
...~ The Atrocious Duke's Wife ~...
...Prologue...
A new life, preceded by a ridiculous death.
Yeah, it's happening to me again. I left my old, boring life and went back to that place.
Again.
The place where I met him. A place where I feel comfortable around him. A place where I could feel the sincere feeling that only he gave me.
Even though it was achieved through a silly death that had made me laugh blandly.
Finally, my wish has been achieved all this time. Finally, my desire to see him again was achieved.
Of course, I will not waste this opportunity. I'm not going to waste my chance like I used to.
My orange fruit, I can finally meet you again. I can finally feel the sweetness of you behind a hard and bitter skin.
In this life, I will no longer be weak. I will no longer be easily deceived, nor played.
I am determined, I want to be happy in my life. I want happiness to bring us both together again.
I will no longer be weak, I will no longer be gentle with everyone, I will not act as if I do not know.
All devious plans, piercing skits, and strong defenses. I'm gonna do all of that. And I don't intend to lose this time.
I intend to win it, to be back in your arms, and no one can bother us.
All the tragic stories that have befallen us, I strive and I make sure it will not be repeated again. Because I didn't want to feel any more pain when I left you that day.
I can't stand it, seeing yourself as dying when I leave you.
I can't stand it, I want to get back to you. I want to be near you soon. What exactly is wrong with that so fate is being cruel to us?
All of this makes no sense, we are separated in a different world. But there are always things that can still be a link between us.
I often ask, what is it? Actually what makes us always able to come back again, even though the separation will continue to follow us from behind?
Is it because of the feelings of both of us? If so...why does fate separate two souls who love each other so much?
Is destiny so happy to see us always suffering? Is destiny laughing at us right now?
The whole question always rang, and never got an answer. But I don't care, and I don't want to think about it too much.
Because the golden opportunity is right in front of me, and I won't waste it.
It doesn't matter that I have to repeat everything from the beginning, no matter that you will remember me or not.
Because I'm gonna keep on holding on. And play all the games of fate that are besieging.
No one will ever separate us again. No more cruel destiny will serve as a bridge between us.
I will fight against fate, I will fight the world, to be with you.
This life and death game has begun.
There will be no more things that will separate us.
...Prologue...
...04.01.2021...