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Rehan who was unable to sleep also finally decided to exit the room looking for wind on the front porch.

But when he reached the living room he passed Jihan. Jihan just came out of the prayer room and finished performing the tahajud prayer.

Incidentally in the middle room the lights are still out. So that the light is dimly lit coming from the front porch.

Both were surprised when they met. The surprised Jihan immediately screamed but when the faintest thing she saw was Rehan, she immediately covered her mouth so that her voice would not be heard everywhere.

While Rehan was also surprised because he suddenly saw the appearance of Jihan who was not clear due to the lights being extinguished.

“Mas...” says Jihan disconnected.

Rehan only smiled and immediately approached Jihan. Once in front of Jihan, Rehan immediately expressed her feelings by pulling Jihan's body in her arms. Jihan hugged him very tightly making Jihan feel hard to breathe. His chest up and down held the turmoil in his soul while maintaining the tightness of Rehan's embrace so tightly.

“Mas... release,” said Jihan in a slow voice.

But Rehan did not care about it even more tightly hugging Jihan.

“Mas... release,” says Jihan again.

Intar if the mas is satisfied yes.” whispered Rehan in the ear of Jihan.

“Mas, later mom wake up loh.”

Still standing and hugging Jihan, Rehan whispered.

“Tomorrow you have come home and mas will not be able to do this again.”

“But Mas...” says Jihan disconnected.

“Jihan, I don't want to lose you.

How about we get married, Jihan?”

“But Mas..”.

“Do you not love mas?”

Rehan then let go of his hug and looked at Jihan's face.

“Now face to eye mas..”

Jihan looked straight at Rehan's eyeballs. Although the light was not too bright, only the light from outside entered, but Jihan could clearly see Rehan's gaze so deep on her.

That look made Jihan's heart feel like it was about to be dislodged. Rehan's eyes were like asking for mercy.

“Now answer the question mas, do you not love mas?”

Jihan who was feeling confused had to answer if she finally just lowered her head.

“Mas would like to hear a direct answer from you so that you do not expect too much. Now I want your honesty, Jihan. An honest answer though will hurt you. Do you love mas?” ask Rehan again.

Jihan who could not answer finally hurriedly released Rehan's hand which was holding her shoulder. He went straight to his room without answering a word.

***

Since the incident last night when Miss Renggo argued with Siti, Siti immediately changed. He was much silent as embarrassed when dealing with Jihan. His usual attitude did not like Jihan, but now it had changed.

In addition to a lot of silence, Siti also acts sweet towards Jihan. Seeing the change in Siti's attitude so good to Jihan, Ms. Renggo felt astonished.

***

After Rehan left the office, Siti and Shinta were busy cleaning the kitchen. Today Shinta has not yet entered school because Rehan will still be enrolled. This afternoon Rehan is going to the new Shinta school.

Finish breakfast Shinta directly help Siti in the kitchen. Ms. Rengo and Jihan were still sitting at the dining table and the two were still chatting.

***

Today in Rehan's office wasn't focused on doing his job. Even when checking the monthly report many are at fault because he is out of focus.

His heart and mind were fixed at home thinking of Jihan who would be driven home this afternoon.

When in Rehan's office like a confused and upset person. Mr. Saidi who has since noticed Rehan is only a ringing kapala.

Mr. Saidi immediately asked Rehan who was in trouble.

“Mas Rehan any problem what the hell?” asked Mr. Saidi when he saw Rehan was doodling the paper on his desk.

Hearing Mr. Saidi's question, Rehan was immediately confused. He was confused as to what to answer.

“No problem Sir..” replied Rehan lied.

“Mas Rehan don't lie. I know that Rehan is having a problem. Since then I noticed that Rehan was pensive and doodled the paper on the table,” explained Mr. Saidi.

Finally Rehan gave up and he told all of it to Mr. Saidi. Saidi listened to Rehan's story. After Rehan finished talking about his feelings and his desire to marry Jihan, Mr. Saidi was silent to think about the right advice that would be conveyed to Rehan who is his coworker.

“If in my opinion, everything depends on Jihan. Jihan can decide who to marry. Although Leo wants to convert and wants to marry Jihan, but if Jihan does not want to then the marriage will not happen even though she is pregnant with her child. So Jihan can't be forced to marry Leo.

Leo also can not force his will even though he has changed beliefs.

Jihan has the right to marry the person she loves. If later Jihan prefers Leo, then she does not love Rehan. So Rehan must be ready for that.

But rest assured that Jihan really loves Rehan mas surely she will prefer Rehan mas even though Rehan mas is not the biological father of his son.

So my advice, so that Rehan mas not frustrated anymore mas Rehan do not be too dizzy to think about it. Mas Rehan must learn to be able to love and let go of it because that love does not have to have.

Mas Rehan must be ready when Jihan will prefer Leo than Rehan himself. That means that Rehan did not match Jehan because his soul mate was determined by God.

So if Rehan did not marry Jihan, Rehan must be ready and willing to accept all of this. We cannot choose according to our will. And Rehan needs to remember that our soul mate is the best person for us. If Rehan is not married to Jihan, then Jihan is not the best person for Rehan.

So once again Rehan mas must be strong and patient if the wishes of Rehan mas not granted by God,” explained Mr. Saidi.

“But I don't think I can part with Jihan, sir.”

“In the beginning it is difficult for us to forget the people we have loved. Especially when we see him married to someone else, our hearts must be very sick.

Hence from now on Rehan must learn to accept all this. The key is we have to sincerely accept all of this.”

“I'm afraid sir will have a time when I just got divorced first. It hurts and it is difficult to get up again,” explains Rehan.

“Makanya mas Rehan learned a lot from experience. If in the past Rehan mas felt very sick because of separation, so from now on Rehan mas must learn to be sincere so as not to be too sick when separated.”