Senior Junior Love Romance
36

This morning Dita accompanied Adi to breakfast even though she did not go to campus. It is customary in their families to have breakfast together every day even though there are no activities outside the home.

“Mas, I want to go home.” Dita broke the silence.

“When Deck?” Ask Adi.

“Later after Mas departs,” replied Dita.

“Why rush?” Adi frowned in wonder.

“I miss mommy same dad.”

“True Adek just because kangen mother same father, mmhhh.” Adi Fishing.

“There must be another reason,” says Dita sewot.

“What nobody wants Adek to tell me the same mas?” Adi looked at Dita full of affection.

“What stories are the same Mas?” Dita looked at Adi suspiciously.

“Dia? Who?” Goda Adi's.

“Yang last night Mas chat on the terrace.”

“Rendra means Adek?”

“Hhhmm ..”

“Mbok ya say aja Rendra kok use him .. he ... he's his name is Rendra, Dek.” Adi chuckles.

“Ih Mas ngeselin.” Dita pursed her lips.

“So Adek answer what?”

Dita shrugged her shoulders.

“Adek can not decide yet?” Adi asked, this time gently and seriously.

“Number ...” Dita looked down lethargic and instead played the food on her plate.

“Why? Tumben very, usually Adek directly nolak without having to use the event confused all.”

“Not knowing Mas, I also do not know why rich gini.” Dita smiles miris.

"Did you like Rendra? Or love Rendra?"

Dita shook her head, "don't know."

"Keep the Adek rasain what?"

"No idea .. hikssss." Suddenly crying.

Adi was surprised, he got up from his seat and approached Dita. He hugged his beloved sister.

"Ssttt ... why cry?" Adi stroked Dita's hair while still hugging her. She let Dita cry in her arms until her crying subsided.

After Dita doesn't cry anymore, Adi lets go of her embrace. He wiped the corner of Dita's eyes that were still shedding tears, as well as her two wet cheeks.

"What are the permits today to accompany Adek home?"

Dita shook her head, "no need."

"But I don't allow Adek to go home on his own under these circumstances."

"Yes, I'm back waiting."

"Good girl's. Mas promised to go home soon, later Mas directly between Adek and back."

Dita nodded her head.

"I can eat myself Mas," Dita began to singleness smile though stiff.

Adi gave her thumbs up to Dita, then she returned to her seat and resumed eating.

They eat while occasionally joking, but Adi does not bring back about Rendra. Maybe his sister was still in shock and confused by his own feelings to the point of crying like that. Adi understood enough because this might be the first time for Dita to feel something in a man.

After eating, Adi prepared to leave for the office, while Dita cleaned the dining table and washed the cutlery they were wearing earlier. After that he sat down on the sofa of the living room and turned on the television.

Adi came out of the room with his shirt and office pants, not forgetting the flagship backpack he always carried. Frequently being in the field makes it more fun to wear a backpack than an office bag when working.

Adi approached Dita and sat next to her. "Adek now rest first yes, don't think of anything. If Adek can not decide or tell stories do not need to be forced. Let it flow okay."

Dita nodded her head without making a sound. Adi then hugged his sister and pecked at the top of his head giving calm. "Mas leave first, if there's anything directly phone mas ya."

"Yes, I'm also careful on the road." Dita then performs the ritual as usual kissing the back of Adi's hands and cheeks, which Adi will reply by kissing her forehead.

"Adek just sit here do not need to take us forward. Mas through the garage kok out, later mas key from the outside ya."

"Yes, it's."

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

After Adi leaves for the office, Dita is automatically at home alone. Although from earlier turned on the television but he did not know what was displayed on the flat screen. His heart was still broken and he could not think clearly at all. Everything still feels like a dream.

When the heart is troubled should not complain to the Owner of the Heart. Dita finally decided to take the wudu, then run the duha prayer after previously turning off the television.

Dita dissolved in her long prostration, stirred all she felt, asked for instructions on what she should do, and surrendered to all His provisions. He finished praying and then opened and read the Qur'an to make him feel more calm now.

He then went into the room, laid himself on the bed, trying to close his eyes to change his sleep last night. Last night he only slept for about 2 hours, despite trying to close his eyes since 10:00 pm but his brain kept thinking about the incident in the square of the kidul.

All this time he could still accept all the actions and sweet words of Rendra, but getting a sudden statement of love is completely out of his mind. He admitted, he felt comfortable being near Rendra even though his heart often beats abnormally when with Rendra. But accepting Rendra as a boyfriend or husband was not at all imagined in his mind.

Wait!!! Husband? Boyfriends alone are unthinkable in his brain let alone a husband. If he remembers that last night Rendra shot him to be a girlfriend or proposed to him as a wife, huh??? Dita shook her head repeatedly because she had no clue at all.

Is she willing to break her own principles of not wanting to date? But if to marry he also never imagined let alone married while still in college.

If indeed he does not want to violate his own principles should last night he can immediately reject Rendra right? As he always does to other men who are trying to get close and want to make him a girlfriend.

But his little heart did not want to reject Rendra, making common sense and his heart was opposite. Maybe that's what makes him really depressed, when hearts and minds can't keep pace. Until he felt tight and made her cry earlier.

Perhaps his decision to go home and meet with his mother could make him take the right decision. Yes mother is the place to always complain, exchange stories, and always give her wise advice. Only the mother who he thinks can help him out of his heart problems at this time.

Dita took her vibrating gawai on the pillow. He saw a message that had just come in from Rendra.

Open ... no. open ... no .. no. again he was worried, although he finally still opened a message from Rendra.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. Hi Dita, how are you? May you be in good and good health. I'm sorry that my statement last night surprised you. I really mean my words. If you can't answer it, I will always wait for your answer.

Dita, if I may ask can we both perform the prayer of istharah? Let us ask God for guidance together, so whatever happens later God willing we can accept it with sincerity.

You do not need to reply to this message if you do not want to, reply when you already have an answer to my statement. I always here waiting for you (i'm always here waiting for you).

Wassalamu'alaikum."

Dita sighed as soon as she finished opening and read Rendra's message. He decided not to reply to Rendra's message because he did not have an answer. Perhaps Rendra's proposal for Istikharah prayers will start him running today. Not to decide everything we must always ask God for guidance.

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