Stain (Mirror Cracked)
Go home
Days change without feeling a month more Jihan stay at Rehan's house.
“Mas, when do moms come home?” ask Jihan when she finishes dinner.
“Mom's word, mama came back again because Shinta has not healed properly,” explained Rehan.
“Means long time donk mom home.”
“Not yet known Jihan. The plan is that until next month Shinta is not yet healthy, then Shinta will be brought by mama here and later mama will take care of her.”
“Hopefully Shinta will get well soon Mas.”
“Iya Jihan. Mas also hopes that Shinta will recover soon. I feel sorry for Shinta because now she has no father and no mother. We are his family at this time.”
“Did Shinta finish school?” ask Jihan curiously.
“Not yet. She's still in the eleventh grade of High School so my mom's plan is to move Shinta's school here so she can stay with us. Mama can also watch him because Shinta now lives a kara.”
Hearing Rehan's words about Shinta who has no father and mother, Jihan feels grateful that her parents are still complete.
“Indeed why Jihan, you were wondering when mom came home,” asked Rehan.
“I mean, Jihan will go home,” said Jihan.
“Are you calmer?” ask Rehan again.
“Mas Already. Jihan has calmed down and Jihan wants to get back together with the Jihan family.”
Hearing Jihan coming home, Rehan was immediately sad. She will feel lost when Jihan returns to her house. Rehan also feels unwilling when Jihan will return home.
“Are you sure you are really calm?”
“Yakin Mas's. Currently Jihan is feeling calm and Jihan is also very long for father and mother.”
Since Jihan was brought to the psychologist gradually Jihan's mental development has begun to improve. Now Jihan is no longer afraid and embarrassed when she meets people. He was also prepared for the disaster he had received. She was not even ashamed that she was pregnant first.
“If you want to go home, wait until mom comes home first yes,” pinta Rehan.
“But I don't know when to go home is Mas.”
“Which is definitely next month mama can already go home.”
“What if it was Rehan who drove Jihan home.”
“Mas sense, should not wait for mama back from Pekanbaru first.”
“But next month just back Mas.”
“Another week will be in the new month.”
“Iya also yes Mas.”
“What are your next plans if you go home later, Jihan?”
“Ya as Jihan has said with Mas that Jihan wants to marry Leo if Leo wants to change faith.
But if Leo keeps his faith then Jihan will not force it. Jihan will be raising Jihan's own child without Leo.”
“Means that if Leo wants to change faith, you want to marry Leo?” ask Rehan again.
“Do you love Leo so you want to marry him?” rehan asked curiously.
With a sad face Jihan immediately shook her head.
“If you don't love her, why would you marry her?”
“The problem of love can grow later.
Which Jihan hopes is currently only the status of Jihan's child. Jihan's son will be happier if he lives with his biological father even though Jihan doesn't love him.”
“Means you sacrifice your feelings to get your child status?”
“Iya Mas's. That's all Jihan could hope for.”
“If there is a man who wants to marry you and promises to love your child, do you want?”
Rehan deliberately gave a question related to his feelings because he wanted to get an answer from Jihan. If indeed Jihan does not want then Rehan from now on will try to retreat regularly.
“Where ya Mas, Jihan is still in doubt.” replied Jihan while thinking.
“Which question is Jihan?” rehan asked curiously.
“What could the man possibly love the child of Jihan like his own son.”.
“Why is it impossible.”
“The problem is, the child is not his flesh and blood Mas..”
“What is it about people who adopt children. There was no blood relation but loved the child very much. It is because since the baby is taken care of and cared for so that the affection will grow even though there is no blood relation.
Just like this problem. If there is a man who wants to marry you, surely he will love your child and consider your child like his own biological child because since birth he has been cared for.”
Rehan deliberately spoke like that so that Jihan could understand him and not be too narrow in thinking. Rehan, who is already in love with Jihan, wants to edit Jihan if Jihan does not marry Leo.
Hearing Rehan's words, Jihan could only fall silent while thinking about him. Jihan could already guess what Rehan was talking about just now.
‘Definitely the story that Rehan meant was himself. But I still doubt that Rehan can love my son later. I also can't be too quick to make a decision because regret always comes later,’ Jihan's inner.
Jihan actually wants Rehan who will be her husband later than Leo who is not loved. But Jihan still doubts whether Rehan can love her son later because the child to be born is not his flesh and blood.
Although Rehan seems kind and affectionate to Jihan but Jihan is not one hundred percent sure if Rehan can love his son later.
Jihan is worried that if Rehan has children of her own then she will not love Leo's child. That is what Jihan considers if Rehan wants to marry her.
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After sharing his desire to return home to Rehan but because Rehan's mother has not returned home finally Jihan decided to wait until Renggo's mother came home from Pekanbaru.
Jihan feels bad with Ms. Renggo if you go home later without being escorted by Ms. Renggo. Of course Miss Renggo will be offended.
This is the reason so Jihan decided to return to her home after Miss Renggo came home from Pekanbaru.
Rehan had been feeling unsettled since he heard that Jihan was going home to her rum. As Jihan said earlier that she wanted to be driven home when she felt calmer and now Jihan was calmer so she intended to go home. Jihan also misses her parents.
But Jihan's plan to return home made Rehan very sad and disappointed. Rehan also could not imagine that he would never see Jihan again. Because Rehan has not been able to part with Jihan. A day without seeing Jihan feels like a year. If Jihan has returned home, Rehan will never see Jihan again unless she wants to be married.