Selebgram Insaf For The Solehah
chapter 19

The wind gushed against the bodies of the two of them who were still standing at a distance, under a large shady tree, by the roadside.

Suddenly the Selebgram was in plain sight. Safa's body was frozen. What's he gonna say? Does he want me to refuse this match?

For a moment, I was reminded. When Rumi asks him to talk and one thing is unexpected. The man said honestly that he could not accept Ta'aruf with him.

Is that as bad as me? I had to accept rejection twice after I applied. His mind continues to pulsate. Even though the man had not yet opened his voice.

"Other people will usually look at the cave in front of their eyes." The heavy and masculine voice of Arifin was heard. And it was able to make Safa tremble a little. Yes, he was too gallant with his tall and slightly contained posture. Not fat, but muscular.

"What do you need, you meet me like this. And how come, all of a sudden you're behind my bike."

"Stalking!" honest answer.

Stalking around! Safa's forehead frowned.

"Now Lu believes the cave is not a burrow, right?" Ask. "Just this time the cave met people, really, don't know who the cave is."

Safa bobbing head. I want to laugh at him with a laugh. Crazy guy of popularity.

"Lu must be confused as to why I suddenly datengin Lu rich gini. You see, if I invite Lu to meet at the cafe and so on. You're going to refuse, right? The rich people of Lu gini, the cave understands, anyway."

"Go to the topic. What do you want to talk to me." Safa doesn't want to be on the side of the road with him for too long. Because, it looks more bad and contains various slander. What if suddenly there's paparazzi here. Although Arif returned to using his mask and hat, it was still striking for Safa.

"Good! The cave is straight to the point. This is yesterday's problem. When the cave came with Mother to Lu's house."

Emmm, yeah. He must have asked me to answer 'no!' aye! Maybe that's what I'll answer. Married to a famous Selebgram. It will be difficult going forward. How can I have a husband who incidentally is an idol of my own students.

"About yesterday's statement. Is that the only condition?"

"Condition?" Safa is confused. Not to mention the man spoke while occasionally scratching his head. Is he nervous now?

"I'm just an ordinary girl, who expects my partner to be the man who can guide me." Arifin repeated the words without any less. He memorized it out of his head, because he remembered it all his days. "Emmm, i-you. You want a man who can guide you?"

Safa fell silent as the man lowered his tone of voice. It even changed the nickname 'Lu/Gua' to 'you/me'. Even with a tone of speech that sounds nervous.

"Try, give me a clearer language. The meaning of guiding is broad."

"Sholat, the science of religion. That's the most important thing. Because of Rosulullah Saw, giving criteria for men to be married to a woman. The first is a man. Sorry, not deviating. The second is religion, and the third is morality" he replied.

Especially the first answer. Arifin's a little choked. Not deviated. His mind began to feel pessimistic.

That's for sure. Which women want to be with a man who has a special relationship with the same sex. But, actually. I like women not men. I do everything because of compulsion. But, all can't be an excuse. I still belong to the class of sod*m. –Arifin pulled down the mask. Until it sticks to the chin. Highlight his eyes pointing straight to the grass that is on the sidewalk of the road.

"That's not a difficult condition. And, I think all women want a husband who can guide her. You should know, women are the weakest creatures of her faith. She can get carried away with the ugliness if her husband never guides her well."

"When can flood you with treasure?" Arifin.

Arifin nodded, his tongue stiffened. He was completely struck by the words Safa had just said.

"You are, given a choice. There are two men in front of me. He who is rich yet far from God and He is an ordinary man who pays honorary salary but is able to bring me to goodness by his obedience. Of course I would choose the second one. Maybe they all need money in this world. However, real money cannot pay so that our time is reduced on the day of calculation later. All will be burned, as the earth is destroyed. And, as a man! He should have had an understanding. Why did the Arsh Allah tremble when the Ijab Qabul was recited. For his responsibilities are not only sufficient for him materially in the world but also in the Hereafter. And, when his wife goes to hell? While his men are in heaven. The wife will surely kneel her husband who can not guide while they are in the world. So both of them went to hell."

Deg, geek! Arifin's heart is racing. Suddenly, he felt fear. Cold sweat ran down his forehead and nape. Arif reflexively took off his hat.

"Okay!" he was nervous mixed with fear.

"But all humans make mistakes. And the best person is the one who wants to change for the better." Safa. The wind cooled Arifin's heart.

"Will Allah SWT forgive the great sins of all His servants?" ask Arifin a little.

"Yes, even shirk will be forgiven. As long as he repents before his death" Safa replied. Arifin was silent again.

Almost all the great sins have been committed. –face Arifin turned away. The crystal cloud in both eyes blurred the view.

"God, love His servant who will return. All bad records will be saved. And it was opened on the day of the judgment that all the creatures of God witnessed in the Mahsyar Field. But unlike those who still hide the disgrace of sin and want to repent..," said Safa made Arifin's face turned back towards him.

The man froze looking at the face of the hijab girl from the side. Because Safa hadn't faced him at all since. His shady face was like water flowing through his heart after a long drought.

"God will give you veil. And only He and the man will know. When God turns back all the sins committed. And ask him. His hands and feet will never testify again, for his tongue confesses itself. As the man bowed, feeling ashamed. But what does God say? 'My servant. I forgave you. And I cover your Aib in the world and in the Hereafter. Then go to Surgaku. Because of your repentance I have received since the world.' that is why the name of Ar Rahman was placed at the beginning of the ninety-nine beautiful Asma that God belongs to. God wants all men to know that God is Rahman, merciful."

A tear fell, unbeknownst to Safa. The man immediately wiped it.

"You know, God actually still loves Pharaoh when he is very disobedient. For example, in the Qur'an, when Allah sent Moses as and Aaron the Prophet as to preach him. 'then come to him softly, tell him the truth'. Pharaoh who has claimed himself God is still given the opportunity to return by way of two noble Prophets of God. And realize it? Allah wants all men to go back to the place where Adam was created. Therefore, all scholars or people who God loves goodness to seek knowledge are obliged to spread the good even if only one verse. Allah SWT only wants to save us, even through the words of others. Because God understands, we are lazy to seek the science of truth."

"But man's attitude is fond of disobedience.he will continue to hide in the word 'keep your paradise. let me take care of my own hell' that's why, Rosulullah Saw suggested all his people will go to heaven. Except for those who don't."

Astaghfirullah al'azim.. –Arifin again rubbed his eyes that suddenly glistened.

"We are obliged to fear the commandment of God, but we are also obliged to be aware of the nature of Ar Rahman in the possession of God. Life will be better for us. Never say that Allah SWT is unfair. God is just, the proof of all our fates is determined at the end before his death. That he who is a sinner may still have hope of return, and he who believes remains aware that his charity will mean nothing if at the end of his life he is ungodly." Safa closed her words. He just thought he was talking too much. That guy must be tired of hearing that.

"I'm sorry, I talk too much."

"Thank you!" arifin's muttering made Safa turn her head for a few seconds to look at her expression after it turned her face away. "I'm not a gentleman. But.., I'd like to try to get into your criterion" he added before opening the door and getting into the car.

Safa's face was emitting confusion. Before the man opened his car.

"Assalamualaikum–" was just that, he closed it again and left from there leaving Safa who was still on the side of the road.

The girl sighed. "Walaikumsalam. Geez, I got to the lecture. It's like he's been sprained."

Safa got back on the bike before continuing her journey home. His hungry stomach was impatient to meet the lunch menu made by Mother.