
Akbirru looked agitated throughout the journey. He was afraid to face Umi. He was not ready if Umi asked about Abi and Thalita.
At the hospital, Albirru got out of the car. He walked in the hospital hallway feeling uncertain.
Umi has been transferred to the inpatient room. Albirru walked slowly and opened the door.
Umi looked at the sky of the hospital room. Albirru approached Umi's bed and immediately kissed the hand of the woman he respected the most.
"Alhamdulilah Umi has realized. I'm sorry, Umi." Albirru's cries instantly broke. He hugged his body.
"Umi's been sorry. Next time you need to be more careful. If you're tired and sleepy, don't push yourself."
"Good, Umi. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. How Thalita and Abah are. Where're they? Is it still in the care too? What about Thalita?" Umi asked in succession.
"That Thalita baby survived, now there is still in the NICU room. But things are getting better and better today."
"Thank God, I'm worried something happened with Thalita and her womb. Abi how."
"Umi, I'm sorry. I hope Umi can be steadfast and patiently accept everything. I know this is all my fault. I shouldn't be driving tired and sleepy."
"What exactly happened. Just tell me the truth. Don't hide it anymore."
"Thalita and Abi have left us for good" Albirru said.
"What did you say? Didn't Umi hear him wrong? umi said slowly.
"real Umi. Thalita and Abi have gone before us to the Lord."
Umi held her chest. His breath is hunting. And before he was unconscious again, Umi had said "Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un"
Albirru was shocked, he immediately called the doctor. After half an hour of fainting, Umi regained consciousness.
Tears were flowing from the corner of her eyes. Umi looked to the side. Albirru fell asleep on the edge of the bed with her hands clasping Umi's.
Umi rubbed Albirru's head, making the man wake up.
"Umi, Umi has regained consciousness." Umi simply replied with a nod.
"What does Umi feel? Is anyone sick? I'll call the doctor first."
As Albirru wanted to leave, Umi held him back by holding Albirru's wrist.
"Umi wants to make a pilgrimage to the graves of Thalita and Abi."
"Later after Umi recovers I take the pilgrimage. Thalita was buried in a cemetery near her parents' home in Duri. Abi near my house" muttered Albirru
"Did Thalita and Abi die at the scene."
"No, Umi.Thalita died in childbirth and Abi died yesterday."
"How long has Umi been unconscious."
"Four days ...."
"What would Umi do without Abi? Umi always both do anything. Can Umi be without your Abi?"
"Umi will stay with me."
"Why did Abi go before Umi? Why didn't Abi bring Umi?" said Umi sobbed.
Albirru paused his speech. He took his breath trying to expel the tightness in the chest.
"I feel a lot of guilt. Because I have two people closest to me who I care about must die because of my negligence. If suicide wasn't a sin, maybe I'd catch up with them. Than I live full of regrets. But I still had a little faith, I realized maybe everything that happened to me was a form of rebuke from God because I had made a mistake."
Umi rubbed Albirru's hand and returned tears spilled from Umi's eyes.
"I'm sorry Umi. Not that Umi rejected fate, but it was hard to accept all this reality."
Albirru hugged Umi's hand and her cries broke.
"I'm sorry, Umi. Umi can punish me. Umi can scold me and beat me, because everything is for my negligence."
Albirru and Umi both cried. About fifteen minutes they shed their tears.
Albirru wiped her tears when she heard the door of the room where Umi was doing the treatment in the ketok.
"Come in ..." says Albirru
The man opened the door. It turns out that Zahra, Zeya, Azril and the twins came.
Albirru tried to smile even though her heart was still sad.
Zeya and the twins walked over to Umi's bed. Zeya held Umi's hand. Umi's crying broke again. Zeya who saw Umi crying followed her crying.
"The patient and sincere. God will not give trials beyond the ability of His people. Umi and Mas Albirru must have been chosen, so God tested this trial."
"I'm sorry, Umi," said Umi.
"Umi's not wrong. Why should I apologize."
"Is this a reply to what Albirru and Umi did to you. Maybe this and Albirru hurt your feelings too much. So that God addresses all these trials."
"Not Umi. I don't think this is a reward for Umi's actions. I have also forgiven Mas Albirru. Everything that happens is of His will. Maybe this is God's path so I can meet my current husband. Believe me Umi, I have no grudge or anger at Mas Albirru what else Umi."
Zeya rubbed Umi's hand to convince her mother-in-law's ex-wife and hugged her.
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Two days after the arrival, Zeya and Azril returned to Jakarta. He returned to the day as usual.
Although it looks heavy, Umi can accept the fact that her husband and daughter-in-law are gone. Umi is now more silent. He lived with Albirru and Zahra.
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