The 40 Days of the Natiphas
My threat

The feeling of deep anger in my heart, I almost lost the most precious treasure in my life. I can't imagine my fate in the future if I lose Kanaya. 

Anxiety about my daughter's condition makes me forget that now that I don't have the money to pay for the services of a doctor, I'm very confused how to pay the bill. 

The doctor advised me to treat Kanaya for one day to monitor her health, the raging thoughts came like ghosts

I walked through the hospital's sewers, stared straight and my thoughts made me feel like an undead. God ... I want it to feel like I'm desperate and giving up, Adam would definitely not give money for Kanaya's treatment. 

I followed the groove, where the steps took me unknowingly already in the hospital garden. I sat in the park chair watching around, the children playing with both parents making her think about the fate of her daughter that the husband does not want. The ancient thoughts of the mother-in-law managed to wash the contents of her husband's brain.

I sat there a long time ago, thinking about how I paid the hospital bills. 

"I'm looking at you like trouble." 

The words of someone made me turn my head, look at a man I knew. 

"Blue Mask?" I frowned, without waiting for my cue the man was already sitting next to me. 

"You here? Who's sick?" 

"Kanaya, my son." I turned slowly, turning my attention in the other direction to hide my very sad feelings. 

"Can it hurt?" 

I nodded, the man I had asked for help when Kanaya was forcibly taken by Adam. Maybe mas Blue thinks the same thing with the citizens, and consider me a mad person due to the baby blues told by the mother-in-law. 

"Yes." Yeah." I could not feel my tears pouring down, unable to bear all the burdens on my shoulders. Not having any family or relatives made my heart ache and held him alone. 

"Can I go see him?" 

"By me." I took her to the room where Kanaya was being cared for, my cries breaking when no one was helping. 

Blue Mas instantly turned around and was curious. "Why are you crying, Luna? Kanaya will be fine."

"I know my son is very strong, but in this world he's all I have."

"What do you mean?" 

I told him everything, whether it was right or wrong at least my burden was slightly reduced. The incident that almost made Kanaya's life almost lost because of her struggle with the Rose and also her mother-in-law. The heart of which mother is not sad and sad to see her children lying there. I wiped the tears even more and more, I couldn't lie to myself how I was feeling right now.

"Astaghfirullahaladhim's chat. They're so outrageous, have you told Adam this matter?"

I shook my head in a doldrums, how could I have told Adam that he had definitely refused to lend a helping hand. "She won't help me, since I gave birth only once carrying Kanaya."

Looks like Blue sighed heavily, maybe he felt concerned about my poor fate.

Our conversation came to a standstill when the nurse approached me and handed me a piece of paper containing the total cost to pay right now. 

"This is the payment, please pay off ma'am." Then the nurse left. 

My attention was on the pepper, let alone the money listed there even a penny I did not have.

"Don't think about the cost, I'll bear it." 

"But Mas, I don't want to bother you." Of course I would have been happy to receive good help from a stranger.

"If you feel heavy-hearted, just think of this as a loan and pay when you have money." 

I cried haru, my puffy eyes look very clear. "I consider this a debt, thank you." 

"Either. If you need my help, you can come to me."

I nodded my head, looking at the Blue mas who wanted to leave. 

"I have to go." 

I saw the departure of the Blue mas, he's like the guardian angel of Kanaya. "I'll remember your sweet deed, ma'am." I muttered that immediately headed for the administration to complete the payment of Kanaya's treatment, money that was nothing but precious to me.

I decided to go home to pick up some of Kanaya's necessities, unthinkable to me about anything other than my son.

"Jam just got home?"

I had just set foot to enter the house, but my steps stopped to see someone standing at the front door looking at me very sharp and piercing. 

"You took advantage of my kindness, came home very late and I also got reports from others about your behavior out there." 

"What do you mean, Mom?" 

"Don't pretend not to know, someone told me you were in the hospital with a stranger, don't forget you're my wife."

I let out a heavy sigh, it could be that Mas Adam accused me who did not even reach home he did not ask about the situation of Kanaya and why I was not with my daughter. Heavy indeed, a wounded heart and a tormented mind made me very tired, there was nothing I could hold onto at this moment. 

"Mas was easily fooled by others, suddenly standing in front of the door and blocking me from going inside. Have you never thought about our child? You didn't even ask Kanaya." 

"Have not shifted the subject, I don't care about Kanaya."

My heart ached again to hear the words of Adam who did not want his daughter, but we waited for the presence of the baby for five years. 

"Your mind is very shallow, Mas, you might think that I'm cheating with someone else. Do you know what I'm going through? Kanaya's in the hospital." 

"Alah, most also fever. Don't overdo it." 

I squeezed my hands together when Mas Adam underestimated Kanaya's health, he didn't know that our daughter was about to die if I was late to take her to the hospital. 

"Demam you said Mas? Kanaya is almost gone because of her mother and the Rose." I raised my voice and excited, eager to strangle the already outrageous mas Adam. 

"I know you don't like it, but don't accuse mom and Rose." 

"I'm not accusing them without proof." I who was already so angry showed the former vase hit by my mother-in-law on my back, shows the ring finger that is usually tucked into the wedding ring that is now gone taken by the second wife of Adam mas. 

"I'll report this to the authorities, what they're doing already includes premeditated persecution." My cursing stared at Adam's stern face without the slightest fear, for Kanaya's justice. 

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