The Delayed Soul
Chapter 63

Varel immediately pulled his other car out of the garage because his favorite car was in the garage due to an accident last night. He still does not understand what caused Andini to be unconscious as told by your grandmother earlier.

Along the way, Varel continued to wonder whether he had been too indifferent with his fiancee until now he felt he was the most evil man who did not know at all the condition of Andini who nitabennya is his fiancee.

Varel continued to clackson his car because the road was quite jammed. He wants to get to the hospital immediately and find out the true condition of Andini.

When he reached the hospital, Varel immediately looked for Andini's room, saw Andini's grandmother was downcast crying alone next to her helpless grandson, pale and in pairs of medical devices.

Varel's body was limp when he saw Andini's apprehensive condition. Guilt approached him.

"What happened to Dini, Grandma?" ask Varel to grandma.

"The grandmother should not let Andini go to meet your boyfriend yesterday, grandmother should forbid him if it ends up being this way" said the grandmother sambik sobbing.

Varel slightly digested the sentence grandmother, meaning Andini did meet Adel after from home that time as expected. Maybe grandma thinks Andini met Adel at his house so earlier said Andini drop after from his house.

I don't know what Andini said to Adel because until this moment Adel also did not tell him anything.

"Grandmother told Andini to sincerely you if indeed you can not accept him, but she chose to endure her own pain when she saw you with your boyfriend. Many times Grandma told you to focus on the same disease, why should you think about your relationship,"

Wait, focus on the disease? Varel still does not understand the point, is not this between Andini okay?

"Rel, can we talk to you for a second?" the voice of Doctor Renata who had just entered the VVIP room blew Varel's mind. The man looked.

"It's about Andini" added Dr Renata. Varel looked back at the woman who until this moment was still his fiancee for a while before finally following Dr. Renata into his room.

"Actually Andini is sick What? Why is it suddenly like this?" varel asked as soon as they samoai in Renata's doctor's room.

"It's not really all of a sudden that Andini is like this, Rel," replied Dr. Renata.

"meaning?" Varel doesn't understand.

"Andini has been ill with leukemia for a long time. He knew exactly that when you were getting engaged two years ago. That's why he postponed his marriage in the hope that he could recover first and then you got married. He didn't want you to marry him out of pity if he knew his illness at that time. But, the more here, the more severe the disease, even now it is the final stage. I often asked him to seek treatment in Singapore, but Andini refused. Because he thinks the hope of treatment there is the same, while here he has a more potent drug that is you. All this time you are the reason for her to survive, but since the arrival of the woman in your life, Andini feels her efforts so far to survive in vain.... "

Doctor Renata paused his sentence to sigh. Varel, of course, was surprised to hear the words of Renata's doctor, still waiting for Renata to continue his sentence.

"But, Andini won't give up, even though she knows that you're still not over with your past until she decides to marry you as soon as possible because she really doesn't want to lose you, Rel. But, lately, Andini like being at its weakest point and finally giving up, he has been trying desperately to make your defense but it is very impossible. All this time he has tried hard and pretended to be fine with your attitude, even he ignored the pain in his body as well in his heart. Please give him back his spirit to survive, Rel.

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Varel rubbed his face rough, just a moment ago he had just walked out of Renata's doctor's room. He chose to sit for a while in a long chair located not far from the Andini nursery.

After hearing all the explanations of Renata's doctor complete with Andini's medical record during this time, making Varel feel more guilty for his fiancee.

"I'm sorry, Ndin. I'm really selfish. Sorry me. Though I offered to marry you, to become a priest and protect you, but even so," he murmured regretfully.

Though it could have been when Miss Rosa asked him to take care and marry Andini, he refused if he did feel unable. But, with his consciousness, Varel accepted him and now he not only reneged on his promise but also hurt the woman.

"Om, how's Andini doing?" asked Adel who had just come following with breath up and down in haste.

Varel did not reply, he was only able to shake his head hopelessly. As Renata's doctor had said before he was out earlier if the chances of Andini surviving this time were very small. But, no matter how small it is, he hopes there is still a miracle for his fiancee.

Adel doesn't know what to say. Just like Varel, guilt haunted him, even since his meeting with Andini the other day. He did not expect if after that Andini really dropped.

Suddenly, Renata's doctor sneaks past Varel and Adel, making Varel stand up. He saw Renata's doctor enter Andini's room in the care. He immediately followed, worried that something unwanted happened with Andini.

Adel follows Varel, but his steps are restrained at the door. He realized, his arrival there must not be accepted by the Andini family.

Apparently Andini just realized, it makes Adel breathe a sigh of relief outdoors.

While Varel and Grandma, they wait for Renata's doctor to examine Andini's condition patiently.

"Mas... You're here?" ask Andini who saw Varel. He did not heed Doctor Renata's request to not talk much first.

Varel walked over, "It's not a dream, is it?" continued Andini.

Varel held Andini's hand, "No, it's me. I'm here, Ndin," clearly visible from the look in his eyes, Varel is so sad and full of regrets, he said, moreover, seeing the woman he knew was very cheerful never complained that it now looks fragile and very weak.

Andini smiled, "I'm sorry, ma'am," said Andini weakly.

Varel shook his head, "I should be the one apologizing, you're up to this I'm completely insensitive. Why didn't you tell me saka?" asked Varel gently.

"Did you know?"

Varel nodded, "Why do you keep everything yourself?" tanyanya sad.

"sorry. I don't want to feel sorry for me, I wish I could love you, but I can't" Andini smiled. It made Varel feel guilty again.

"You don't talk much first. So that your condition will improve faster and we will get married, after that I will visit you to Singapore for treatment there, dear?" Varel.

Andini nodded weakly. He was happy because for the first time Varel called him dear. Meskinia knew it wasn't from her heart.

Varel smiled, but his heart was sliced. He knew Adel must have heard his words just now.

While Adel who heard Varel's words from outside, rubbed his wet face because of tears that suddenly dripped

even though he could stand. He smiled, then decided to leave.

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