
Nabil had all prepared and now he and Mary went to their house. Maria bepamitan with Bi Siti dajuga his friend Hira, Maria say thank you very much for what they have done.
While driving Nabil and Maria is Faraz and Afsana mall whine want to come because Afsana all want to walk his way after a long time he was in brackets on the grounds of being pregnant young.
Along the way, Afsana talks about Maria's novel Love Is Heal. At first Maria was quite surprised because she did not expect Afsana to read her novel, and more surprisingly, it turns out Asma also read novels about her daughter-in-law and daughter. And Asma admitted he had only really understood his son-in-law after reading Maria's writings.
Without feeling they have now reached the airport. Afsana and Maria hugged each other, said goodbye and prayed for their children.
"We go home first, Dek. Take good care of yourself, especially your baby" Nabil told Afsana.
"Sister too, take care of Mary and Khair"
"certainly"
"Sir Faraz..." Maria ventured to speak to Faraz "Thank you very much, sir. If there were no Mr. Faraz, Afsana and Maryam, maybe now I am still in the life of jahiliyah and continue to get lost without hope there will be light" said Maria with glassy eyes.
"This is all your destiny, Maria. You're special, to get a pure ema, it takes a very hot fire. So, everything that happens in your life because you're so special. You can inspire everyone and be a testament to how great God's love for His servant is"
"You're right, sir. I was just a little late to realize that. But even so, God still gives me a tremendous gift" said Maria while glancing at Nabil who is currently talking with Afsana while holding Khair.
"He loves you and Khair sincerely"
"I know"
"Honey, it's time to check in" exclaimed Nabil then handed Khair to Maria as Nabil carried their goods.
"Be careful on the road, let us know when we get there" Faraz said.
"God willing. Keep grandma and grandpa" tape Nabil and Faraz nodded "Tab me when your baby is born" he continued with a big smile.
"God's Inspiration, Brother. Pray for us" said Afsana. Nabil stroked his sister's head while nodding.
Then they split up there and said see you.
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In the plane Khair fell asleep very soundly in Nabil's lap. Mary and Nabil took turns to look after Khair. Maria looked at her daughter's innocent face.
"Why look at her that way?" ask Nabil if Mary is crying again.
"Khair is so innocent, right? He's very holy but when he grows up and he knows how he was born, whether he'll feel that he's an illegitimate child...."
"The boy is very innocent and he's going to record what he saw and heard, Maria. So never say bad things even if only one word" said Nabil softly "One day we will have to tell who he is and who his father is. Later, when he grows up and can understand all of this. We should also introduce him to his father's family. And before that, I want us to educate him as best we can"
Mary leaned on Nabil's shoulder and she shed her tears.
Which other pleasures can Maria deny?
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My name is Maria Genelia, don't ask me who I am because I'm ashamed even if it's just to lift my face.
But I wanted to share my story because I knew there were people out there who might have been or were in my position.
Laa tahzan wa laa takhaf! Innallaha.
The sentence was simple, yet it was an infinitely great power. Something very easy to understand but very difficult to apply. What else when humans can not think clearly with the existence of a desire that demands satisfaction and anger that demands completion.
There's so much I've experienced, from trials, mistakes, crimes to punishments. It was so dark that I lived and so full of twists that I rejected the light of truth.
But slowly the darkness was infiltrated by a speck of light named Sarfaraz who might be sent by God to me. Thanks to her, I met a girl who always tried to keep her chastity but still the trials came and almost took away that which had been taken care of by her and her family. And when getting such a hard ordeal, the girl was not angry what else to blame God. The girl even introspects herself and asks for forgiveness if maybe what happened is a reprimand for sins that she might have committed without her knowing. And if what happened to her was a trial, then she begged to be strengthened.
And it was a hard slap in my life because of the one thing I forgot, which was self-introspection. That whatever happens in life, is God's scenario and that's what it is, it's only because He loves His servant.
God does not give us trials except to teach us how to be patient and sincere.
God does not make us fall except to teach us how to rise and endure.
And God doesn't take anything from us except to replace it with something much better.
And after all that I've been through, where I walk like I'm on the coals of fire now God rewards me with a gift I never imagined. So beautiful and wonderful, Nabil and Khair.
And I believe that God always has a beautiful and unpredictable scenario, He has promised that where there are difficulties there is ease.
And I'll wait for that promise he'll fulfill.
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Tbc...