Surai Kasih Tiga Lives
Episode 77 Maybe death is much better.

The flash back on.

In an inn, in the middle of the city, the day before the wedding.

''Are you really going to marry Ruoer? I was not an ordinary man before?, but..you still rejected me back then.'' Murongxu said with a sense of disappointment he felt.

His heart ached, his mind filled with many questions.

However, he could not express it, because he thought, saying anything would be useless for him at this time.

''Doesn't Jing also have many concubines?, she's the same as me, then why did you choose her and not me?.'' he asked again, he stared at the woman fixedly.

Murongxu had completely shattered his feelings at this moment.

For some reason, despite the efforts and efforts he made, the woman showed no change. Even staunch on the decision to marry, with Rival his love Jiang jing wei.

The look on his face turned darker, with the restraining feeling raging in his heart.

Moreover, when he saw Ziaruo standing up, and was about to leave the room he was occupying right now.

Murongxu hurried to his feet as well, pulling Ziaruo's hand and carrying it into his arms, there were no dirty thoughts and no lust at that. he did just that, just wanting to keep him away from the room.

Leaving him with many things that he thought were still unresolved.

Murongxu knew, that if today the woman, going from there, then that day, the last day for her could be this close, just by imagining it, her feelings would again be out of control, in a desperate voice he said.'' Don't go, can you do that?, please stay here.''

That heartbreaking remark, revealed a cruel side to Ziaruo, who remained standing and was silent.

''Give me a reason, why can you be so cruel like this?, give me something to be able to release your hand now, Ruoer....never ...have you once thought of my feelings?.'' murong continued back, still tightly hugging Ziaruo's body.

''Is it enough to let me go at this moment?, and would you rather lament my happiness, which is not even real to this woman Your Majesty?.'' ziaruo replied gently, he just remained motionless, leaving his body in Murongxu's embrace.

There was a sense of sadness and sadness in his heart, seeing the hurt and pain of the man, but what he could do, in fact the man in front of him, was neither the husband, nor his beloved lover in this life,

Murongxu is an incarnation of the barrier to his future happiness, a test display with the face, heart, memory and feelings of the husband he loves.

Nevertheless, his heart and mind remained adrift, and could not consider him to be non-existent.

Perhaps, death will be much easier, than having to hurt each other with someone we love.

At least, he was not the one who caused suffering for Murongxu his heart lover.

''God...is there anything more painful than this?, seeing it as it is now, even if my life is still nested, but the destruction and pain is unbearable, is this not enough?.'' murmured Ziaruo in silence.

The woman's hand, moving about to return the husband's embrace, with a feeling of unease, he wanted to calm the man down and said.'' Calm down, I will always be with you.''

However, his mind again remembered every struggle and suffering they had gone through, throughout their punitive journey in the world.

Ziaruo unbending his intention, he changed his hand movements, turning to push Murong's body away from him.

Getting rejection and encouragement on his body, the man increasingly tightened his embrace while saying.'' Don't.don't Ruoer.I don't want to, I don't want to let you go.''

Murongxu's eyes returned glazed, he refused to remove the woman's body.

The man who had triumphed in the Xili empire, no longer mind the manners and views of others about him.

''This is only a year left..only a year, won't it be a waste of our decades during this time?, do you want to see me getting more difficult after all?, do you want to see me getting more difficult after all?, is your pain not a wound for me Your Majesty?, Is my heart really from the stone as you say.

The woman's words, suddenly awakened Murongxu's heart, he began to relax his embrace, interrupted by every memory he had.

Be it in the present life, in the first life after receiving punishment, even in the previous life in the Cloud Country, it was the woman in front of him who had suffered a lot.

Then why is it as if he is now the most wounded and tormented.

Crying misfortune, and laughing at his current stupidity and selfishness.

''Then..'' was silent for a moment.

''Would you be so much stronger and happier, if I let you off happily and smiled?.''

Back to being silent for a moment.

"And will you calm down if I pretend like I'm okay?.'' asked Murongxu in a trembling voice.

Hearing the question, something rumbled violently in Ziaruo's heart, the corner of the brown eye, starting to glaze over. However, as much as possible he tepis the emotion of his heart, and said.'' You don't have to smile and pretend Your Majesty.''

''Just take good care of yourself, and do not let bad news get to me.'' continued the beautiful woman, before moving out of the room.

Leaving a body still stared helplessly.

As if with just a touch of a finger, he would falter, perhaps even fall.

''I promise I will live well for you at least a year ahead.'' he said softly, continuing to look at Ziaruo's back, which was disappearing for more and more.

Flash back off.

In the palace of the Zing Emperor, a marriage ceremony was taking place with holiness, as if the sky, earth wind and clouds were witnesses to the union of a pair of people in the fabric of the wholeness of a bond.

A bright face was clearly visible to her, a man dressed in beautiful and luxurious clothes, who was being joined by a bride, with a face still wearing a covering on his head.

With the end of a series of rituals, the bride and groom are paraded to their room by relatives and closest friends.

Both of them looked embarrassed and occasionally had bright smiles, especially Jing who felt happiness this afternoon.

He he is happy for this marriage, happy for his success in marrying the woman he loves so much, even he is also happy for the little things he has for his wedding now.

With light and carefree steps, emperor Zing carried Ziaruo's body towards their bridal room.

A large and beautiful room, and many dishes arranged on the table there.

''Are you hungry, or do you want to rest first?.'' asked Jing gently, holding Ziaruo's body on the bed.

''I'll be out for a while to meet guests and relatives, you wait here huh.'' continued Jing back, in a still soft voice, but this time he moved his hand to open Ziaruo's head covering.

The man's eyes showed, a twinkle of happiness, he was always amazed when he looked directly at the beautiful face.

The face belonged to the woman, who had now officially become hers.

''Why doesn't everyone just go home soon?, why should he accompany the guests? why and why, there are many murmurs in the heart of the groom.

Emperor Jiang Jingwei, so was annoyed with everyone that made him have to leave Ziaruo alone in the room.

''Don't you have to greet His Majesty's guests?, or do you want any rumors tomorrow morning?'' ziaruo said softly, with a beautiful smile attached to the beautiful face, which further cradled the man's eyes.

''I'm not afraid, do you think there's anything much scarier than dealing with you right now?.'' Jing replied with a hand touching Ziaruo's lightning white cheek.

''But.since as a kind and polite person, I will meet them, are you happy Yun?.'' replied the Emperor back, and obtained a nod of the head, saying, and a beautiful smile from my wife.

''All right..wait a minute yes.I will be back soon.'' he said again, while kissing Ziaruo's forehead and stepping out of the room.

''Wuhan, please take care of him for a while, make sure nothing happens to him.'' he ordered Wuhan, when he was outside.

His distinctive calm voice, still able to be heard from inside the room, Ziaruo heard it clearly and said softly. ''May my decision this time, be the best for all.''