Sequel My Ustadz My Husband - Prospective Master
The Part 59

The clock is at 00:15. The event is over and everyone is now resting in their hotel room.

While the bride, again tudur sluggish and this time the husband understand, his wife must be tired.

"Either until when should I wait" murmured Amar, he himself just finished bathing, his hair was still wet. He looked down, kissed his wife's cheek that made her squirm because she was disturbed but in the next second she fell asleep again.

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Afsana couldn't sleep, she kept thinking about Faraz and his diary. Why is Faraz's attitude the same? And Afsana could see Faraz very close to Mary, even Afsana felt Faraz treat Mary as Faraz treated Maryam and herself.

Unable to sleep, Afsana came out of her room and returned to the ballroom. Sitting there pensively, tomorrow morning once he had to return to his boarding school.

"Yes..." Ana flinched from her daydream when she heard that voice. And it was Faraz, Afsana was very surprised because Faraz did not sleep and could be there.

"What is Faraz doing here?" ask Afsana.

"Come, you can sleep. Continues somehow as if big sister's feet stepped with her own here"

Faraz walked up and sat down on the chair in front of Afsana "You alone?" ask Faraz later. Afsana just put her shoulders together.

Then Afsana tried to gather her courage to ask about her book. But just as he opened his mouth, Faraz had already spoken first.

"Sister is thinking of Mary"

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Afsana fell silent, not knowing what to react to. And patiently and withholding all the turbulent feelings in her heart, Afsana was still waiting for Faraz to speak again. But Faraz was also silent, he looked at Afsana, as if he was also waiting for Afsana to speak.

"Why?" finally, with great difficulty Afsana could make a sound.

"He's... Actually, she was expressing her feelings"

Afsana held her breath. Even his entire body was stiffened waiting for what Faraz would say next. But again Faraz only looked at Afsana, as if waiting for a response from his cousin's sister. But Afsana could no longer speak.

"Yes..." Faraz called out to her, as if wanting a response from Afsana.

"So?" Afsana forced herself to speak again.

"Eitherway. Honestly, I thought I had the same feeling about Maria" Afsana bit her lip, she blinked her eyes, which were glassy. Suddenly his heart felt sore.

"Then?" Afsana asked in a choked voice.

"But suddenly Brother hesitated to accept her"

"Don't you have the same feeling?"

"Yes, it's been a long time that my sister has been interested in her, she's like something else, which keeps my sister thinking about her. At that time he was still not from our religion, Abi suggested that brother teach him Islam"

"So that brother can marry her?" Afsana asked half a whisper, even she herself barely heard her voice.

"Yes"

Afsana's breath was getting stuck in her throat, she even felt her hands tremble.

Afsana moved, she was not strong enough to hold back her tears, Afsana did not want Faraz to see her cry.

"Ana drowsiness, Brother" he shrieked and walked with quick steps leaving Faraz who was staring dazedly at Afsana.

Afsana immediately climbed onto the bed, covered her entire body with a blanket, took a pillow and pressed her face there.

Afsana could no longer hold back her cries, she tried to dampen her cries with the pillow.

His heart hurts, it hurts.

And she should have known it, there's no way Faraz loved her, put more flavor than a brother on her. And Faraz's heart must be for another woman. They grew up together as children, as brothers. Just as a brother. And Afsana should be able to accept that reality.

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The next day, the morning of Hubab and Amar's private jet were ready to deliver Afsana back to Lebanon. Maryam wanted to come, but Amar wouldn't let her, because Maryam would still be tired after their reception.

Before leaving, Afsana talks to Bi Mina, asking Bi Mina to look for a pink diary book in Faraz's room, and after finding it, Afsana asks Bi Mina to directly deliver the book to her house. Because Afsana no longer have time if they have to find her own in their home.

Maryam who heard their talk also joined in.

"What book?" ask Maryam.

"It's nothing, it's just staying" Afsana replied trying to avoid Maryam's gaze. But Maryam immediately held onto Afsana's shoulder and forced Afsana to stare at her.

"Oh Allah, Afsana. You cry? Why?" Maryam asked worriedly, what else to see Afsana's puffy eyes and her puffy face. He must have cried all night, thought Maryam.

"Yes, you have to separate again" Afsana replied lying and she immediately hugged Maryam. He cried in Mary's arms and it made Mary cry. I want Afsana to say that she has a broken heart.

"Living a few months you graduate, later we can be the same as continuing" exclaimed Maryam trying to calm Afsana.

Afsana let go of her embrace and nodded, forcing her lips to smile even though it was very difficult.

Now Afsana just has to focus on her lessons, and although she's not sure she can forget Faraz, but Afsana should be able to give Faraz to other women.

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Faraz, who was not informed of Afsana's departure, looked upset. He wondered why the girl had come unbeknownst to him and left without his knowledge. What else last night they were talking about something that somehow caused a deep unease in Faraz's heart.

Indeed yes, Mary expresses her feelings that she admires Faraz, and may begin to love him. Maria says she never felt like she needed someone like she felt she needed Faraz. And all Maria did was express her feelings.

Faraz who from the beginning felt in love with Maria, suddenly could not respond with certainty to Mary's feelings.

Though it had been a long time that he kept thinking about Maria, and perhaps put a taste in that woman that he thought was love.

Faraz was still unsure and did not know how to respond to Mary's feelings. Because after Mary embraced her religion, somehow the interest was reduced. Faraz felt that Mary was like Maryam and Afsana to him.

And last night, he somehow was able to tell Afsana that. Faraz never even told Maryam anything, but in Afsana he was so open since childhood, usually Afsana will give input to Faraz's problem, or find a solution together. And Faraz was very hopeful that Afsana could help him find his answer.

But unfortunately, his cousin's sister had left without even saying goodbye to Faraz.

Faraz does not want to marry without love, because Faraz does not want his father's story to repeat itself. Where as much kindness and togetherness as long as anything does not guarantee will grow love.

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Tbc...