
Dear Brother Faraz, dear sister Ana. The most handsome and kind.
Sis, Ana doesn't know if what Ana's doing is right or not, but Ana thinks Ana should do it so Ana doesn't keep harboring this feeling and asks if Ana's feelings are reciprocated or not.
In the diary that she bought, Ana wrote down the feelings that Ana had for Kak Faraz, who had been in Ana's heart since when.
Ana loves Sister, more than a sibling relationship. Ana loves Sister as a woman who loves men.
Sorry if Ana was presumptuous, Ana just couldn't hold onto this feeling for too long.
Brother, if Brother Faraz returns Ana's feelings. Come at Ana's graduation later.
But if Faraz doesn't return Ana's feelings, please don't come but pick Ana up at the airport.
And you don't worry, if you don't have the same feelings as Ana, it doesn't matter. Brother will always be Ana's dearest sister. Nothing's gonna change in our relationship, Ana promised.
And suppose Ana's feelings are just passing winds.
Just treat Ana as usual, sister.
I love you, Sarfaraz.
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Afsana is escorted by her parents to the airport, as well as by Maryam and Faraz.
In fact, had tried to persuade Afsana to want to be among Amar, but the girl was stubborn because she did not have any relationship with Amar. Of course he is very hesitant if it has to be troublesome like that.
"Take it out there, don't stress your lesson, enjoy it!" firmly Faraz while revealing the hijab of Afsana which is actually neat.
Clearly visible in his eyes he worried about his sister whenever he had to return to his boarding school which was very far from his reach.
"Yes, sister" replied Afsana with glassy eyes because she would go back to parting with her loved ones.
"Don't cry, dear" Faraz said gently as she rubbed Ana's head affectionately.
"Doain Ana ya, sister" pinta Afsana while winking her eyes many times to prevent her tears from coming out.
"Always, you will never forget to doain you, Dek" answered Sarfaraz. Afsana nodded then hugged Maryam.
"Marry, if you get married this year, it's like I can't attend, because this year will be full of exams"
"I don't know what to answer, Amar and I are just trying to get to know each other. Not really decided to get married" answered Maryam slowly.
"But you guys are a great fit, I'm sure you'll be a romantic couple"
"And what about you?"
"What?" ask Afsana. Maryam glanced at her sister who looked so heavy releasing Ana whenever Afsana was about to go to her distant pesantren.
"It's nothing" answered Maryam who tried to appreciate Afsana who did not want to admit her feelings to her sister.
"Abi, Ummi, doain Ana ya" Ana hugs her parents and tears flow.
"Sister told me not to cry" Faraz said, wiping away Afsana's tears that had released her arms from her parents.
As cousins, of course Faraz knew he and Afsana were not muhrim, but Faraz had been used to Afsana since childhood, so he did not hesitate to touch like that to Afsana.
She stopped hugging Ana when she was 15 years old. It was after many times reminded by his mother that cousins are also not muhrim so Sarfaraz should not embrace Afsana even though they are like brothers. What else they are teenagers.
"When you arrive, call us right away, son" exclaimed his father.
"Yes, Bi" replied Afsana "Yes, Ana has to come in, it's time to check in" cried Ana.
"Dear, heart of heart" said the mother then shower her daughter's face with a kiss.
After that, Afsana started walking in while continuously looking back and waving her hands.
Everyone looks sad to have Afsana gone.
He looked weak as if he was missing something, and it happened every time he delivered Afsana. That's why Maryam always teases her brother that his sister has a crush on Afsana, but Faraz always said every brother would be sad to let go of his sister what else with a very long distance and a very long time.
After Afsana entered and was not seen again, Hubab immediately took his wife home. So did Faraz who brought Maryam home.
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On the plane, Afsana, who was sitting by the window, looked out and saw a very wide and beautiful view.
He had expressed his heart to Faraz, making Afsana's heart pound every time he thought about whether Faraz would reciprocate his feelings or not. And he'll know that answer next year.
Actually, Afsana wanted to express her feelings directly but she did not dare, what if Faraz refused her? What if he cried in front of Faraz?
So Afsana decided to just write her feelings in the dairy book that Faraz bought first for her and Maryam. Afsana put the book in Faraz's room when he went to Bilal and Asma to say goodbye.
"O Allah, I leave everything to you. If he is my soul mate, ease our path to unity. But if he's not a servant's soul mate, then be sincere this heart to take it off"
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Maria who is studying must again feel disturbed because she heard her father's voice under her like back intoxicated.
Maria growled, wanting to kill her father, but she was still a child who really loved her father.
Maria came out of the room and found her father lying on the couch.
"Dad.." called him slowly but like his father was unconscious. Maria grimaced to see the condition of her father, she did not know until when her father would be so.
Maria feels tired with her life, she is tired of doing all her alone. Taking care of the big house alone, cooking, college, work, made Maria feel really depressed. While the father, the more troublesome because seeing took Maria's money.
Mary returned crying and she immediately returned to her room, locked the door and released her cries. Those tears and her sobbing were emblematic of Mary's despair. He just wants to die, life is too hard for him.
Amidst her cries, Maria is startled by her ringing phone. Maria picked up her cell phone on her study desk.
He frowned to see the name of Mr. Sarfaraz on the screen of his phone. Maria quickly wiped away her tears, normalizing her voice and feelings.
"Hello.." said Maria, but her voice was still hoarse.
"Mary, what's wrong? You cry?" faraz's voice seemed worried.
"Engga, Sir. It's just the flu, the weather is cold" Maria replied while drinking water hoping she returned to calm "Is there a Mr Faraz calling at this hour?"
"What the hell, just still worried about you"
Maria frowned, her boss worried about her? What the hell is going on? Why is the boss so close now? Wasn't his boss always keeping his distance? And even the last few days Faraz was very fierce and often scolded him.
Various questions came to Mary's mind with the change in her boss's attitude.
"Mary.." a loud voice came from across the phone.
"Eh.iya, sir" answered Maria.
"What the hell, yeah I hung up. You work tomorrow, right? Don't be late"
And after saying that word, Sarfaraz immediately closed her phone making Maria more confused with her boss.
But he could not deny, he was happy with the attention of his boss. From the beginning Sarfaraz was always kind to her, and she was like an angel who was always there for Mary.
Even now, after talking to Faraz, Maria felt calm.
"What feeling is this?"
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Tbc...