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“Didn't you say last night that Dinda got married because she was pregnant. Means pregnant Dinda already big Bu?” ask Jihan in wonder.

“If her pregnancy has not been seen, it does not even appear that she is pregnant. That is the name of God's power. Most people who are pregnant first like that the stomach is not visible when in it the baby is already large.

Just like Dinda. When Mom saw last night she was married, her stomach was normal and invisible. It turned out that the midwife who handled the age of the womb of Jihan was seven months so that the shape of the baby was normal like a regular baby.”

Jihan who heard her mother's words could only fall silent thinking about her fate. ‘Will I also be like Dinda. Although later my gestational age is already a lot but does not look like a pregnant person.

So that it can fool everyone including my father and mother. I don't want to be like Dinda.

I have to tell my mother about this matter because no matter how you will know later.

I'd rather tell you from now on than later that my stomach is getting bigger.

Even if mom and dad are going to be angry, I have to be ready to accept all of this. I should also be ready if father and mother throw me out of this house. O God, help me to overcome this problem. I am so sorry for lying to my mother at that time.

I said I would spend the night at Rani's house because her parents were going out of town, when the main reason was to come to Yuni's birthday party. Now I get karma for my lies,’ inner Jihan is sad.

Ms. Dwi who saw Jihan a lot of daydreams immediately asked.

“You why Jihan, since I've noticed a lot of daydreaming. You have breakfast first. I want to weed vegetables first,” said bu Dwi leaving Jihan.

Jihan tried to stay calm and firm even though her head felt like it was going to break thinking about the problem she was facing. There is nowhere to complain other than just to Rani who is his close friend.

Even to tell her mother, Jihan was still hesitant. She was still afraid that her mother would be so staunch when she heard the story.

While daydreaming Jihan tried to eat even though the rice in her mouth could not be bitter sweet because of her chaotic mind.

‘I have to be strong and strong to face all this. And for now I better not tell mom first. I have to focus first on the exam that will be conducted Monday tomorrow.

After the exam is over, I will tell you everything. Even if father and mother are angry, I should be able to accept it with a spacious chest because this is all my fault, ’ Jihan's inner heart.

After eating Jihan went straight into her room. He sat at his study table playing his cell phone.

Suddenly a message came from Rani.

{Let me go to your house Jihan all deliver your test card.} Fill in wa Rani's message.

Previously Jihan had sent a message to Rani asking for her exam card. But Rani did not answer or did not take Jihan's exam card.

Instead Rani asked about her results this morning. Jihan did not answer because it was difficult to tell through the message. Of course this makes Rani more curious so that Rani intends to go home from school will go directly to Jihan's house.

When Jihan was cool to play her phone suddenly her stomach felt nauseous again so Jihan went straight to the bathroom. Seeing Jihan who half ran into the bathroom while covering your mouth, Dwi was astonished.

Ms. Dwi immediately left her job and waited for Jihan outside the bathroom.

“You vomited again Jihan?” asked the worried Dwi mom while embracing her daughter's shoulder.

Jihan just nodded her head.

“We go to the doctor huh?” said Ms. Dwi worried.

“No need Mom, soon enough too. Now Jihan wants to sleep first yes Mom,” saying Jihan to her mother.

Bu Dwi could only look at her daughter with a feeling of worry.

***

“Rani, did you take Jihan's exam card?” ask Rika.

“Iya Rica. Jihan did not attend school due to illness.”

“So home school want you to take her home?”

“The plan is yes. Back to school I want to go straight to his house.”

“I'm coming, I happen to also have a need with Jihan.”

Hearing Rika's request, Rani only kept silent for a moment thinking about the right answer because Rani did not want to if Rika also went to Jihan's house. The plan is Rani will talk four eyes with Jihan about the test results so it is impossible if Rika invited there.”

“Gimana Rani's. I'll come along, let me also Lusi.”

Nervous, Rani immediately said. “Sorry Rika, next time because I want to stop by my family home which is not far from the house of Jihan,” said Rani lying.

In order to avoid asking Rika many more questions, Rani immediately went from Rika's presence. Rika only looked up to see Rani leave her.

‘Why doesn't Rani want me to come to Jihan's house. What the hell is going on. Is there anything withheld by Rani so I can't go to Jihan's house. I can't be so bad to think to my own friend, Rika's inner’ is confused.

***

Once at Jihan's house, Rani who is a close friend goes straight to Jihan's room. Rani who is a close friend of Jihan when they come to Jihan's house they always chat in the room. Likewise with today when he reached Jihan's house, his mother Jihan immediately invited Rani to meet Jihan in her room.

“You just went to Jihan's room, Rani. His neighbor is resting in his room,” said Ms. Dwi when Rani arrived at Jihan's house.

Rani walked straight to Jihan's room.

“Tok... Tok, Jihan..” call Rani from Jihan's doorstep.

The lazy Jihan coming down from her bed could only answer. “Log Rani. Just open the door is not locked, ” said Jihan when she heard the voice of Rani.

“Czech...” Rani opened the door and walked inside.

It looks like Jihan is lying on her bed. Rani immediately sat on the bed while looking at Jihan's pale-looking face.

“This is Jihan your card,” said Rani while thrusting the exam card.

Jihan immediately rose from her sleep and hugged Rani while crying. Rani who saw the reaction of Jihan who was so sad and afraid could already guess that the results of the test would be positive. Then she took Jihan's hair and said.

“You're patient, Jihan. If you are patient in accepting this ordeal, rest assured God will help you.”

Rani tries to comfort Jihan so that Jihan does not drag on in grief.

“Because everything has happened, so whatever the result you should be able to receive with chest roomy. Let's just say this is a test from Allah.”

“But I can't afford Rani to face all this.”

Jihan felt very heavy for the burden she was facing.