Shackles the Heart of the Police Officer
CHAPTER 78 - We Must Believe

"Mas, why are you crying?" Marwah.

Now he is conscious. As her petals perfectly raised her hands turned to rubbing Rambo's hair. Soon the gondrong man took his wife's hand back.

"Dear you're awake?" he said, touching Marwah's sweet cheek.

"It's okay Mas, I'm just exhausted" replied Marwah full of lies.

Fatigue, fatigue, fatigue.

Until when he wants to lie to Rambo, until when to make fatigue as an excuse. The lie was enough to dig Rambo's wounds deeper.

"Marwah, I'm out for a while, yes, I want to buy you fresh fruit, so you don't get tired anymore."

Rambo came out of his wife's ward, his legs were walking unnoticed, not knowing where to go, until he sat in the waiting chair.

I'm so sad, why do it have to be like this again, why are you hiding all this Marwah.

Why are you lying? Do you want to leave me again? Do I have to lose you, I don't want Marwah, I don't want to.

We really crave a baby, but when we have it, why risk it like this? Is life so unfair, why is it that when there is happiness there is always sadness? why should I be given such a hard choice between you and our baby, or at worst risk, I lose you both at once. Which one is Marwah, which one should I choose?

I'm really a fucking guy, why should I impregnate you, should I realize that you're anemic, if you have a kidney infection, if you take half the medicine.

Marwahs...

I don't want to lose you...

While sitting listless, Rambo continues to do the inner debate. Complaining, blaming, condemning the situation. He seems to be very hit with all this.

"Rambo, are you okay?" Said Anta Reza, she suddenly appeared, next to Rambo.

"When are you here? Why go to the hospital?" ask Rambo after looking up.

"I got word from Mbak Rani. Marwah went to the hospital, so I was with Kania and the children came straight here." replied Anta while then sitting next to her old friend.

"I'm permission again, yeah. Please understand." Said Rambo.

Then rubbing his face rough, he sighed and said, "Reza, what if you were faced with a situation, you were defending something precious, then you would lose something precious as well, what are you gonna do?"

"I'm a bit maruk, definitely want to keep both. So maybe you're wrong to ask me this. But, from the moment I got to know Kania first, she taught me something called 'trust'. When I doubted something she chose, Kania always showed her faith. He said to me, as a couple try to trust each other." replied Anta Reza smiling.

"Hmph! It's weird!" hardik Rambo with a small laugh.

"I'm sorry I was foolish not to remember Kania's early words when telling about the state of Marwah at that time, when Marwah was first known to be pregnant. Kania said that if Mbak Rani gave a rama warning at that time, I think it's normal.if pregnant yes just pregnant." Anta Reza.

"Here it is, all has been done.just how me and Marwah deal with it" replied Rambo patted his thigh.

When Rambo entered, his eyes glanced at the husband and wife as if he was signaling for Mang Abu and his wife to come out of the room first, and the two people were very responsive to understand the will of his master, understandingly they left Rambo and Marwah alone.

"Mas Rambo is back? Where's fruit?" marwah said as she extended her hand.

"Darling, are you okay? Sorry, the fruit is not here." Answer Rambo while stroking his jaw.

Reflex tiny lips Marwah shriveling. "Well, too bad, when I want to eat oranges" he said full of disappointment.

"Marwah, can I say something?" Rambo pulls the chair beside Marwah's bed and sits on it.

"What is it, anyway? just say it."

Rambo's eyes turned to and fro, sighing and continuing to rub his firm jaw, Rambo said. "Ehm Marwah, what if you just drop your current content, then we can have it again, dear."

It must have been hard for him to say this, but this was the only option. Marwah immediately smiled as Rambo said so.

"Mas knows?" the answer. "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

"Darling, I know it may be hard but it's our only option." This time Rambo focused his eyes on his wife while holding both hands.

Marwah grabbed the man's head, and gently fused their eyebrows together. He closed his eyes and said.

"Our only choice right now is to trust me completely, Mas. no matter what happens, I will still keep our child.We are strong, so you also have to be strong huh" he said

"How come? Kidney infections are dangerous during pregnancy... I don't want to lose you." I said, closing my eyes.

"You won't lose anyone. I'm always there wherever you set foot, because I'm here, in your heart." Whisper while groping Rambo's chest.

"You have to trust me and our son, faint, fever, even bleeding, it's just a little challenge for me, isn't it baby? Didn't you say you loved me because I was a strong woman. You have always encouraged me and strengthened me, so where is that belief now, is it broken, because it was thrown a small stone? answered Marwah again, full of tenderness.

And somehow, Marwah's speech was like giving a breeze that gives coolness, makes Rambo back strong, he can be this strong, keep smiling like no problem at all, he was really an unyielding little mouse to escape from the cage that was blocking him.

Why can't I just be like him, Marwah this time I'll trust you, just like a lion trusts a mouse, to help him out of the hunter's net. Rambo murmured for the umpteenth time today.

"No, my faith in you is eternal, will never fade, and will never be destroyed. I will always trust you and always support you, so never hide anything from your husband again. Let's fight together. Raising our children together." Rambo.

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