
Maryam was very enthusiastic to meet her sister after hearing from her Ummi that Afsana had arrived. Amar takes Maryam to her Abi home, and until now no one knows that Maryam before her bleeding, Maryam asks Granny Amy and Amar not to tell anyone. Maryam did not want them to worry and asked why it could bleed.
Currently, Maryam was eating Bi Mina's cooking very greedily.
"I heard you crave Nena chicken porridge at midnight" cried Afsana who also ate accompanied Maryam.
"He'em. During my pregnancy, I used to crave Nena's cooking. So if I'm hungry, yes I came back here" answered Maryam because it's true she often craves Bi Mina's cooking.
"You've checked your contents, haven't you?" ask Asma who joined them.
"Russia, Ummi. Baby Maryam healthy, Alhamdulillah"
"Alhamdulillah, you must take care of your baby well, not to why napa"
"God's Noodle, Ummi. May God always take care of us"
"Aamiin, yes already. If you continue to talk. But remember, do not gosipin people, what else with you again pregnant. Reluctant" Maryam just chuckled and nodded.
Then Asma said goodbye to go to the pesantren.
While Afsana asked Maryam to help choose the decorations for her wedding reception later, because all of her had to be prepared from now on. Faraz said he did not want to waste any more time and was looking forward to having a reception.
"Rose gold is good time?" ask Afsana.
"Good, looks luxurious. Oh yeah, did Faz book a hotel for your event?"
"She said, tomorrow Brother Faraz will take me there"
"Well, you can pack Amar hotel"
"People will think we're using your husband" Afsana said with a laugh.
"Yes, if Kak Faz is still willing to pay, no matter what"
"What's up, to avoid people talking too"
"Yes, it's up to you. But if you need anything to say yes, who knows I can help"
"Ready Mistress, Degazi" cried Afsana who made Maryam laugh amusedly.
"I hear, Brother Nabil is coming home tomorrow" exclaimed Maryam.
"I also heard he was close to Maria" Afsana replied.
"Just close, Aunt Shofia will not agree with that"
"And Brother Nabil won't do anything his mother doesn't like"
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Faraz is shocked by Amar's arrival to his office. Even her in-laws face looked chaotic.
"What's wrong?" ask Faraz between worry and curiosity. Faraz always seemed not to be close to Amar, of course. Faraz finds it strange that his client becomes his sister-in-law, but Faraz is still always afraid that Amar might hurt Maryam. But so far Amar seems to treat Maryam very well.
"I... Are you busy?" amar asked later, Faraz frowned confusedly. Think what's up with this brother-in-law.
"Engga, why? Need anything?" ask Faraz then he closes his laptop.
"We talk outside, over lunch" Faraz nodded without asking.
Amar tells Bobby to go home, as he is going with Faraz, Amar orders Bobby to pick up Amar and Maryam at Faraz's house later that afternoon.
Faraz took Amar to a restaurant not far from his office.
"Is there a problem with Maryam?" ask Faraz, because Amar looks so fucked up. They rarely meet because of their respective activities, except Amar to visit their homes.
"Actually me... A few days ago, I..." Amar moved restlessly, he still could not forget what he had done even though Maryam seemed to have no problem with it anymore but Amar was very afraid if it happened again.
"Why?" faraz asked impatiently, only this time he saw his brother-in-law hesitatingly saying something.
"A few days ago Maryam was bleeding because I didn't push her on purpose" she said regretfully. Faraz who heard it immediately glared perfectly, he clenched his hand, holding back who was eager to punch Amar.
"I knew I was wrong, and that's why I wanted to talk to you. I want Maryam to stay with you guys first, until I can calm myself down. I'm afraid I'm out of control again"
"What's your problem? You're cheating, huh?"
"Astaghfirullah, Faraz. I will never cheat on my Mary" said Amar.
"Why did you push him? Maryam has never been treated harshly in our family, so please don't be rude to her. We're handing Maryam over to you because we trust you"
"I know" said Amar.
Amar tells Faraz what makes him so emotional, of course, because of his mother's problems. And to be honest, Amar actually thought about the words of his Granny who said that his father fell alone. Amar was very curious about that fact, he kept thinking about it and sometimes he could not control himself. That's why Amar is very worried about Maryam if she continues to be beside him, because her emotions are unstable.
Faraz tried to understand Amar's condition, although deep in his heart he was very angry because Amar had hurt his sister, even bleeding. But try to hold it.
"So?" ask Faraz after Amar has finished telling the story.
"I want to make sure what Granny says is true or not"
"That means the case has to be reopened?"
"Yes, I really want to see him now and ask him directly" said Amar.
Faraz felt sympathy for Amar, and he was tormented. On the one hand Amar wants to know whether his mother killed his father or not, but on the other hand he is still not ready to meet his mother what else considering how his reaction when the last time they met.
"Come, I'll take you" Faraz said. Amar seemed hesitant, but he had to settle this matter immediately and satisfy his curiosity.
Faraz takes Amar to the prison where his mother is detained, and Faraz can clearly see Amar who seems very agitated. He was even sweating and his gaze seemed unfocused.
"Faraz, can you come in? I'm waiting here" said Amar. Faraz sighed and shook his head.
"This is your problem, you have to solve it. Anyway you want to know if your mother killed your father, so you have to ask yourself as a child"
Amar thought for a moment. But then he got out of the car.
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While Rossa was told that someone wanted to visit her, Rossa thought it was good, because since Maryam was not allowed to visit her by Amar, Asma was the one who often visited Rossa. Now Rossa's condition is much better and he is starting to look managed.
Police said two men wanted to meet. Rossa frowned confusedly, two men?
In the waiting room, Amar looked increasingly frustrated, he recalled his past when they were all together until they separated in a very terrible way and could not forget.
Rossa was very surprised to see Amar and Faraz there, but a sense of pleasure perched in Rossa's heart because her son wanted to see her again. He saw this as a new hope in his life.
While Amar began to feel short of breath, his head also felt sore and dizzy. He still can't forget what happened to his father and sister.
"Some..." Rossa whispered her son's name longing. But Amar hated hearing that voice.
"Did you kill Papa?" ask Amar directly at the point. Rossa smiled wryly, and she shook her head.
"Why did you plead guilty then?" tanya Amar held back her emotions.
"Because you hate me so much, everyone hates me" Rossa cried with tears that could not be stopped.
"And we hate you even more after Papa's death" Amar growled restrained. His eyes were also flushed with irregular breathing.
"That's why I prefer prison" Rossa replied.
Amar, who had no power to be there, immediately took Faraz away. He did not expect this fact at all, but his little heart was relieved to know that fact.
"Mar, you guys haven't finished talking yet" Faraz said.
"I can't, Faraz. I think I'm going to pass out" muttered Amar and he did look powerless again. While his mother could only cry again, apparently the hatred had become ingrained in Amar's soul.
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Tbc...