Selebgram Insaf For The Solehah
Chapter 36

Beautiful rhythm in the chest, beating so fast. The gentle movement came to a halt while releasing slowly.

Afin put their eyebrows together. After that laugh coyly together. Yes, an activity that runs a few seconds but is able to temporarily divert their world. The gray-eyed bead was shown to her who was still lowered in shame. This is the first kiss for Safa that actually makes her love Afin more.

In a quiet room, with minimal lighting. Friends roar sound air conditioning. Afin grabbed Safa's body. Take him in the arms.

"I love you, Fa." Afin spoke slowly, whispering a little. He expressed his love several times.

"Yes, Bang. Safa too....Thank you for loving Safa." The girl shed tears, she was happy to be loved like this.

I just want you to hear me and trust me. Before the storm really hits us.

Afin put his lips on Safa's head. As if he did not want to let go and further tighten his embrace.

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They haven't done anything last night. Afin still asked his wife for understanding. Until he was really able to touch his divine lover.

This morning, they were preparing to visit Safa's parents' house. A deal that was taken after a whole night of chatting. He wants Afin to take the time to be able to visit his parents' house even if only one hour. Thankfully, Afin agreed.

The girl had just finished putting on her quadrilateral hijab. Arifin is still in the bathroom.

Tiiii... A video message came in from an unknown number. Safa felt strange, and did not want to open it. Until one more message comes in.

Please open the video... It will show who he really is.

"Who the hell. What is my student son. But this isn't some weird video, is it?" Mumbled. The girl said bismillah before pressing the rotary mark.

At the initial duration looks Afin's face but with a different look. His face looked younger without any clothes on. Recorded with amateur camera type first.

Sigh, Fin... (The male voice in the video.)

"Astaghfirullah's..."

Praaaa! The phone in Safa's hand fell off. While the video is still in play mode. He covered his mouth with both hands. The sound in the video made him shudder.

Along with that, Afin came out. He looked at Safa with a strange expression. Plus a video voice he seemed familiar with

Hurriedly the man approached, his trembling hand grabbed Safa's phone lying down earlier. His eyes immediately widened when he saw the video of himself apparently had reached Safa. A fear that eventually becomes real. His wife knew what he was doing in the past.

Braaaac... Safa's body suddenly limp. He stepped back until he nudged a few things on it until it fell.

"Fa–" Arifin lips stiff. He turned off the video and then stepped forward.

"Don't approach me!" Safa held Arif with both hands. "Please tell me, it's not you, is it?"

Afin who stood not far from Safa could not answer him. He is very ashamed of his wife at this time.

"Jawab, Bang. Answer that it's not the original video."

"What?"

"The guy in the video is me. Yeah, I had an adultery with the same sex, Fa... And that's a couple of times I did until a year before we got married."

Like lightning that strikes suddenly. His heart stopped beating for a while.

Safa's body crashed into the floor. Afin who saw that suddenly panicked.

"Fa?"

He immediately pushed both hands of Arifin who wanted to help him as much as possible. A single tear fell without warning. Safa was really sick to hear that confession.

"A–Abang kidding?" Ask lirih. He looks very shocked at the moment.

"I'm telling the truth, Fa," he said. "I'm the abuser, h*mos*ks."

"Astaghfirullah al'azim, Brother!" The girl moved her body away. Squeezing clothes on his chest. "Ja–so this is the reason. Reason, you can't touch Safa? A–abang same-sex enthusiasts?"

"I did do that a few times. But I swear, I'm not G*y, Fa!" Afin's hand was about to reach him. But the girl stayed away.

"Not g*y. But you did that many times?" Safa brushed off the hand of her husband who kept trying to reach her. "Why did you do this? Why wasn't he honest from the beginning! You've been lying to Safa all this time!! My brother lied to everyone!"

"I'm sorry, Fa. I didn't mean to lie to you."

"Then what, huh?! How could Abang marry Safa, only to cover up Abang's deviant behavior? Should you ignore my inner living for me all this time? VERY BAD BROTHER...!" Her tears are already breaking. Safa did not believe it, she really expected that all this was a dream and she hoped to be able to wake up.

"For God's sake, Fa. Everything I do is not based on my will. I had to, Fa. I'm forced!"

"Forced?" Hisses.

"This is what I've been afraid of all this time. When you knew I was. You won't be able to take it."

"Hiks!" Safa no longer knew what to do. His body feels weak. Unable to stand away from him.

"I'm dirty! I'm disgusting too! I'm aware of that. It's so dirty, I'm afraid to touch you. It doesn't mean I don't want you! I respect you, Fa." Afin tried to convince him.

"Abang Lohong–"

"For God's sake, Fa. I married you for love. Not for the sake of covering up my disgusting behavior. I can't touch you until you know the truth about me. I need the sincerity of the woman I'm going to sleep with. I need sincerity before I flush your womb with my love. I need you to know this fact, and accept me."

Afin cupped his palms together in front of his chest. Because Safa's gaze looked completely scared nearby.

"I'm sorry, Fa. I admit, I was wrong because I wasn't honest from the start. But you should know, it's all very hard for me to say. I beg you, all that is not my will, Fa. I swear, I'm a normal guy. But if you can't accept this, I won't be able to force you."

"Give me time to think, Bang. Leave me alone." Safa wiped away her increasingly hardened tears.

"I'm going out. Please take your time to think. I'll be ready to accept whatever you decide." Afin wake. With his body lunglai stepped out of his room. Leaving the crying Safa hugging her own body.