Surai Kasih Tiga Lives
Episode 38 Hate and miss

''I have never hated anyone, therefore to this day, I do not know this is anger or hatred for your noble one.'' Ziaruo said softly and calmly, without taking his eyes off the teapot he was holding.

A man in a huge robe, which almost covered his entire body and head, stood not far from Ziaruo's body.

The girl was enjoying a cup of tea, with the reflection of the crescent moonlight that almost lost its shape (approaching the dead moon )

"Let's just say you're alone, I ...

(stop for a moment)

"I just want to see you, can you assume, I'm not here, and don't care what I say.'' Pinta Men with a heavy tone, but also felt softness in his speech.

"If that's your wish alright, I'll focus on this tea only.'' Ziaruo replied quietly, and took another sip of his warm tea.

Hearing this, the man smiled for a moment, but his smile was very difficult to interpret.

For a moment of silence, the cottage yard in the middle of the forest, back to its original state, only occasionally heard the sound of night animals, interspersed with a soft lip, sipping tea on the lip of a ceramic cup.

''I miss you so much.'' The man said softly and softly.

Hearing the Murong emperor's words, the girl (ziaruo) remained silent, and enjoyed her tea, as if hearing nothing, and remained focused on the cup in her hand

"Sruuppp ..teh is very delicious, it really fits with the cold air now, like the warmth of affection for a frozen heart.'' Ziaruo said calmly, and as if muttering alone.

He enjoyed his tea again, glaring, staring at the crescent moon above the sky, which shaded the forest that night.

"If there were a interlocutor, it would definitely be much more delicious.'' Add the woman again, again pouring tea, into her empty cup.

Ziaruo ignored the man who had been there before, even the man was now also sitting in the chair right in front of him, so their distance was very close.

In the depths of the cottage, a pair of bodies were sitting opposite the table as a barrier between them.

However, due to the man's request, the girl considers her presence (Murongxu ), as if it is not there or transparent.

However, not far from where they are, there are also several other pairs of eyes, behind each hiding.

Sometimes their views meet (Murong and Ziaruo), looking at each other and longing for each other.

Ziaruo slowly shifted his gaze, as if he saw no one, only staring at the empty room in front of him.

"Tell me everything, what you want to say, and I'll pretend I didn't hear it.'' Gumam Ziaruo.

Hearing that Emperor Murongxu bowed his face, before finally starting to open his mouth and spoke softly." Ruoer.I miss you.''

"I really don't want to show you my face, but.(stop for a moment).'' He said again, still in a soft tone.

However, it can still be heard by the girl.

Although, Ziaruo remained silent as well as just focusing on his teacup.

"But I'd go crazy if I didn't see you.'' Further again.

The man was silent for a moment, exhaling a long breath.

It was as if he was trying to throw down, a heavy weight inside his chest.

With a longing look, he resumed his words." He's right.. Maybe I'll go crazy in a moment, did you know it was Ruoer?.''

Murongxu, looking fixedly at the girl in front of him, as if he wanted to hug the slender body tightly, as well as vent all his feelings right now.

However, Ziaruo remained silent. The woman still remained focused on her teacup, and only occasionally stared at the man for a glance.

"I see, if now you are angry and even hate me, I have wronged you for our promise, and for your affection. I'm sorry.I'm sorry Ruoer.'' His words again, with sincerity, and a rumble in his chest.

Emperor Murongxu, looked solemn with every sentence spoken.

However, the girl remained silent, and simply sipped back her tea.

And it was at Murongxu's request, to ignore him.

''Since I remember you, considering who I am, I am no longer with them, never ever*nt*h any woman.'' Say again.

''If only, not for the sake of the people and the Xili empire, now I have left everything to be with you.'' Murongxu is back.

Indeed, hearing this Ziaruo's heart felt bitter, sick, disappointed, and guilty, at the same time.

In fact, now Ziaruo must also feel guilty, amid the pain of the love*notanatan the husband.

However, he could only endure everything and still remain silent.

''Ruoer, .. I made a mistake for my ignorance, I did not intentionally do it, can you forgive me?, I ..I love you so much.'' Murongxu said again.

However, this time with a slightly trembling voice, as well as the tip of his concentrated eyes, which began to appear glassy.

Hearing everything, Ziaruo turned his face up, as if looking up at the sky, with the crescent moon starting to disappear covered in clouds.

In his heart he felt a lot of injustice over each incident, but still remaining calm, he began to open his mouth and muttered softly to himself.'' Why are my eyes getting heavy, when the day is not too late.''

The woman closed her eyes, looking up at the sky.

Imagining that, he was mumbling to himself, without anyone there was a sadness for him.

Because after all, he understood the ignorance of the husband, as well as the suffering he was experiencing now.

"I know you're hurt because of my mistake Murongxu said.

"But, I did it because I didn't know, and didn't remember anything Ruoer, either,

and if only, you had come sooner, where might I have married them, and surely now we would have been happy together.'' The man continued again, with great disappointment and regret.

Disappointed in himself for his ignorance, and sorry for hurting the heart of someone who is very valuable to him.

"Sorry..Can you forgive me Ruoer?.'' He added, this time Murongxu emboldened himself, holding Ziaruo's hand.

However, with these words, Ziaruo again disappointed, he felt as if because he was considered late to this Era now, the husband Murongxu made that mistake.

"I have borne your guilt long ago and I am willing to do so, but what mistake will you now give me, your majesty?" Murmured concerned Ziaruo, to himself inwardly.

''O crescent moon above the sky..

Ever night makes you an excuse, over the dimly lit in the pitch dark.''

Ziaruo read the stanzas of his heart expression, in a soft voice with his eyes still closed, his face still looking up towards the sky.

He was silent, and did not respond, when his hand was on the table, grabbed and held by Murongxu.

While listening to Ziaruo's verse, Murongxu was shocked for a moment, knowing that his words were now misinterpreted.

He quickly tried to explain." No. ..no Ruoer, I never blame you, I love you so much, how could I blame you, I just regret our late meeting, maybe fate is playing us.''

Murong with his spontaneous words tried to explain, he did not want Ziaruo to get more misunderstood and hate him.

However, he did not finish explaining, again he heard the woman reciting her temple.

''O poet of time, understand the moon and see the night.

Clutching together in your time, stringing the word knitting longs.

On the stain, will feel unawakened."

In each sentence, Ziaruo expressed as if he was alone there.

However, in fact, he was expressing his frustration, at the preaching*the death of Murongxu's husband.

Hearing that, Emperor Murong's heart was as if it was being torn apart, his chest tight and rumbling.

He realized every mistake he had made.

However, he really did not expect to hear the words from Ziaruo's lips.

The woman he remembered, as a gentle, loving figure.

His mind grew increasingly confused until he spoke in a rather high tone. "Stop Ruoer .I said stop, you really hurt me on purpose."

Murong could no longer control his emotions of sadness, nor his feelings of guilt.

Ever since the memories returned to him, he felt so weak and slumped with regret, and it made him several times drain clear circles from both corners of his concentrated eyes.

With such emotions, until he accidentally pulled Ziaruo's hand a little hard, he did not mean to be rude, Murongxu only wanted to stop the temple that sounded to his heart.