Shackles the Heart of the Police Officer
CHAPTER 13 - Crying at dawn

"Please tell me who your mistress is?! don't lie to me, I-I know you can't talk like this if you don't have another woman. Let's tell me Mas!"

Erin cried, with a much different expression than before. Suddenly Rambo is silent, stopping a split second since his uniform collar is pulled Erin.

"Mas, let's answer! you have another woman, right? who's? tell me let me talk to him not to disturb our family."

Every cry Erin tears that fall realize what Rambo pain and disappointment like a woman. But, what care Rambo about it now, all this time Erin did the same thing. Isn't it just career and work that matters? then why when Rambo wanted to split, Erin groaned like crazy?! where was the courage that Erin had shown at the dinner table, when she threw Rambo's dinner plate loudly?

"Institute! don't just shut up! I know I was wrong, I apologize for always being rude and dissident. I beg you mas! Don't like this... I-this can still be repaired Mas---"

"Erin, enough!" Rambo interjected, tightly clasped Erin's hand to stop pulling her collar. "You promised me to speak well, this kind of emotion makes no difference."

"Bag!!" Erin raised her tone. "You don't know how good I am against this feeling right now, I try to be calm and suppress emotions after you say this kind of thing. Now I ask, who can be like this when her husband wants a divorce?! No Mas-I dare to swear no one can hold on to good emotions as you expect."

Rambo was silent, then looked up at the night sky from the window. The moon is partially covered in clouds, still leaving a glimmer of silvery light that shines like a diamond. The stars are almost invisible, eclipsed by the bright light of room lights. But does it matter? People rarely look outside themselves.

Rambo shook his head and looked at Erin again, watching every inch of Erin's face, looking for a trace of her tears and disappointment.

But Rambo could not see anything, could not feel anything, he took a breath. Erin was still staring at him, with tears rushing down her eyes.

"I don't want a divorce, Mom!" Erin cried while sobbing. "Please give me a chance, even if it's just one time. You can't let go of me on the side, while here the one who is harmed is not just you but me as well. I've never cheated on you or played the guy behind you, my flaws here are just the immature nature and character to be a housewife. But isn't that your job too? your job is to guide your wife, if your wife is wrong. You focus too much on my shortcomings as a wife, until you yourself forget about your role as a husband."

Erin turned her eyes away from Rambo who was silent, because the brown eyes were looking at him coldly as if Rambo had been unanimous on his decision to divorce from Erin.

A moment of silence ensued, both Rambo and Erin thought again. A moment gave space to each other's feelings, so Rambo was able to realize Erin's words just now. Indeed, he can not blame Erin completely for all this, if it can be said that the pure reason Rambo to split is because he loves Marwah.

"Please, I beg you... "

"Erin, hey. Don't be like this, let's stand---" Rambo said, of course he was not silent. Rambo leaned in to try to pull Erin back upright.

"No Mas, I beg you... Don't make me a widow. I do not want to divorce Mas, even if you have played love behind me, I sincerely Mas. I'm sorry, but from here let's fix it together, leave the woman Mas, I promise I'll try hard to be the dream wife you hope to be. And for that, please guide me, I believe love must grow between us. I beg you, please don't leave me---"

The groaning from Erin's mouth that kept on beating, caused a tremor in Rambo's soul, a little able to touch the niche in the bottom of his heart that had been far from the wife. First and unprecedented, especially seeing Erin's humility and sincerity to maintain their household.

But again Rambo is not able to get rid of the reality of him who can not be in the middle, let alone stand in both. Rambo has chosen Marwah, so do not hesitate to take a step.

"I know it's heavy, but just like reading a book, the ending will remain the same. That's how our relationship is, so many times we try to improve, I'm sure it will remain the same. You are still focused on yourself, while I am a grown man who can not always be patient with all your behavior. We repel each other, like magnets with the same poles. It will not be united. I'm sorry, but I feel like we're here enough... " Said Rambo.

"Don't Mas! pl-please... Just one time, give me one last chance." Erin's groaning grew stronger, equivalent to her hand clutch at Rambo's feet.

"Mas! please think again, I am a woman, what is my future when you make me a widow?! It's not my fault for marrying you, but it's both of us. Therefore, to separate also please do not make decisions only from your will. I also have the right Mas---I was raised very well, even when married to you, my parents put great trust so that you can take care of me like them, please think of my parents too. How they feel when they see their children become widows at the age of marriage only 3 months. I beg-give me a chance."

Rambo was silent again, apparently Erin said something in her mind very rational but also emotional, so as to make Rambo invaded with melancholy feelings. Rambo is well aware, now he is very selfish. Sacrificing the self-esteem of a woman and her family only to fulfill a crazy desire in Rambo's heart. His position is different from Erin, Rambo after parting still has Marwah. While Erin, with the status of the widow, people will look different.

But then again, Rambo can't stand in the middle. He has to stick to his decision no matter what happens. Unite with Marwah and leave Erin, or forget Marwah and live with Erin forever. That'sallthatis...

"I only hurt you more deeply, if I force myself. I'm sorry, but my decision is up to Erin. I'll meet your mom and dad to talk about this. I'll get you back to them, just like before, after our divorce trial is over." Rambo is back... Then go to her room.

I can lose everything, but not with Marwah anymore. Rambo Mumbles.

While he left Erin full of madness in the room. Although the character is bad and immature, but this time it seems Erin was really disappointed. At 3 a.m., the start of a bad day was accompanied by a long cry of a woman who was said to be a widow soon...

"There's still time, I won't let us part. As long as there is time, I will do my best for our marriage... " Whisper Erin on the blanket. Thick flower motif blanket...