Sharing Love: Red Stain of Marriage
Chapters 13. Zeya and Zahra

Albirru drove Zeya home. He wanted to catch up with Abi and uminya. Before Zeya got out of the car, Albirru held him down.

"Sorry, Zeya. I want to talk to Abi and Umi. Would you allow the mas tonight to stay at Zahra's place?"

"Why you should ask me for permission. Isn't Zahra also his wife, mas."

"Aren't we supposed to stay here tonight. So it's worth asking your permission."

"Mas, I as a wife just follow what you do. If it turns out you're not fair, I don't deserve to judge. Bairlah you who will be responsible later in the afterlife."

"Zeya, not unfair. I just want to straighten out everything abi and umi think of you. I want him to accept you as he accepts Zahra."

"I'm fine, ma'am. I never expected in humans again. As Umi said, if we hope in humans only disappointment that we get. I just put everything on the top. And I will always pray, may Allah open the doors of the hearts of Abi and Umi to be able to accept me as I am. Only God can turn people's hearts around."

"Mas hopes you can understand and accept Abi and Umi's attitude. He was just shocked to hear your past. I'm sure one day he'll accept you for who you are."

"Hopefully. I'm going in first." Zeya kissed Albirru's hand before getting out of the car.

Zeya had just entered the house after Albirru's car disappeared from his sight.

Zeya went into the room and cleaned up. He laid his body on the bed with his eyes staring at the sky of his room.

Some people say it is painful to wait for someone. Some people say it hurts when we have to forget it. But for me, the most painful thing is that I don't know what the best decision I'm going to make, whether to wait or forget it and walk away.

For me the strong are not those who always win. Instead, they are the ones who remain strong when they fall.

After an hour of trying to close her eyes but not being able to fall asleep, Zeya finally woke up.

Zeya opened the closet and took the robe and hijab that had been given Umi ustadzah where she studied.

He was wearing that robe and hijab. Zeya pegs herself in the mirror and the screen of her phone.

"I'd better use the hijab from tomorrow. Umi also said that Muslim women must use the hijab. I deserve to dress like this" murmured. Zeya was alone.

After that Zeya reopened his clothes, he took ablution and performed circumcision before going to bed.

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At the place of Zahra's house, Albirru was gathering with Abi and his Umi.

"What else do you want to talk about" Abi said.

"I can't separate from one of my wives, Abi."

"Can you be fair later?"

"I'll try my best to be fair, Abi."

"How long have you been married to Zeya."

"Nine months, Abi."

"It's been nine months, and there's no intention of you introducing Zeya to Abi and Umi. Is this what Abi taught you? Why don't you dare to be honest?"

"I fear Abi will disagree with my marriage, " muttered Albirru.

"You're afraid abi doesn't agree. It seems so if you have made a mistake. If you are right, why be afraid. Abi didn't think Albirru, you dared to lie to both your parents and your in-laws. Zahra .. tell me honestly, have you known Albirru's marriage."

"And you covered this from us."

"I don't want to dispute my husband Abi's orders. Mas Al asked me to hide this from everything."

"You see, Al. Surely Zahra's heart was hurt when she found out about your lies. But she sincerely accepted it as devotion to the husband. And he remains obedient and obedient to all your words," Abi said beginning to get emotional.

"Abi, don't blame Al. I agreed to cover all this up. We're actually going to tell Abi and Umi, it's just not time that Abi knows it" Zahra said in defense of Albirru.

"Are you willing to be in honey?" Umi.

"I will, Umi. All for the sake of my husband and expect his riddho."

"You are a good woman, thank God you can marry Zahra. And what if your parents know all this."

"I will face my parents. The one who will run the household is me, so I guess both my parents will definitely accept and understand."

"Well, if you have accepted all of this. Abi and Umi pamit first. We're going to sleep."

After Abi and Umi entered, Albirru immediately approached Zahra and hugged him.

"Thank you for your defense."

"A wife should defend her husband. No need to thank me."

"You are a good woman. Lucky to have you" said Albirru and kissed Zahra on the forehead.

Albirru held Zahra and led her into the room.

"Mas, put me down. My body is heavy ..." said Zahra and hid his face in the chest of Albirru's field.

Albirru slammed Zahra's body into the bed. He supported Zahra's body under his power.

Albirru followed his wife's face from the forehead until it ended in the lips. He smeared*tnya greedily.

One by one the cloths covering his wife's body were opened Albirru. He lured his wife until Zahra was lulled. After being satisfied with the warm-up, Al begins to enter his wife's body.

Albirru forgot that he should still be with Zeya. He spent the night with Zahra. After cleaning themselves they fall asleep.

Zeya who woke up in the middle of the night looked to the side. Only a pillow accompanied him.

Was Mas Al staying at Zahra's place. Why didn't he tell me. He said he just wanted to talk to Abi and Umi.

Zeya got up from his sleep and took ablution. He performed prayer. After the prayer without being able to be dammed her tears fell.

O God, if this is indeed the path of destiny that You have laid down on me, I will try to live it sincerely. Perhaps this could abort so many of my sins. I beg you to strengthen and strengthen me to live it to the end. Albirru, you used to make me fly even up to the stars, but now you throw me deep into a steep abyss. My body still looks like it used to, but not with my heart. If I'm still trying to survive, it's all I'm doing is hoping for his ridho. And if one day I leave you it's also because I don't want to wrong myself. If this heart is no longer able to survive, I will retreat with a sincere heart.

Seriate

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