The Another Soul

The Another Soul
Ch. 51 [Who I Am] Part 2


"Who.... Me?"


Sergio feels he doesn't know himself. He had no idea what his name was, his age, even those closest to him.


Everything just disappeared.


What is in his mind now is.


'Kill, kill, kill, KILL YOURSELF SERGIO!!'


'Ahhhhh... So...'


Killing yourself is an easy way to get out of the circle of despair by forgetting yourself.


Me what?


Who's my?


Why am I here?


And every time Sergio asked no one answered him. What happened next Sergio was...


'You are the Devil.'


'You are a failed child who doesn't deserve to live.'


'The reason you're here is...'


'...Die.'


Ahhe... So yahh... Think Sergio.


She smiles. He finally knew who he was.


Oh so. The goal is to die. Death is freedom, and he is on his way to the freedom he is waiting for.


'Yeah, like that. Goody... Kill, kill, kill yourself.'


The voice was still loud saying words that made Sergio lose his consciousness.


The realization that he was a weak ordinary human being still needed the help of his three guards.


He is not a demon, nor is he an angel, nor is he a god.


He was just an ordinary man who always needed the help of other humans.


That was what his little heart said.


'Now, kill yourself, Sergio. Make suffering for yourself, kekekeke~~'


Sergio fell silent. And suddenly Sergio stared intently at the brown-haired figure.


Sergio's previously black eyes turned bright blue, and although it felt thin, but Sergio's body released a little desire to kill.


"Yeah... Ilka, are you going to keep letting him say such words?"


The body was shocked. There was a ringing sound of chains as he moved.


Sergio walked over to the brunette.


But just a few steps, dozens of arrows pointed at Sergio.


The unprepared Sergio was only protecting his head using both arms.


But strangely, his body felt no pain. When he revealed both of his arms, he saw that the arrow was only blocking his way.


"So this is your answer, Ilka?"


The figure called Ilka lifted her face, and she looked at Sergio's face with a slanted smile.


How shocked Sergio was when he saw Ilka's face. Their faces are very similar. The only difference is the color of the hair and the color of the eyes.


They are like separate twins.


'Don't come any closer.'


"Why? Why can't I come near you?"


'That's because....'


'.... I'm an *bzztt, so don't come near me. Please.'


"What's? What the hell are you saying? I don't understand at all?!"


She smiled gently this time. 'Sergio, thank you for taking care of my three families.'


"Ilka, what do you mean! Wait, explain it to me first!"


Ilka shook her head slowly. 'There's nothing to explain. You'll understand when the time comes.'


Sergio gritted his teeth, furious. "ALL TIMES ARE THE SAME! YOU ALWAYS KEEP SOMETHING FROM ME! WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME!"


Out of Sergio's emotions that he has been holding. Yes, all this time Sergio did feel his three guards like hiding something.


Sergio realizes when Orga, Fahrez and Rakka lie to him.


This was her natural talent since childhood. Sergio can detect lies.


Whenever people tell lies, Sergio is always aware of it.


But it seemed that the three guards were very foolish to be unaware of the natural talent of a weak human named Sergio Vandelhein.


"...You guys, what do you think of me? A doll you'll throw away when it's broken, HUH?!" Sergio said with a tone of anger.


'Sergio, not once did I or those - Orga, Rakka, and Fahrez, consider yourself our puppet. Never once was Sergio.'


It sounded serious this time.


"So... So what do you think of me?!"


'Sergio' call Ilka softly. 'Do you know the reason why I and they keep a lot of things from you?'


Sergio stared blankly at Ilka. He did not know the reason why they kept a lot of things secret from him.


'Your enemy is your own strength. You will definitely be targeted from various parties. Whether by the Gods Goddess, angels, demons, and even humans though.'


'....You are still not strong enough to protect yourself or others.'


"The point is I'm 'Weak' so?"


And without hesitation Ilka nodded, asserting Sergio's words.


'Yes, you are weak. So weak that you can destroy yourself.'


Sergio fell silent. Is that so? So because he's weak he's always lying?


'Be strong. And you'll know every answer to your question.'


"Am I really going to get an answer if I'm strong?"


Without hesitation Ilka nodded in agreement. 'Yes, the only way is. Be strong. More than me in the past. Go beyond your limits, and protect someone valuable to you. That's what you have to do, Sergio Vandelhein.'


Sergio clenched both his hands. Should he be strong?


But when he became strong, he found all the answers that plagued his mind until now.


"Well, I'll follow your words Ilka."


'Good, looks like it's time for you to go.'


Slowly Sergio's body faded away. He's felt like this before. So he's just calm.


But it is different with Ilka.


Still with a gentle smile, slowly on Ilka's body spread abstract lines of dark black color.


Slowly the gentle smile was replaced with a face of pain.


And when Sergio was about to disappear, he called Ilka's name with a sense of apprehension.


"ILK!"


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"SERGIO!!"


Sergio opened both eyes. He felt his breath tight, and Sergio quickly flipped his body and let out water from his mouth and nose.


A hand stroked the back of Sergio who was coughing.


Sergio is back in his position. He turned his body to a stretch, and he regulated his intermittent breathing.


And he just realized that he was outside the tube which meant that the body strengthening he was doing was done.


"You good? Do you feel like there's something weird about your body?"


Sergio finally realized three worried faces.


"I'm-I'm good" Sergio replied briefly.


Rakka who heard it let out a sigh of relief. "Thank God, I thought you'd be"


"Rakka, I want to be strong as soon as possible."


"Huh?" Fahrez responded the first time.


"Wait, what's wrong with you Sergio" Orga asked seriously.


Sergio covered his face with an arm, then he cried in silence.


And the three men realized it.


They don't know why Sergio is crying, but one thing the three of them have to understand is...


His master's request was absolute.


"""Yes, My Lord!"""


Sergio did not give the order, but the three of them considered that Sergio's request was an order for them.


Sergio wiped away his falling tears. He had a serious facial expression, he tried to stand up even with trembling legs, but he still tried.


He must not look weak.


He must seek answers to all questions.


And he must free Ilka from suffering.


Why did Sergio bother to free Ilka?


I don't know, maybe they both feel responsible for each other.


"Zoe, Leviathan, Orga. I order from today also..."


".... Train myself to be a real monster."


And this is the real commandment.


"""Yes, My Lord!"""


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END [ARC 1: Who I Am and Who Are You?]


Note Author:


HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS🙌🙌🎆🎆🎆🎉🎉🎉


Wahh is 2021...


And by chance the new year author up two chapters in a day.


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Actually, it should be just one chapter, but somehow the author feels less of an author added part 2.


Illustrations may be up today as well


You see there are still some figures who are still the author looking for his picture.


Please be patient


The author writes the story from 9 pm to 2 pm.


Bored...


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Sweet greeting


Raiyu


Tgl 01-01-2021