Surai Kasih Tiga Lives
Episode 75 Wounds and happiness.

''Why is it that after I have consumed so many drinks, my mind and heart are still conscious, I want to forget a lot and I want to lose a lot.''

''Today I am here alone, with wine and beauty that tempts the eyes.

But why, my thoughts remain on him, my heart always shouts his name''.

''You are.you come, I will give you everything, give whatever you want.'' yelp the man, to the passersby, with hands pointing unfocused.

''Can you come here?..could you just be here with me?, why should you marry him?, why?.''

yelling and shouting, a man on the side of the road, his condition looked appalling, his clothes were shabby, random hair was scrambled, as well as an unpleasant smell gushed from the young man's body.

Almost everyone, who saw feeling pity, but there were also those who were disgusted by him.

Not far from where he was leaning, an old couple, sat with a face full of sadness.

''Why is he still waiting for him?, just let him die, for what is such a useless child still being cared for.'' said one of the pedestrians (pjk1), who was about to cross the bridge.

''Don't be like that, he used to be an accomplished and hardworking man, but because his future wife married someone else, he became like that.'' replied the other pedestrian (pjk2)

''But behold, their parents were very sorry, always afraid that their son would do b*nuh d*ri again, as already.'' said pjk1 again.

''Here it is, let's go do not take care of something that is not our problem.'' invite Pjk2 to the person next to him, without them knowing, a pair of eyes continue to follow their conversation from now on.

''Don't worry, I won't be like him, I will take good care of myself, eat regularly and live happily, I won't make you anxious, and fear for my stupid actions'' said the owner of the pair of eyes, while inserting bread into his mouth by force, there was a clear grain at the end of the man's eyes.

''Look, even I have finished 3 sandwiches in one meal, so be calm I will be happy, even if you throw me away.'' continued the man back, with increasingly heavy tears, and the hand that keeps feeding the loaf of bread into his mouth.

''Marry this once, or you may also marry as much as I do. Marry her.he marry me.'' he said again, the man stopped eating his bread, he said, he even spewed out the food that had filled his mouth.

The man who was none other than Murongxu silently said nothing.

He remained down and silent, no irregularities, or situations as special as his actions.

However, to an old man, who was not far from his existence, clearly saw a slow tremor on Murongxu's shoulders.

A diversion or suppressor of the sound of crying that he held, until only a clear circle, which seemed to roll over his cheeks.

There was pain in the old man's heart, watching over Murongxu.

In his mind, it always justified the master, and began to blame Ziaruo's actions.

In fact, he always thought, his master never had any mistakes at all, there was only someone else to blame, and who deserved to be punished, for the grief and suffering of Murong his employer.

''Miss Yun, how much more will you hurt my master?, would you be happy if he were like now?, and do you think that this old man, would be silent?.'' said the old man, with the end of his eyes that looked glassy.

Eunuch Di, walking away from Murong with her grief, for the eunuch, as long as he had known the existence of the master, it was enough for him at this time.

Because there was something else he had to do, something much more important.

The old man who had once held the greatest fighter of his time, darted away from his lookout spot since then, towards a restaurant in the middle of the city crowd.

There, waiting for a handsome young man, with 3 guards behind him.

''You have come eunuch Di, please sit down.'' greet the young man, with hospitality to his words, yet clearly expressionless, on that handsome face.

''Fish has started eating his bait.'' thought the handsome young man in his heart.

''I will only do what I want to do (just want to thwart the marriage of Ziaruo and Jiang jingwei), the other thing I do not care.'' said Kasim Di, without further ado.

And obtained a meaningful smile from the man in front of him.

''You are as I imagined.Take it easy, do your business, and the rest let me take care of it.'' replied the man who was none other than the new emperor Xili Murongyu.

Many reasons, he did wrest the throne from the brother, but among these reasons. There is one thing, which makes it more solidifying his rebellious decision, namely Murongyu wants to solidify himself with the woman who owns the fate of the phonix.

In other words, the one with the empress was an Emperor, and he had to make himself a ruler to be with Ziaruo. *

''Everything I do is for you, so don't blame me, if you have to act recklessly. I've come this far. Ziaruo you are mine ..in this life, only I will marry you.'' Murongyu thought inwardly.

Meanwhile at the Ziaruo residence.

A man, dressed beautifully, walked up to a woman sitting in front of a mirror.

''Without adorning you will be the most beautiful woman in the world'' he said softly, touching the ends of Ziaruo's hair.

'' Are you happy today Ruoer?.'' he continued back, with a hand movement that seemed to be, tidying up the tip of the hair of the sister.

Madam Yun, or the Ziaruo smiled at Yongyu's question.

''Sister...did you love me so much?, that you took care to let go of me?.'' asked Ziaruo softly, while fixing the tiara, the wedding decoration on his head.

There was no meaning to the question, just a word, seeing the actions of the older brother, who looked different than usual.

However, to Yongyu that remark, leaving him stunned for a moment, he felt as if he had been caught, and known his secret all along.

However, he soon calmed his heart again, and understood the meaning of Ziaruo's words.

''Of course, I'm actually not willing to let go of you, all the men in this world no one deserves to have you.' Yongyu said with an upset face, and rolled back Ziaruo's hair, it was like a toy to him.

Hearing that, Ziaruo stopped his activities, turning to face the man he had considered a brother.

Yongyu's hands were busy playing with his hair.

Gently and calmly Ziaruo said.

''I am still your sister, whether I am married or not, in my heart.There will always be a place for you, maybe the husband will be able to separate from his wife, but the fabric of our brotherhood will always be.''

Yongyu was moved by Ziaruo's words, he grabbed the head of the younger brother, and pressed down on his field, with Ziaruo standing and Ziaruo sitting on a chair, there is a picture of the affection of a pair of brothers who embrace each other.

Ziaruo hugged the waist of the elder brother, who was standing in front of the woman, and Yongyu stroked the head of his beloved sister, who was attached to the chest of his burly field.

''I will always look after and protect you, and I will make sure you are happy, my beloved girl, Yongyu thought in his heart.

Of course, Ziaruo knew about it, and the woman further tightened her grip on Yongyu's waist.

''I love you my feet, and I know that you are the best man who loves me sincerely, I will always hope and pray you will also be happy.'' Ziaruo said softly.

Yongyu heard everything, but he immediately calmed his heart and controlled his mind.

The man did not want, the woman who now embraced him, to know what was in his heart.

''One sentence, one line of speech, with two understandings and different understandings.

That is what he knows and understands today, and there is gratitude in his little heart, during this misunderstanding, he managed to create and maintain until now.

''Alright, finish it and come down, the bridal palanquin is waiting outside.'' Yongyu said as he let go of his sister's embrace, and answered only a small nod, and the word ''Emm'' was short, '' Yongyu said, by that woman.

''God should I be happy?.... Or should I wail hurt?.

I was the losing actor, in the game I created myself, and I was also the one who was tormented in my story.

Isn't this funny god?, I'm actually a complete loser here.' Yongyu's heart murmured, in his footsteps, away from Ziaruo's closed door.