Sharing Love: Red Stain of Marriage
Chapter 40. The End of Zeya's Marriage
THERE WILL BE NO DEEP DISAPPOINTMENT, IF THERE IS NO DEEP LOVE.
Albirru sat down and felt her body go limp. He did not expect his reunion with Zeya just to end their marriage.
Abi and Umi seemed to catch their breath. So did Zahra. They finally felt a sense of surprise.
"Albirru, you are aware of what you said earlier" Abi said.
"Yes, Abi. Maybe this is what's best for me and Zeya. I don't want to tie him up again, if it just hurts him more. I have had many wounds all along. I must not be selfish, nor should love have" said Albirru.
"From this moment you and Zeya are no longer a married couple. You're divorced." Abi reminded Albirru.
"Zeya, I hope you're happy. Forgive me if my presence all this time is only to hurt you. But I never wanted to distinguish you. I am just an ordinary human being. Which does not escape from wrong and khilaf. Hopefully, by letting go, you can treat the wounds I have given you. May you find a man who truly loves you and can bring you happiness."
"Mas Al, I'm sorry too. I can't be a good wife as long as we're married. I will never forget your kindness that lifted me from the mud. I will always remember."
"Sir Zeya, I'm sorry. Because my presence became a thorn in the household between mbak and Mas Albirru."
"There's nothing wrong between us. God must have a better plan. Ma'am also apologizes to you. Abi, Umi .. forgive me. I'm not a daughter-in-law that Umi can be proud of."
"Umi and Abi are also sorry."
Zeya salutes Abi and Umi. After that, I touched Zahra.
"I'll say goodbye first. May one day we meet, we've let each other down."
Zeya walked away from Albirru, Zahra and her two former in-laws. Albirru looked at Zeya's departure until it was lost from sight. His heart felt empty.
There are times when you let go of someone you love when you know they are happier with someone else. If I end up losing you at least I feel proud to be with you who can be patient and understand my shortcomings.
Abi and Umi invite Albirru to leave the restaurant. Abi asked Zahra to drive, because Abi knew at this time that Albirru would not be able to concentrate.
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Zeya knocked on her bedroom door. Azril and his two children were in his room.
Azril opened the door and looked at Zeya's red face as it held back tears.
"Mas, I spent the night at this hotel. I'm gonna take a break."
"You're not afraid that Albirru will look for you to this room."
"I'm sure that won't be possible because we're divorced."
"You mean .." asked Azril nervously.
"All right, we'll just stay at this hotel. You have to take care of everything that happens in your life."
"Yes, mas. Sorry if I always bother you."
"I don't like it when you say that. I sincerely helped and never felt bothered."
"I'm in first, mas."
"I'm also happy."
Zeya saw that both babies had fallen asleep. The King and Queen never fuss with Azril.
"I'm sorry, baby. Mother has not had the courage to say about your existence. But the mother promised one day to tell your father the truth" said Zeya.
Zeya laid her body beside the Queen. Her view glazed.
Divorce is never a fun experience. You see it as a failure. But, I learned to be a different person once we broke up. Sometimes you learn more from failure than from success. (Michael Crawford). Maybe I could never hate you, but this heart still does not want to lie because it is really hurt by you.
In the morning, Zeya asks Azril to leave the hotel and return. On the way, he was more silent. Azril who saw that, immediately asked.
"Are you sorry."
"What do you mean, mas?"
"You regret your decision to request separation from Albirru."
"Mas, this decision I'm taking is not one or two today I just think. But ever since I left home, I've decided I'll never come back."
"Then what makes you pensive."
"I only think of the King and Queen. Am I selfish and cruel for separating my son and father."
"If it's about the King and the Queen I can't give you an opinion. It depends on your decision. I can only support."
Until Zeya's residence, Azril immediately paid his respects. He deliberately gave time to Zeya. However, the divorce will certainly hurt even though we have tried to mengikhlaskan.
Seriate.
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