The 40 Days of the Natiphas
Mas Blue

"Here drink!" 

I looked into the eyes of Blue who had met for a while, grabbed a glass filled with mineral water and gulped it down. My body trembled still imagining the madness of my husband, Adam. Immediately I put Kanaya next to me, afraid that I might drop the little body. 

"Now you're safe." 

"Yes, now I'm safe but it won't last long." My murmurs were trying to control the vibrations in the body. 

"I'll help you." 

When I stare at Blue mas who is so good at helping strangers like me, are heroes still in the real world? I thought about how the man would go to great lengths to help me, because he was just a stranger. 

"No need, I can handle it myself." Nor am I sure of my own decision to fight against injustice. 

"No need to hesitate, I'm helping you purely because of your son." 

Is it really just because of my son? Ahh, why did I suddenly start suspecting the hero. Am I too stupid to know anything, like a dazed man. 

"But I feel sad, Mas has helped me a lot." I joined hands pleading with him not to interfere in my affairs again, I do not want that until Adam misunderstood again and took advantage of my weak situation. "I can handle my problems. Please no offense, Mas must understand this, I don't want Adam to take advantage of the atmosphere and take Kanaya from me. He's all I have, the only reason I'm alive." I could not feel my tears dripping making the handsome man seem to think. 

"Well, if you need my help, let me know immediately." 

"Of course it is." I smiled for a few seconds then carried Kanaya back, I looked at those two tiny eyes deeply. "Darling, we have to fight together." 

Seeing Kanaya again remembered my fate first, where I did not have a family because since childhood had been left behind. I didn't even know the faces of my parents, which obviously they didn't want me. "Oh my God .. why is my daughter's fate the same as mine?" my mind is very sad. 

I went back to thinking, How do I get money because right now I don't hold a penny. Although he was looking for a job, he could not produce rupiah coffers at that time. 

"I have to survive for Kanaya." I said in my heart. "Thank you for helping me, Mas, I'd better go." 

"Well, how are you going? Does it have a purpose?" 

I nodded, but I was not sure. As long as the man doesn't interfere much in my affairs that could be fatal later. What's wrong with me reducing that risk myself? 

"It's already." 

"Hem, if that's your decision, what can I do." 

"Thank you, I'd like to understand my position." 

I took Kanaya away from there as fast as I could, walking where my feet took me. 

If only I had the money now, then it would not be difficult for me in the future. They were so heartless and cruel to me, my unrecovered condition forced me to make money to survive. 

I glanced at Kanaya who was asleep in my sling, I cried carrying my baby. 

One hour I walked without direction and decided to sit down to relieve fatigue, my dry lips and stomach that felt wrapped around made me very dizzy. God, give me a long life to take care of my daughter. I don't want him to be alone in this very harsh world. 

I happened to see someone throw something into the trash can, I walked towards it after no one. I scraped through the trash can and found a lot of junk, instantly I spread a smile like I found something very valuable. I was excited to collect junkyards that could be sold and make money, at least today I can buy food.

"Well Kanaya, today I got a lot of junk." I smiled at my son's slumbering face, actually I didn't have the heart for my baby. 

"All this stuff I appreciate is fifteen grand." The besieger gave two pieces of money which all totaled fifteen thousand. Not much money but I'm very happy, at least today I can eat and give the best breast milk to Kanaya. 

The day was getting dark and cloudy, I hurriedly looked for a shady place. Luckily we were not in the rain, I hugged Kanaya even more because the weather was very cool to the bone. 

My fate once again toyed with me, but I did not want to complain and study independently. 

My feeling was very uneasy when the two men who had been staring at me, wanted to feel like I was leaving there but the rain drops were very swift. 

"Alone is Neng." Greet the man who smiled pervertedly at me, while the man next to him tried to poke me.

"Don't touch me!" I was firm but they laughed and dared to poke me. 

"Don't be fierce Neng. It's raining here, come with us yuk!" 

"No, let go of me." 

Bugh

I was very surprised that the two men fell, I immediately turned to look back which turned out to be Blue. Wait a minute, why is that guy here? Is he following me? 

"Go or you want me to finish." Blue stared at the two men with murderous gazes, seeing their departure immediately she looked at Luna and did not forget to change her gaze so quickly.

"Are you okay, Luna?" 

"I'm fine, thank you." 

"Together." 

I stared at the strange man and wondered why he was my savior when I needed help. Blue Mas seemed to understand the meaning of my gaze which made him smile at me. 

"Don't get me wrong, I happened to walk through here and see the two men bothering a woman." 

I nodded unsure. 

"My motorbike is parked there, I'm in the shade too." Showing Blue made me nod my head. 

I was silent while waiting for the rain to subside, only Blue mas excited to invite me to chat but I reply only occasionally.

"Follow with me, pity your son." 

"No Mas" I refused to accept help, not because I didn't think of Kanaya but I did all this to not give Adam a chance to take my precious treasure. 

"Pity Kanaya, the weather outside is not good for her." 

I was shocked when my hand was pulled by Blue mas, taking me to ride on his motorbike. I thought that this was not true, but it was also helpless because my son was very small. 

The rain that had subsided left a very cool air, even I shivered because. I saw Blue's back, and our position was so close that I could smell her perfume.