
Kinar was tidying up the dirty dishes from Mother Maria's food when the door to the vip room opened.
"Well, Sister Kinar?"
The bass sound made Kinar turn his head. He threw a smile at Doctor Ardi who walked in closer to the gurney.
"Would you be the beautiful girl that Mama always said this was?" said Dr. Ardi who made Kinar stop his activities.
He looked puzzled at Doctor Ardi and Mother Maria who were already smiling by themselves.
"really. Beautiful, right, Ar?" mother Mary asked with a big smile.
"Well, Mama if this one doesn't need to be asked. Look at the angel that came down from the sky!" sahut Doctor Ardi.
"Doctor Ardi exaggerated," said Kinar with a reddened face. Oh, he's normal if there's a guy who praises him he'll blush.
"Where, Sus? My son is handsome, right?" ask Mother Mary again to Kinar who has completed his task with the plate of his former patient's meal.
"Eh! So Doctor Ardi is Maria's mother's son?" ask Kinar back. Didn't mention Mother Mary's earlier words.
"Yes, this is my Mama, Sus. Thank you for taking good care of my mother" said Dr. Ardi sincerely.
"It's my job, Doctor." Kinar nodded, not feeling to be praised, as this was indeed his duty as a nurse.
"Lunch with me yuk, sus?" take Doctor Ardi suddenly.
"Gee!" Kinar looked at Doctor Ardi asking.
"Have eaten there with my son, Sus! Count the approach" said Mother Mary with a seductive smile.
Bad shinar refused to see the full gaze of Doctor Ardi's hope, and the face of Mother Mary. Finally he ate alone with Dr. Ardi in the hospital canteen.
"Suster Kinar has a girlfriend? "
"Ohuk!"
The sudden question from the Doctor sitting in front of him made Kinar choke.
"Drink first, Sus!"
Kinar said, immediately drink his iced tea. After a few minutes, Doctor Ardi quietly re-opened his voice.
"I'm sorry if my question was so bad!"
"But I want to be honest with Sister Kinar. I was attracted to the sisters as men who were attracted to women... I like it, sister kinar!" continued Doctor Ardi seriously, staring fixedly at Kinar who lowered his head.
Kinar was still silent. I haven't found the right words to open my voice.
"Ah, the nurse doesn't need to answer now. I will wait for the answer in a week" said Dr. Ardi again.
"No, Doc!" suhut Kinar fast.
Now Kinar lifted his head, looking at the handsome face of the young Doctor in front of him.
"I'll answer it now."
"Oh, okay." Doctor Ardi nodded, with a faint smile.
Kinar set his breath for a moment, before speaking.
"I appreciate Doctor Ardi's feelings, but I can't lie with my feelings just to please the doctor, can I?" kinar said carefully.
Doctor Ardi seemed to nod briefly. The man's face seemed to be starting to moody, as he knew the answer to his feelings.
"I admire the friendly attitude of the doctor, but it does not make my feelings the same as the feelings that the doctor has. I can't return the feeling that the doctor has, '" said Kinar, staring at the man before him.
"Ah, I just got rejected this, Sus? How does it feel to have pain?" he chuckled miris.
"I'm sorry, Doctor!" sahut Kinar.
Doctor Ardi nodded in understanding.
"Ah, it's okay! It is better that I be rejected first than I continue to hope because I do not acknowledge my feelings early, and I appreciate the honesty of Sister Kinar.
Doctor Ardi seemed to have returned to being friendly. Kinar is getting bad, especially this guy is very good with him.
"Thank you for accompanying me to a meal, Sister Kinar. Please don't put a burden on my expression of feelings, yes!"
"Once again I apologize, Doctor Ardi!"
"It's okay! I understand that feelings cannot be forced" said the man understandably.
Kinar heaved a sigh of relief because the man in front of him was not offended by his refusal. He did not have such feelings for the Doctor in front of him.
"I go first, Sus! Oh, yes the food I've paid for."
After that Doctor Ardi passed leaving Kinar who lowered his head with an uneasy feeling. Why are there days like this? Since High School he was often shot by his upperclassmen, and rejected him without any feelings of guilt. However, if the person was as good as Doctor Ardi this caused a feeling of guilt in his heart. Ah, never mind, Kinar was dizzy thinking about it.
...****...
"Mas, is there an Operation?" asked Kinar who was preparing dinner when he saw her husband was neat.
"Hem!" the man was short.
Radit sat on a chair, followed by Kinar sitting opposite him. The woman was an ordinary sepwrti, serving him well.
"The light!" call Radit when they've finished dinner.
"Yes, Mom?" sahut Kinar who wants to clean the dirty dishes, capi urung and choose to sit back in his chair. Listen to what Dr. Radit wants to say.
"Did you talk to Dr. Ardi this afternoon in the hospital cafeteria?" ask Dr. Radit with a netra look.
"Eh.... "
Kinar looked bloated. Does he have to tell the truth about his conversation this afternoon with Dr. Ardi? Think of it better to be honest, so that nothing can hold in his heart.
"I saw you guys chattering and it looked serious" Radit told Kinar.
Kinar sighed. I was nervous to tell the truth.
"Eh that... About Doctor Ardi's feelings on me-"
"That's enough! I understand what it means!" cut Doctor Radit cold.
Kinar. The man's voice seemed unfriendly. Did he make a mistake?
"That's... Doctor Ardi said he was suing"
"Enough! I know you don't have to keep going!"
The almost snapping sound made Kinar aghast in shock. Oh, my God, what's this guy? Can't you talk well? This shinar is a bad guy, youh! If he hangs, this doctor will take responsibility. Uh, but is this guy a doctor? Ah, how come he even thinks not clear gini.
Kinar only regained consciousness from his strange thoughts after sounding a chair that was pushed rough because Doctor Radit did it impatiently. The man snatched the sneli and the car keys, then left Kinar who was still staring at the man's confusion
"Dih, it's so weird to be funny! He was the one, his turn was answered saying he understood to keep getting angry. Well, he knows what. Duh dizzy the same Doctor one. Unfortunately, doctors at the hospital like to make confused just as upset anyway. Not this doctor, that doctor, that doctor, that doctor, ah don't know me!" grumpy Kinar squeaks while cleaning dirty dishes and the rest of his dinner with the husband who is angry is unclear. Let it be, stupid time with that ice guy.
Seriate....