Surai Kasih Tiga Lives
Episode 73 Feelings of death 2.

''I should be happy now, because you are willing to meet me, but why do I look like a bod*h person, nervous and anxious for no reason?.'' said Murong Lirih, yet it still clearly sounded in Ziaruo's ears.

''Don't say anything more, look at you making this sweet taste sour Ziaruo replied slowly, staring at the man in front of him.

''Are you okay, Your Majesty?, have you adjusted to living here?.'' asked Ziaruo again.

This time, however, the woman looked down.

''I'm sorry.''continue Ziaruo.

Both of the women's eyes were clearly glazed.

But for Murongxu, the speech he had just heard, was like a hard blow to the chest of his field, a statement that reminded him again, of the mistake he had made.

For that man, Ziaruo had never had any faults, only he was the one who was guilty here.

Quickly, Murogxu stood up and lowered his sturdy body on the floor of the room, as well as using both knees as his refusals.

''What ...what are you saying?, you have never done anything wrong, I will never blame you, so stop crying.'' said Murongxu, with mixed feelings, between sadness and confusion.

The woman looked right into Murong's eyes, clearly a warmth and tenderness for her there.

Ziaruo closed his eyes and muttered inwardly.

''Yes gods.it is beautiful and great, you arranged everything for me, even I have to hurt someone who is very loving and valuable to me.''

Ziaruo, wanting to shout and scream at this very moment, but he remembered everything clearly, that now was the time for the trust between them to be proven.

Ziaruo took a deep breath, he also closed his eyes again.

Seeing this, Murongxu knew something was wrong.

''What's the matter?, Is there anything you want to say?.'' asked Murong, in a voice that looked somewhat doubtful.

He memorized this attitude, a habit owned by his beloved wife, when he wanted to decide something that was considered very difficult.

''Do you have any difficulties?, tell me, if I can..no, whatever it is, even though it is difficult I will do as I can.'' said the man back.

Murongxu assured that whatever he would do for Ziaruo, even before he knew the problems and situation Ziaruo was facing, he had taken things seriously.

Meanwhile, without realizing it, it was a sincere greeting from Murongxu, causing a lot of pain and feelings of guilt. The feeling seemed to grip his heart firmly, knocking the woman's heart to pieces.

''Really?.'' asked Ziaruo.

This time, from his brown eyes flowed a clear round.

''Even if you do not know what to say, and what difficulties I am facing, you can easily promise help.'' Ziaruo continued back.

Murongxu smiled, when he heard the woman's words in front of him, slowly he ventured, held the woman's hand, and held her gently.

''In fact, I am ready if my life is what you want, is there still something I should be afraid of again?.'' replied the man in an affectionate voice.

''So tell me what makes you like this?.'' continued the man back.

Hearing that, the clear circle increasingly flowed from the two eyes of the beautiful woman.

''I ask you to live well, and not do anything stupid for the next year, and take care of yourself properly, he said, do not hurt yourself again with something that should not be done.'' said the woman, interrupted sobs.

Ziaruo cupped, the two cheeks of the man who was now in front of him, much he wanted to convey.

However, with that face, as well as the silent expression there, the mind turned blank, only the sadness and bitterness that he now felt.

''You may hate me, hixs..hixs..in fact, if you want to curse me. Do it, you..shouldn't hold anything back from now on.'' said the woman with her sobs.

Seeing and hearing everything, Murongxu grew increasingly confused, with an uneasy feeling he again asked.

''What do you mean?, and why should I hate and curse you?.''

''Because.''Ziaruo's speech was cut off.

''There's no way you're going to disappear?, or...Is.kah, you...Do you.you will..'' Murongxu said again, but this time his words were cut off, he rounded his eyes, when he saw the beloved woman in front of him, nodding slowly at the words he has not finished.

Ziaruo nodded slowly, with tears growing more and more on his cheeks.

Murongxu was silent for a while, the room became silent, which sounded inside his head just a loud buzz, as if thousands of bees were filling the empty room on his head.

His entire body was limp, and it made him fall and sit on the floor.

''Hahahaha ..hahaha...how do you nod, even I have not finished my sentence, do you know what I will say?.'' Murongxu continued back with a face full of gloom.

Clearly, the denial of any of his own words and thoughts, even in his heart and reflexes, denied that he knew what Ziaruo, his beloved woman, would say.

''You are right.Tomorrow after dusk, we will marry.'' said Ziaruo, with a trembling voice, he forced his lips to speak a word sharper than a knife to Murong.

However, he had to say it anyway and there was no way to go back or retract his words again.

Devastated and void of feeling Murongxu heard these words, he remained silent and said nothing.

For him, the woman will always be his wife, even though with anger over her marriage, despite the hatred in his heart, he thinks as long as the woman is still alone, there will always be a way for them to get back together.

He decided to abdicate early, and focused on searching and trying to regain Ziaruo's heart.

Even if they were not meant to be together, he planned to stay close to Ziaruo, even if only as a neighbor, as a brother or as his guardian, while waiting for his time to end in this world.

*Two together, keep each other even without bonding as a couple.*

However, with the words he had heard just now, his hopes shattered, his heart as if torn to shreds, he felt that death would be much better for him at this moment.

Silent room.....

The two of them only stayed there, Ziaruo had been able to control his emotions a moment ago, but the man was still sitting there, on the floor of the room without any pedestal.

Ziaruo followed the man sitting on the floor, saying nothing, only wanting to accompany the man.

However, he had once felt the position of the man now.

And the room still remained silent, until about half of the incense sticks.

''I'm sorry Ruoer...It turns out like this how you felt at that time, sorry...I didn't intentionally do it....Can you forgive me?.'' Murong said breaking the silence of the room.

''hixs...hixs...''back the sound of crying from the woman, he felt tightness in his chest.

''That's why I'm still here because I know what it's like to know our loved ones with others.'' the woman replied with sobs.

''Do you remember I have a moon water mirror?'' say back to that beautiful woman.

Murongxu again rounded it, he looked at Ziaruo who was sitting nearby with a gaze that again displayed shock.

''Don't tell me, that you saw everything, saw my wedding ceremony.'' asked Murongxu reflex.

Hearing the question, Ziaruo's tears grew louder, he nodded his head in a sign confirming the question.

''Eemmm...hixs..hixss..even I saw in detail...hixs....hixs.....I want to see your happiness, so that I can hate you for betraying me..hixs...hixs, ..I still forgive and love you, Ziaruo replied softly and stammered.

''Excuse me.I'm sorry, this stupid husband of yours, I have hurt you a lot, forgive me.'' Murongxu said as he hugged the body of the woman beside him.

''Even you watched me with them, and when I was in danger, you still came to my aid....You should have let me die Ruoer, why should you help this traitor, why?.''murongxu said in his heart, with his hands still tightly hugging the beautiful woman.

Meanwhile, in the Zing empire.

''Yes, your majesty, Madam Yun met with Murongxu and she just returned to her sleep, at midnight.'' replied the shadow guard (Uhan).

Hearing this, Jiang jingwei's hands clenched firmly.

''Are you going to betray me, the day before our wedding day Yun.