Surai Kasih Tiga Lives
Episode 68 My heart.

Still in one of the rooms in the treatment hall.

''Until when are you going to look at me like that, Your Majesty, are you so happy to see that I feel ashamed, as well as confusion in my attitude?.'' said Ziaruo in a soft voice, as well as with the hue of the face that blushed from embarrassment.

Hearing those words, emperor Jing blushed his face, he became nervous for a moment.

''Forgive me, it seems like your magic is much stronger than the previous one.'' he said slowly, trying to divert his awkward and shy feelings.

''Witch?.'' cried Ziaruo lirih.

However, a few seconds later, he understood the intent of the no1 man in the Zing.

''You can call it that.

Provided, it keeps you afloat, with a calm demeanor and does not harm this woman, Your Majesty replied gently Ziaruo as she rubbed Yunsang's head gently.

''ZIARUO.'' call emperor Jing gentle.

''The noble servant replied the woman softly and softly, as an adaptation of modesty, to the tenderness of others to her, while still looking at her son, who was beginning to fall asleep in deep sleep.

Madam Yun or Ziaruo grew more intense, patting the soft back of Yunsang, who was still laying his head on his lap, and occasionally gently rubbing the head of the head of the son who was now walking into the dreamland cradle.

''Don't call me that, it's just us now.

In fact, Yusang seems to have fallen asleep, I wish you would call me Jing or Jingwei.

Ziaruo smiled, he began to move his body slowly, laying down the body of the son in a comfortable position, so as not to disturb the eight of his sleep.

''I may feel uncomfortable, Your Majesty.

After all, we are not in a close relationship so this woman can freely, call by name only.'' Ziaruo replied, in a soft and gentle voice again.

Hearing the words of the woman, who was again sitting not far from him, emperor Jing, smiled wryly, as if he had expected the answer, he felt a disappointment at his guess which turned out to be true.

"Even I had expected that to be your answer.'' said the emperor softly.

''Why do I have to be so loving, and have such admiration for a woman, like you, even surpassing the love of myself.'' Jing murmured in his heart.

'' Even if you do not have me in your heart, I allow you to use me, to gain luxury and to reach the top, do you also still not want to think about it.'' asked the man again.

Ziaruo felt very sorry, for the feeling that had grown in the man's heart, unknowingly, he looked at him fixedly.

''I know, you just want to use the rumors of our closeness, to keep your distance from Murongxu.

I know that even now, he still often searches and comes to you.' said the man slowly, with calmness of every word he said.

Hearing this, Ziaruo felt bad, he did let it go, rumors about him were growing in the community, even can be likened as almost difficult to distinguish, between the falsity and authenticity of the rumor.

''Heeeehhhh....'' Ziaruo sighed softly.

''Forgive me, sorry if everything makes you walk between bias and dimness.'' replied the woman again softly.

''I am very grateful for the protection behind your name.

However...really, I have only understood it now, that from my selfish attitude, it has made you suffer.'' continued Ziaruo back, still with a soft and gentle voice.

However, clearly from the look of that face, it looked a regret.

''I just want to live the way I want, to be with the people I love who love me too.

With our daughter's son.

I just want to have her heart for me, without any intrigue and polemics for the sake of attention, said Madam Yun, in her soft voice.

In other words, he does not want the husband to have a wife other than himself.

Emperor Jing listened to him without answering anything, more silent and thoughtful.

''Is being a darling, of a man, with many other women as his wife, a happiness and victory?.'' continued Madam Yun, with a gaze, demanding an answer, of the man who is now in front of him.

''Would you believe me if I said that, this woman has everything?.' said the woman again, before sighing again.

As if, he was trying to throw, everything that stifled in his chest.

Emperor Jing was still silent, he returned the gaze of the woman in front of him fixed, as if he was trying to find the meaning of every utterance of Madame Yun.

The room became quiet, even the sound of their breathing, disappeared in the middle of silence there.

''What more can I offer you?, even my heart has been given, and I have nothing to give anymore, but I can still be sure, that if you are with me, that if you are with me, I must ignore them (the concubine) I will do.' said emperor Jing softly.

Emperor Jing wanted to grab that white hand in front of him, as well as provide heart warmth through his big hand.

The woman was silent, she heard the man's words carefully, there was a feeling of guilt in her brown eyes.

''I know..about the story of your previous life.'' said emperor Jing in a somewhat doubtful voice.

Ziaruo or Madam Yun, smiled hearing that.

''I know that you (Murongxu and Ziaruo) are the reincarnation of a married couple from the imperial (emperor and empress) cloud above the sky.'' the man continued with a rumble in his chest, which he pressed as hard as he could, there were many things in his little mind and heart that raged, when saying that.

Knowing, and understanding the meaning of his own words, are 2 different things.

The feeling of wanting to give a denial of reality is enormous.

However, he denied, in the end, reality was an absolute thing he had to accept.

''And I know that he was reborn from the form of a baby, and has a destiny like ours, with memories slowly forming during this time.

''While you are sent with the form and the body that is, the body of a wife, who still has the same feelings as before, and sorrow for her, who has had many other wives, he said, when you get here, said Emperor Jing again, with the best effort he could to avoid hurting the woman.

''Because of that, the person whom I ordered to investigate your origin did not produce any results, for you are not of our world, and I also know, that you are the fate of the phonix, which fell in the western forest of the Xili empire 9 years ago.'' Emperor Jing's remark returned, with full confidence, certainly according to his version of understanding.

'' It turns out that you already know to that extent, but there are several different parts of the actual reality.'' Ziaruo replied.

''I am the reincarnation of the empress of one of the Cloud empires.(long story wide ) My punishment, because in the first life did not go as it should, in this life I have a lot to go through, in exchange for the past exams that I have missed, said Ziaruo explained, there was clearly a clear circle at the end of his eye, as well as the emphasis on the intonation of her soft voice.

Seeing the sadness in Madam Yun's eyes, emperor Jing reflexively grabbed the beautiful woman's body, he tightly hugged the slender body.

''It turns out that you suffered so much, and that you are alone, why there must be wounds and thorns, on this beautiful flower of gods.'' said the emperor Jing again, before moving his body and hugging Ziaruo.

Finding herself treated as such, Madam Yun rounded her eyes, she tried to push the man's body. However, in his little heart, back the warm feeling he felt.

A feeling that provides comfort, security and tranquility.

''Why can I feel this feeling back, the feeling when I was with you(in reference to Gutingye), did I start to open myself up?.'' murmured in Ziaruo's heart.

''Close your eyes, rest, tomorrow everything will be better.'' said the emperor Jing, before the woman finally drooped in the arms of emperor Jing, with a stain on her back body.

Emperor Jing, gave a tootokan to Ziaruo's body, so that he could rest in peace.

The man carried Ziaruo's body with both of his arms, before he carried it into his lap for a while.

''Why is it that if you used to be his empress, I don't care at all, maybe now in your heart, still have feelings for her, but I will make sure that you are mine.'' thought in Emperor Jing's heart.

'' You are mine, and I alone deserve to be your lover and husband, sorry if I have to do this act.'' said the man with a gentle smile, looking at the pretty face in his arms.

With a slow step, the emperor jing headed out, leaving the room occupied by Yunsang these few days.

The man with the sturdy body, carrying the woman, entered into a room at the end of the hall of medicine.

''Forgive me. All his faults and sins are bestowed upon me, you will always be the innocent party.'' said the man again, before taking off his clothes and coming inside the blanket.

Where, there is the body of a woman, also lying only with a few thin sheets of cloth covering the body.