The 40 Days of the Natiphas
My determination touched the good side

I really did not expect that Blue mas did propose to me, I saw a white ring that had been tucked in the ring finger for a split second. Once again the man proved his seriousness and also his very sincere love, but I was not easy to believe because before Adam also once said a sweet promise. 

To be honest there is already a vibe of love that I feel when adjacent to the Blue mas, but to establish a more serious relationship many things I have to think about, starting from the sense of trauma and mistress Kejora will not give our blessing. 

Slowly the hug came off and I sat back down, my gaze straight ahead due to many considerations regarding the proposal from the Blue mas. 

"What's wrong? Why don't you react one bit?" 

I stared at the handsome face of Blue mas, a face that was wondering what I was thinking right now. I was silent for a while and took a slow breath. 

"Didn't you feel what I felt?" 

"It's not so Mas, but Madame Kejora is very against this relationship. Not only that, I'm still traumatized in my marriage."

"So you don't want to marry me?"

"I'm honestly starting to like you, Mas, but the trauma is still in my heart. Give me a little time, at once to ask for her blessing to Madame Kejora."

"You don't have to worry about mom, I can handle it."

"It's a matter of trust, give me one of your trust to melt your mother's heart, Mas."

I had made up my mind to get my blessing first, while also arranging my previously fragile heart. I tried hard to convince Mas blue, to grant my request. 

"I'm sure I can do it, give me one of your trust."

I looked at the still thinking Blue mas, he let out a heavy sigh with a forced he nodded slowly agreeing to my request. "Alright, I believe you can soften your mother's heart." 

I saw the struggle of the Blue mas for me, for love I also did the same thing by struggling to get the blessing of his mother, since that night I and the Blue mas are getting closer. 

"Mother is in the garden, she really likes orchids." 

I turned my head when I saw the back of the Blue mas that had been away, he whispered to me about the likes of the Madam Kejora, her belief that made me not look at status. At first I was less confident, now I am more confident thanks to his support. 

Finished all the work, I headed to the garden and approached the person who had watered his favorite flowers. 

"Looks like Madam's really tired, let me just." 

At first Madam Kejora refused my help, but because I forced her a little. 

"You're not looking in front of me," wondered Madame Kejora why I was in a search. 

I smile specially. "There is no intention other than to help." Hah, lying a little makes me difficult, but that I do according to the teachings of the Blue mas.

"Good then."

"If I may know, why doesn't Madam like me?" 

"There's no problem with you, but I don't want my virgin married to a widow to have a child like you. Not because I distinguish, but the failure of the household can happen again. I love Blue so much, and I don't want to get her into trouble."

Now I understand, what of the problems faced by Madam Kejora. His openness makes me very sure that he still has a good side. 

"I'll touch your good side, Madame Kejora." My mind that was staring at his back that slowly disappeared from sight.