The Delayed Soul
Chapter 45

For a moment, the two of them silently felt the warmth of each other's embrace. Until Adel pushed Varel's chest softly, "The lamp was already hurting, om," he said, hoping the man who was still holding him unraveled his embrace.

However, Varel did not bother him. He held Adel's body as if afraid of losing the woman again.

"Om, don't do this" said Adel.

Varel remained unmoved, "I won't let you go again" he said.

"Oom..." Adel was actually the same, he did not want to escape from the men's arms. However, now that the logic is awakened, the man who is holding it is the prospective husband of people.

Adel tries to push Varel's chest, until Varel breaks his arms. He cupped Adel's cheeks which now did not dare to look at him.

"Look at me, Adelia!" said Varel softly.

"I don't want to be the third person" said Adel who now looks at the two Varel neutrals with teary eyes.

Varel shook his head faintly, "You're not the third among us. Because you're the first, here!" Varel pointed at his own chest.

"But in the eyes of others I will remain third" Adel said.

Varel confirmed Adel's remarks, in the eyes of people now his status is as a prospective husband Andini, even briefly kagi6 they will get married.

"Do you know why me and Andini got engaged?"

Adel shook his head, "Maybe because of love. If not love where might want to get married," he said while holding tightness in the chest.

"Wrong. Here, your name is never changed," Varel pulled Adel's hand to his chest, "even the beat is still the same when it comes to you" he continued.

Adel looked up, looked into Varel's eyes, no lies there. Especially now that his hand did feel the heartbeat of the man who was like having a heart attack. Ticking fast.

"Do you know why?" ask Varel.

Adel shook his head, "That won't change anything. Your marriage is near. I don't want to hope for anything because I don't want to hurt Andini. From the beginning it was all my fault, I was selfish,"

"I owe my soul to his mother" said Varel who did not care about Adel's words just now. Which made Adel look up again to look at the two neutrals.

"If her mother hadn't saved me that time, I probably wouldn't be here right now. Before his mother died, he left Andini to me. Asking me to marry his daughter. Two years I've been trying to change your name here, but I still can't. My anger% the same you for choosing to leave is not necessarily able to make me hate you. No. gabe... Precisely my sense of longing is getting more and more crazy. Why do you have to come when I've put hope on us and resigned to fate with another woman? I really can't help it!" Varel kissed Adel's hand.

The girl was still stunned to hear Varel's explanation just now. What Varel said was the same as what he had been saying all along. The more trying to forget the race miss it more and more piled up to often make his chest tight. But what about Andini?

Seeing the unrest in Adel's eyes, Varel touched his shoulder, "I'll tell Andini everything. You don't have to worry, I'll finish this with him,"

"Of... You're getting married soon. How could you do it. How will you feel?"

Varel sighed deeply, "Then what about how you feel? And my feelings too? Six years you've been gone doesn't really change anything. And I hate this feeling, Del. Because I couldn't love my fiance as much as I should," she pulled Adel back into her arms.

" How about your marriage. I don't want to hurt Andini, "Adel's really in a dilemma. He loves Varel but it's impossible to ruin the man's marriage to Andini. It would make him become even more selfish by being concerned with his own feelings.

" It is precisely because I do not want to hurt him more deeply by still marrying him but only on paper. Because for more, I can't. And that's not fair to him. The three of us will be equally wounded" Varel said.

Adel fell silent, he no longer knew what to say. His heart churned, between justifying Varel's sentence and also the guilt because he was present at the right moment. When Varel and Andini are already tied to each other.

" Listen to me, here you are completely innocent. Didn't you come back for me?" varel asked gently touching Adel's cheek.

Adel shook his head, "I came here because to forget about om, to move on from om," Adel replied honestly, "But failed, as if fate was not on my side, as if fate was not on my side, we'll meet here instead" he continued quickly.

Varel smiled faintly hearing Adel's honesty, "See? Even the universe doesn't support you to move on from me" Varel smiled faintly. His hand moved to tuck Adel's slightly messy hair behind his ear.

