
After feeding Alan, and the tiny baby falls back to sleep, Kinar moves out of Alan's room, and meets Sonia's mother. Kinar was ushered into a room at the end of the second floor hallway.
"This is your room, Kinar!" said Sonia's mother opening the door.
"Well, I didn't join the ART room, Mom?" ask Kinar confused. She followed Sonia's mother into the room. Pay attention to the spacious rooms and some of the sabots that are so classy.
"So. You will have to be ready if Alan is crying to suckle, so your room is not far from Alan's room" said Sonia's mother.
"Thank you, Mom." Kinar placed his sling bag on the king-size bed.
"Rest first, later if it is late afternoon I will wake you up," said Ms. Sonia. Kinar nodded, after which Mother Sonia passed out.
...****...
Radit looked seriously at the middle-aged man before him. A psychiatrist who is still a friend of his father, Om Hendra.
"Doctor Radit has philophobia. A kind of trauma for fear of falling in love, right?" ask Om Hendra seriously.
"There are some similar cases with Dr. Radit. It's hard when we can't trust someone anymore. However, if Dr. Radit wants to eliminate the trauma, it must be accompanied by strong intention and determination" said Om Hendra again.
"What should I do, Om?" ask Radit seriously.
"Acknowledging the feeling itself, do not harbor the sadness and anger that you feel, that is the first key. Radit's doctor must be willing to admit the feelings of disappointment to the closest people, so they understand. Once you are satisfied to admit that feeling, then try to throw away the past and move on. Try new relationships with others and trust them slowly." Om Hendra's explanation was listened to by Radit with a serious face.
"Will it work?" ask Radit doubtfully.
"You should try it to know if it works or not, Dit. You have to dare to try again, do not just fixate on the past" explained Om Hendra.
Radit nodded at last. He'll try the advice of Om Hendra.
"I understand, Om. Thanks for the input and advice, I will try to do what the Doctor said," Radit said with determination.
"good. Good luck, Dit! You can consult Om again if you have shown that change."
Radit nodded, and got up from his seat.
"Again thanks. Then excuse me, see you at the next consultation, Om!"
Om Hendra nodded. Radit passed out of Om Hendra's room, and began to think of the first steps he would take.
Radit came home in the afternoon. Since he brought Alan to his parents' house, he also returned to live at his parents' house. There are not many questions from Papa and Mama about who is the mother of his son, he was a little relieved at least. Although the guilt was raised, because he had separated Alan and Kinar. It has been almost two weeks also he is not eager to eat, and sleep less than 5 hours.
"Where is it, Ma?" radit asked when he entered the house, and found his mother was relaxing in the living room.
Radit doesn't like to hear Mama's answer. New nurse? Her mother did not ask her first opinion about this sister.
"New cluster? Mama's hiring someone else to take care of my son? Ma, mama knows there are many cases about parenting into the hands of others, why Mama is so easy to believe," said Radit upset.
"He's good and wouldn't have hurt Alan, Dit. Already, you just look there yourself, he's again in the back garden," replied Sonia's mother casually.
Radit grunting. He pointed his way towards the back garden. The man stopped looking at the back of a woman with hair along the collarbone. He knows that body posture.
"The light!" call him unsure.
The woman turned her head, with the baby already asleep in her cradle.
"Hi, Doctor Radit! We meet again!" greet Kinar with a grinning smile.
"Why are you here?" radit asked a little annoyed.
"Can dong. I still live in this city, and I still live. Except, if I'm different from Doctor Radit, that's what the doctor has to ask me why I'm here" said Kinar casually.
"You-you"
"Yes, Doc. I want to take Alan to the room first," cut Kinar walking past Doctor Radit.
"He wants revenge by ignoring me" the man murmured angrily.
"Bi, call Kinar for dinner!" mother Sonia's word on one of her ART.
ART nodded, although he felt jealous of the woman named Kinar, he still carried out the Madam's word.
Kinar dined at the long, luxurious dining table. Although he felt this was too much for a subordinate like him.
"Eat, no need to hesitate, Kinar. Radit has not come down may still not finish praying," said Ms. Sonia.
Kinar nodded his head, he turned to Doctor Ghifar who only nodded with a friendly smile. Doctor Radit came down when they started dinner. The man looked so surprised to see his presence at the dining table, but soon returned displaying his flat expression.
"Eat a lot, Kinar! You have to suckle." Kinar couldn't resist when his plate was filled with rice by Sonia's mother.
That day at least Kinar passed quietly. I don't know tomorrow, or tomorrow. There may be some unpleasant events, especially the status of his relationship with Doctor Radit is not yet clear. The man has not said the word talak for himself, that's why he is confused about the status of this relationship.
...Seriate.......