door.
...
"Where, Safa? Mommy heard Safa was the victim of a gang of unknown people?" The question contained panic. After the door of the room is opened.
"Yes, Mother. But it's no papa." he replied before Ms. Ayattul shifted slowly Arifin's body and went into the room.
"Son? You're not papa, are you?" The middle-aged woman directly touched the face affected by the many scratches. "Oh my God, it's like this."
"No papa, Mother. Just a little scuff."
"How little scuff? This must be painful... have treatment?"
"Udah, Arif took her to the hospital." Afin stood near his mother.
"This is all because of you. Mother has said, so the artist is not good! Look, your wife has the rage of fans who don't accept her star has a partner."
"Actually it's not my fans, Bun. I'm cross check. They're mostly Camelia's sympathizers."
"iiiay! Just stay the same. They don't have adab. I mean, it's brutal. Stop being an artist. Some of you are graduates of Law school.why don't you use your SH title for real work."
"People like me who've dealt with the police. Can I still work in the law department? Go on, Bun. It has nothing to do with it. Maybe Arif will stop but it's not time yet."
"You're still, huh? Don't think about your family's safety."
"Mother already, yes. Safa is not papa. Safa really does not feel at a disadvantage. Indeed, the work done by Bang Afin is not good in Islam. But it all takes process. Let's slow down Safa bullshit."
The middle-aged woman sighed. After that focus on the injuries that were on Safa's face and arms. While continuing to say the word tawhid. The woman really felt cut out.
And the worry is not only felt by Ms. Ayattul. The next day, Ulum and his wife also came. A couple in modest clothes checked on their daughter. Aida was unceasingly crying over Safa's condition though not severe. Who now gets a warm hug from her daughter is a sign she's fine.
Afin thought for a moment. He was not able to take good care of Safa. Until it has to be like this. Anger continued to burn in his chest. Moreover, people from the families of the perpetrators arrested asked for a peaceful path. And that is what Safa said. To free them from prosecution. But look at it later, it's not over. He still wants a deterrent effect for the perpetrators to be able to think more clearly when behaving. Like in the media.