I don't know, what Adel has to do now should Varel's confession make him happy and relieved because it turns out he is not alone tormented in this story. Varel felt the same way as him. Then, if indeed they are in takdirkn to remain heart-bound to each other, why should there be a dintara dintara them. Really, Adel didn't want to hurt another woman.

"What makes you doubtful, Adelia?" Varel pulled Adel's chin.

"I.., um...,"

No matter who started it, now the two are dissolving in a warm and demanding kiss.

Whether right or wrong, Adel really can't deny his current feelings. He enjoyed kissing with the man who was the other woman's fiancee. Although in his heart he also condemned his behavior.

Varel was still holding the back of Adel's head as they unraveled each other's kisses. He slightly lowered his head to put his forehead on Adel's forehead. Their breaths were still breathless after the activities silturahmi their lips just now.

"I'll find a good time to talk to Andini" Varel said in the same position. It's as if this six-year breakup has accumulated so much longing that it never feels enough to unravel that longing.

"But when you get married in less than two weeks, is it not too cruel if you suddenly cancel one-sided? Even I'm almost done with your wedding dress" said Adel, who still has a million doubts.

Varel pulled his forehead against Adel's forehead, "Hear me... "

Not even Varel finished talking, a voice came from Adelia's stomach. Which made the woman immediately embarrassed. Because he was too focused on Andini's dress, he forgot to fill his stomach since noon.

Varel smiled, he raised one eyebrow while glancing at the woman who was smiling shyly in front of him.

"I haven't eaten since lunch, because the same focus is Andini dress" said Adel honestly.

Varel snorted, "Any bus, don't forget to eat," Varel took his phone and ordered food.

"Fifteen minutes later the food just came, come on!" Varel pulled Adel's hand to follow him.

"Where are you going?" ask Adel.

"Rooftop," Varel replied.

It didn't take them long to reach the top floor of the boutique. The place is open there is nothing there. Like nature. It was on his side, the rain was no longer falling and the sky was turning bright.

Adel is still confused, I don't know what purpose Varel took him there. They stopped at one point. Adel was still silent while observing around.

Varel who stood beside him grabbed Adel's hand and slipped his finger between Adel's fingers. Adel just stared at the man without protesting.

Adel stared fixedly at the silent man as he looked up, enjoying the vast sky that was now starting to be studded with stars. He followed Varel's gaze and smiled, "It's so beautiful. I didn't know that from up here I could see a view as good as this if it was night," he said.

"I brought him here. Let me know," Varel replied, he turned his head and smiled warmly. Defeated the cold that night.

Adel's heart really warmed, he smiled back, "Kok om know this place? Secretly likes to stalk me, huh?" said suspicious.

"This building was once a cafe, which is quite ngehits and crowded. Even the samoai in this rooftop is also designed in such a way as to hang out, I'm the same Rasel used to come here often. But it is not taboo why two years ago the cafe closed. Maybe because of competition, and know-how even in your lease made it a boutique," said Varel explained.

Adel listened to Varel tell him a story by looking at him from the side, the man was still the same as he was six years ago, and he liked the unchanging Varel.

" why? Don't look at me like that, you'll have another crush," Varel teased.

"ish, who's watching" Adel looked down embarrassed at being discovered.

It makes Varel anxious, "Where was Adelia? How come there's such shame. Though I used to be coy," seduced Varel again. Which made Adel glare at him. Not forgetting her foot on Varel's foot.

"Aw, it's still the same, the bars. There was only more embarrassment" Varel grimaced with the pain in his leg.

"Once it's over," Adel pouted and clasped his chest.

Varel pulled Adel's hand and held him back, "Dibilangin don't let go!" said it.

Adel throbbing and then the atmosphere of silence, they both enjoy the beauty of the sky from the rooftop with a feeling of haru and a little relieved after knowing the contents of each heart.

Varel glanced at Adelia, feeling noticed, Adel turned his head. Varel pulled the woman's arm to erode the distance. Varel kissed the top of Adel's head, "I miss, '" he said.

Adel smiled, "Me too" she replied.