
"I left early today. Are you okay with Mr Beni?" doctor Radit said as they ate breakfast.
The kinar who was preparing the lunchbox nodded briefly.
"Don't forget to take your vitamins!" message the man.
Kinar nodded again. He's not in the mood to talk today since his daydream about that feeling. Why is he baperan once, but usually also not. It felt so upsetting and sickening for Kinar to face.
"Had drunk the milk?" ask the Radi Doctor again still in a flat tone.
"Already, Mom!" sahut Brief.
Radit nodded. He knows it looks like this woman's mood is not good, for that he does not speak anymore. After finishing his breakfast, Radit said goodbye to leave first and received the lunch box handed by Kinar.
Meanwhile, Kinar only left when half-eight, escorted by Mr. Beni. Today the mood is so bad. Although this morning he no longer felt the nausea vomiting, now replaced his mood that turned ugly. They want to ngocehin people.
...*****...
The man in white was staring at the black sedan that had just been parked in the hospital courtyard. The man was standing in front of his own car. Watching as the rear passenger car door opened and a woman in her nurse's uniform came out. The man continued to watch until the woman's back disappeared behind the entrance of the hospital building.
"Is that why you rejected me, Sister Kinar?" the man muttered bitterly.
That moment he felt back. Yesterday, as he was shopping at the supermarket to provide for his apartment kitchen, he saw Kinar along with Dr. Radit shopping in unison. Dr. Ardi, saw when Dr. Radit put some boxes of pregnant milk into the trolley. Her net noticed it behind the shelf without the two people noticing.
"May you be happy with your choice, Sister Kinar!" the man's prayer looked down at his pentofel shoes.
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Kinar had just finished his task in the Jasmine room, and chose to sit on the bench of the hospital garden, seeking a breath of fresh air. Then from the right, he saw his companion-Suster Lina walking over to him.
The sister, who was two years older than him, was sitting on an iron bench next to Kinar. Oh, and Kinar knew that this fellow was going to make him gossip. Kinar really likes it if the one raised in the topic of their struggle is Doctor Radit, the husband.
"Kin, I just accidentally saw Doctor Radit as Doctor Ririn hugs in the corridor to the ER room. What do you think they have in common?" sister Lina started the conversation.
"Callings? Doctor Radit with Doctor Ririn?" Kinar had already turned his sitting position sideways facing Sister Lina.
"Yes. I saw Doctor Ririnnya crying and he looked at Doctor Radit, they both made me curious. Since Doctor Ririn's first arrival here they've shown closeness. If indeed they are a match, I would be willing because Doctor Ririn is beautiful and also good," said Sister Lina again, this time more passionate with spirit.
"How do you know he's a good man, Sus?" ask me a cold Kinar. Didn't like the fact that the two people that Sister Lina talked about were hugging.
"Yes, from his smiley demeanor, I keep seeing him helping patients into the room, I think he's a good person." Sister Lina conveyed her assessment.
"Don't just judge from the outside, Sus. The human heart who knows!" suhut Kinar sewot.
"Well, Kin, are you even sensational? PMS again, right?" sister Lina looked at Kinar's face.
Kinar only realized that he was overreacting. He immediately changed his expression back as usual.
"Ah, don't forget it, Sus!" he said shaking hands.
Sister Lina nodded. Then the two began a conversation with a discussion about patients who were fussy when told to take drugs and various things about their work.
...*****...
"Roman!"
Radit who had just come out of the ER room immediately jolted backwards backwards as someone suddenly lunged at his body with a hug.
"Hiks! Dit, just for a second, please!"
Radit wanted to let go of the embrace of the woman who used the same sneli as him, but the woman's arms wrapped around her waist tightly.
"Doctor Ririn, please let go!" said Radit coldly.
Doctor Ririn did not budge, and Radit was forced to push a little hard on the female body in his arms until the embrace was released.
The woman in front of him looked teary-eyed. Radit just stared flat, clenching his hands held back so as not to wipe the liquid that soaked the face of the woman in front of him.
"What are you crying about?" radit asked flatly, hiding both of his hands in his bottom pants pocket.
"Father, Dit! Papa is critical," replied Doctor Ririn with a sobbing lowered.
"Have been checked by a doctor, right? Just pray that he will soon pass the critical period," said Radit flat.
Doctor Radit was about to let her go, but Doctor Ririn hugged her back and now from behind. Radit can feel wet on his back. He still tried to hold himself back, silence for a few seconds the woman hugged him, before again releasing the hand and turning to look at the woman in front of him.
"Take care of your attitude, Doctor Ririn! We no longer have any relationship, other than co-workers. So, do not show your attitude like this," said Radit coldly and passed away with wide strides leaving Doctor Ririn who was still stunned where he stood.
"Dit, why is it so hard to get your heart back!" his sobbing stared at Doctor Radit's back who was progressively walking away.
Meanwhile, on Radit's own side the man looked illegible. His expression was flat and cold, not revealing the emotions of feeling that surrounded his heart. This kind of feeling was excruciating for Radit. He wanted to escape from the shadow of the memory with the woman, and to be honest since his sir's marriage with Kinar he had begun to bury the memory. However, the return of his past woman disrupts all Radit's efforts. He did not want to be a coward, but had unconsciously behaved like a coward.
Different from Radit, different from Kinar. That one sister looked frantic during the day. The food he did not spend, kept his emotions uncontrolled so he was angry at one of the teenage patients for refusing to eat and take drugs by falling down a plate containing food he brought. Fortunately Sister Lina immediately took him out of the patient's room so that Kinar could calm his emotions. Anyway that day, it was a bad day for Kinar. Not to mention when he passed Doctor Radit who just passed him without greeting. Oh, Kinar was overdone hoping to get a little greeting or question from the ice man. Messed up. Anyway that day was fucked for Kinar. It feels like not only Kinar, but also Doctor Radit and two other doctors who may be lamenting the heart.
...Seriate.......