Stain (Mirror Cracked)
Terrified

With a feeling of fear and trembling hands Jihan waited for the test results a second time. When his eyes opened slowly there was a red two-colored line making Jihan feel surprised. He immediately rubbed his eyes as if in disbelief and hoped that what he saw was wrong. But when he noticed again it turns out his vision was not wrong. There was indeed a red two-coloured line on the device.

Jihan immediately cried seeing the results of her tespeck. He was afraid of both his parents. She also fears raising her own baby because she doesn't know who her biological father is.

‘Pardon Jihan, mother's father for tarnishing our family's good name. But Jihan herself is actually confused because the incident happened so quickly and Jihan herself does not know who did it. What should I do after this,’ inner Jihan was confused.

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“Tok... Jihan, let's have breakfast. Let you be late loh..” call his mother from outside.

“Before Mom, Jihan is again getting ready,” Jihan replied from inside her room.

Actually Jihan was done from earlier but she who was in trouble felt lazy to get ready to go to school. Since then he has only played his phone. A moment to see, briefly closed his phone. He felt confused and sad to face this problem. It was very desirable that he met Rani and told her everything so that Rani could provide a solution.

With heavy steps Jihan walked towards the dining table. His mother and father were waiting for him for breakfast. As soon as Jihan was about to sit on the chair suddenly her mother who saw her coming and saw Jihan's pale face immediately said.

“You're sick Jihan?” asked her mother while looking at Jihan's face.

With a heavy feeling Jihan replied. “Ngak Bu, Jihan is okay kok.”

“If you are sick, don't go to school just Jihan,” said his father was worried.

“Neither Well, Jihan is okay. Father don't worry..”

“But your face looks pale Jihan,” her father said again.

Jihan tries to toughen up by pretending to smile.

“Jihan is okay Well,” said Jihan assured both parents.

Then he took the rice directly to his plate. Both of his parents started eating.

As the steam from the still hot rice stung into Jihan's nose, Jihan suddenly felt nauseous and wanted to vomit but hurriedly closed her mouth and nose. Jihan then took the side dish and vegetables to her plate and tried to eat them. But the food had not been able to enter his mouth Jihan already could not bear to vomit. He got out of his seat and went to the bathroom. Seeing Jihan who was like she was about to vomit her mother immediately followed her to the bathroom.

“You why Jihan?” ask her mother to worry.

“Neverything Ma'am, maybe Jihan caught wind,” replied Jihan limp.

“Ya already, briefly again mother kusuk ya. Now you rest in your room and don't go to school.”

“But today for the exam card Bu because the day after Jihan the final exam.”

“You wa aja Rani asked for help to get your exam card taken.”

Jihan who felt her body was not good immediately obeyed her mother's words. She went straight into her room to rest while her mother returned to the dining table continuing her meal.

“Why Jihan, Bu?” ask her father when Ms. Dwi returns to the dining table.

“It looks like Jihan caught wind Yah.”

“Do we need to take it to the doctor, Bu?”

“Jihan doesn't want Yah. Said he wanted to rest a while longer let me use wind oil.”

In Jihan's room, she opens her school uniform and changes into the clothes of the house. After that, he threw himself on the bed. His body felt weak and his mouth felt bitter. Jihan who felt her body was not good immediately closed her eyes and tried to sleep so that when she woke up she was more delicious.

“Jihan, let mom massage your body with wind oil.”.

The limp-looking Jihan immediately opened her eyes.

“Neither to Bu. Jihan is going to sleep. Most of the moment is already light,” said Jihan with a heavy voice.

But Dwi's mother who was worried about her daughter's circumstances immediately forced Jihan so that Jihan could not do anything and obey her mother's will. It did not take long before Dwi was finished giving wind oil to Jihan's body.

“Yes now you rest first. Entar again if you have eaten breakfast. Mom wants to shop at the stall first yes.”

Jihan just nodded her head. As soon as Ms. Dwi came out of her room Jihan immediately cried. He felt very sad and guilty for his parents.

‘Im sorry Jihan, mom,” inner Jihan with sad feeling.

It feels like telling everything to his mother but Jihan still doubts whether her mother can accept this reality later. Jihan was worried and hesitant between telling or not about the events that had happened to her a month ago. But if not told one day his mother will also know because over time his stomach will get bigger and nothing else can be covered up.

After getting tired of thinking about what to do, Jihan finally fell asleep. When he woke up and glanced at the clock on the wall of his room turned out to have shown at nine in the morning. Jihan immediately got up from her sleep and walked to the kitchen to meet her mother. But in the kitchen he did not find his mother.

Then Jihan searches into her mother's room and does not find her mother either. Jihan was surprised because at seven o'clock this morning her mother said she would go shopping to the stall, but it was nine yet to go home.

‘Mommy actually went where ya. Why is it not home at this hour. At seven o'clock, my mom was going to shop at the shop. What is spent by mom until this hour has not been home.’

Jihan who felt her body still limp then sat down at the dining table. Actually the initial intention was to want breakfast but because of worry about the circumstances of his mother who also had not come home finally Jihan just sat at the dining table while waiting for the arrival of her mother.

Not long after her mother arrived.

“Assalamualaikum..” said bu Dwi went inside the house.

“Waalaikumsalam..” Reply Jihan.

“You have breakfast Jihan?” ask mother.

“Jihan wait for Mommy so it hasn't breakfast.”

“Why are you waiting for mom. Mom had breakfast. Yes you have breakfast now,” said Ms. Dwi while walking to the kitchen.

Jihan who was curious because her mother was shopping at the stall for quite a long time immediately asked.

“Mother why long time shopping?”

Ms. Dwi immediately sat down at the dining table.

“When mom will go home, I see at home mom Nisa crowded so mom stopped,” obviously bu Dwi.

“What's in Nisa's bu house, Bu?” turns out Jihan.

“Dinda is bleeding and Ms. Nisa is panicking. Mother and other neighbors directly call the midwife.”

“So how is Dinda, Bu?”

“But thank goodness Dinda can still be saved. It's just that the baby can't be saved even though the baby looks healthy.”