Sequel My Ustadz My Husband - Prospective Master
The Part 116
"Girl, Baby Ezra. What's going on, hm? Are you hungry my little boy?"
"Amar, don't bother Baby Ezra, he's going to bed"
Amar smiled amusedly at his wife who was pouting because Amar continued to disturb their son who is currently breastfeeding, Amar said, Amar did not even hesitate to pinch his cheeks and make their son wake up and cry.
"I'm sorry, I'm tired" said Amar while peeping Baby Ezra's face until the baby began to whine.
It has been three days in the hospital, Maryam's condition gradually improved, their son is also very healthy. And during those three days Amar faithfully took care of his wife, asking Cindy to take a very important job to the hospital, ask Fifi to bring clothes for the three of them and also other needs.
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Hubab picked up her daughter-in-law and daughter at the airport, and they headed straight to the hospital to visit Maryam and Faraz's niece. Faraz looked very enthusiastic and he kept asking about his younger brother's son to Hubab.
"The next speed" said Hubab who makes Faraz and Afsana can only mesem mesem.
"Doain, Bi" said Afsana later.
Arriving at the hospital, they went straight to Maryam's room and found Maryam eating in Amar's bribe while Baby Ezra was asleep in her arms.
"Nyil, how are you and your baby?" faraz asked, and he peeked at Maryam's son.
"Alhamdulillah we are good" answered Maryam "Already, I am full" Maryam told Amar as Amar was about to feed her again.
"This doctor said it must be exhausted, so you have energy and we quickly go home, said Baby Ezra later here" said Amar at length which makes Maryam can not argue.
"Let brother be a bribe" Faraz took Amar's place and Maryam smiled happily. While Afsana asks Baby Ezra to Maryam because she holds him, Maryam also gives it slowly so that her child does not wake up.
"Where do we do it?" maryam asked after swallowing her food.
"What do you want? Wong my sister-in-law can buy you an island" joked Faraz as she yawned Maryam. Amar just laughed in response to that.
"She was really sleeping, maybe a good dream time yes" said Afsana while kissing his nephew's cheek.
"Maybe because it's full" replied Amar.
"Alhamdulillah you can give birth normally, and you are both healthy, you really fear what else when Ummi says you have not given birth until morning" said Faraz with eyes that imply fear.
"It's hard, brother. Maybe because of the first child" answered Maryam "And it really hurt, Maryam felt dying, but Thank God all the pain was gone when the sound of crying Ezra" Maryam spoke with glassy eyes, recalling the difficulty of her pregnancy and the pain of her childbirth. But it paid off with great happiness, Ezra Mubarak Degazi.
After finishing his food a little forced, Amar gave a glass of water to his wife was minimal. And suddenly he kissed his wife's forehead while shedding tears even hit Maryam's forehead.
"What's up, honey? Are you all right?" maryam asked worried because since Ezra was born, Maryam often caught her husband shedding tears even though he could not hear her crying voice.
"I'm very kind, dear. Thank you" softly "I came out for a while" he said and he immediately came out of the nursery of his wife.
"Some..." Amar immediately wiped away her tears before the end of her look up and found her in-laws already standing in front of her.
"Honey, let me talk to Amar for a moment" Bilal said to Asma, Asma nodded.
"Yes, I go in first" he exclaimed.
After Asma entered and closed the door, Bilal sat beside Amar, long both of them were silent, Bilal did not start the conversation, but by sitting faithfully beside Amar even for almost 20 minutes already told Amar that Bilal wanted to know what was going on and Bilal was ready to listen to Amar. Until the end of Amar open the sound.
" I kept thinking about it" said Amar in a choked voice "I know what happened to Amora and Papa was an accident, but still the cause was her. I know she's my mother who's been so good at giving birth to me, but still I hate her so much. I can't forget how Amora and Papa died, I can't forget how the woman did the dirty thing in our house, I can't forget everything. The memory was like it was suffocating me" she said and once again tears just dripped from the corner of her eye.
"But every time I saw Mary from pregnancy to childbirth, I always imagined it might be like that she took care of me and Amora first" he continued and finally he could not stem his crying anymore. Amar wept bitterly until his back trembled, and Bilal let him go as if Bilal wanted Amar to release all his burdens with his tears.
After a few moments of crying, Amar began to calm down a little. He rubbed his face, took a breath and exhaled slowly..
"Have you?" bilal asked, which made Amar smile faintly.
"I know, it must be hard for you what else that hurtful thing is done by the one you love" Bilal spoke with a straight forward look, he closed his eyes, he closed his eyes, breathe and open your eyes again.
"I've also lost what I love so much and caused by the people I love as well" continued his that made Amar directly look at his father-in-law. "I'm sure you know that Faraz wasn't our first child, before he had two twins but God took them before he was born"
"Maryam told me about it" cried Amar.
"But Maryam didn't know what the cause was, and now I'm going to tell you, but I don't tell this to Maryam or anyone" Amar nodded "When Zahra was pregnant, she said, we are all very happy, we give thanks, we rejoice, our happiness is infinite, especially for me. I have wanted children for a long time, of course when God gave me I was very grateful and took care of him. But then when Zahra ngudam durian, he ate only a little, but it turned out that it still had a bad impact. But it would not have been that bad if my late first wife had been. "the voice of Bilal was choked, as if he still felt pain when he remembered that time, while Amar remained faithful listening to his father-in-law "It was then that we went to his friend's wedding party, his plans were only for a short time, the, but she enjoyed the party and the company of her friends so much that she forgot that Zahra complained of cramping in her stomach and asked us to go home, he was too absorbed in enjoying his own life until the lives of my two children could not be saved. We were all devastated then, the child we were waiting for was missing just for the forgetful reason. Zahra is very angry at her, hates her. So did I, of course I was also very angry, if I had a fire I might have burned him. Even because of her, Zahra left me. I'm really ruined, Amar. What's more when I found out she was trying to cover up her mistakes and pretended not to know. It makes me worse in sadness and disappointment"
Amar fell silent, digesting all the words with a sad intonation that even made Amar goosebumps. For the first time Amar heard the voice of his father-in-law trembling, and not only that, now his father-in-law was also shedding tears.
"I also had a huge hate in my heart at the time, but I tried not to keep it. I tried to realize and admit that maybe it was his destiny. Very heavy and very difficult to hold it, but I always try to accept it with sincerity. What's more she's a woman who has sacrificed so much for my happiness, although I know, two lives can't be exchanged for that sacrifice. But again, he didn't do it on purpose. What he did wrong was not a crime. And besides, I forgave her for the peace of my heart and my life"
Bilal stood up, then from the glass at the door, he peeked at his wife, son-in-law and grandchildren there.
"And that's what I got now. God will always give more than what is lost if we can accept it sincerely"
Amar stood up and peeked at them, and there they all smiled happily, with sparkling eyes.
"And remember, son. No matter how bad your mother is, she's the one who conceived, gave birth and breastfed you. Without him, you would not exist and be what you are today. If your mother has sinned, pray that God will forgive her and guide her. Because there is no such thing as a pure and perfect human being, not even a mother"
Bilal patted Amar on the shoulder, then he entered and immediately greeted his wife who is now holding Baby Ezra who has been awake.
"Amar was right, his eyes were right like Maryam's eyes at birth" said Asma girang.
"Like your eyes" Bilal said as he grabbed his wife.
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Tbc...