The False Lover the Culun
Chapter 36. Lover (fake) again?!

I have to admit that forgetting you is the hardest thing.

I tried many different ways, giving up, closing my heart, and trying to open it again to a new heart.

But what happened, you still crossed my mind, haunting my empty heart.

Until fate brings us together again, and I fall in love again.

Falling in love becomes very easy if the heart chooses is you.

Please judge me, but I must admit .. I want you back to be mine.

I want to be the most comfortable place when you come home, I want to be a place where you can share your stories comfortably.

Of course not only beautiful things, I am also willing if you disappoint me once in a while, making me jealous, then I am ready if you go back to doing that.

For forgetting you is one of the hardest things, so forgive me for forcing you back into my life.

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# SHERINA POV #

“Until when you want to stand outside. Come on in,” Gibran said.

“What if we talk somewhere else?” my proposal.

“Other place? Over where? In Your Room? I need a private place to talk about this.”

I sighed, it was difficult to face Gibran's forcing.

I looked left and right, checking the surroundings. When I thought it was safe, I immediately stepped into the president suite-type hotel room that Gibran was staying in tonight.

Gibran then closed the door, and invited me to sit on a sofa that was separated from the bedroom.

“If you drink alcohol, I just go.”

My threat.

Hearing my threat, Gibran, who was holding a glass and was ready to gulp down its contents, was forced to undo his intentions.

“Because soon I will be happy, then this time I will follow your wishes,” he said.

I'm screching. Actually what else was planned by him, it seemed like he was very sure of what he was going to do, my inner being.

“Don't beat Gibran, I'm tired and want to rest soon,”.

“Hemm .. do we need to rest first, we can talk about this later,” bargain.

I'm getting annoyed, if he's playing tricks on me, it seems he's deliberately provoking my emotions.

I stood up and was about to leave Gibran's room.

Just a step and Gibran managed to grab one of my arms, pulling me up until now he hugged me from behind.

“Be my lover back Sherina,” her door by whispering in my ear.

I was glued for a few seconds.

Overnight 2 times my heart was made indecisive by 2 different men.

If Mr. Sadewa expressed love before without expecting to have me, different from Gibran.

From what he said just now, all I can understand is if this man wants to have me, but he gives me no certainty in his heart.

Is it because he has feelings for me? My inner.

“Sherina, come back to me. I will help you achieve your goals and you will also help me avoid an arranged marriage with Soraya,” Gibran explained.

Instantly all the allegations that had crossed and shook my heart, vanished without a trace.

What exactly am I expecting? Do I wish Gibran would ask me to be his girlfriend because he loves me? That's the impossible thing Sherina can't do! My inner.

It feels like there is a clear liquid from my eye fertilizer that forces me to go out, just as hard as I can hold it back so that it does not happen.

I took great pains to release myself from Gibran's embrace.

“You asked me to be your fake lover again?” my many.

“False love?” Gibran answered me with a question.

“If you respond to it like that, it's up to you. Most importantly for me, you want to be my lover again.”

“But sorry, never will!” reject me firmly.

“I can help you reveal the facts behind your parents' accident,”.

I frowned, Gibran knows about my purpose in coming back here.

“I can do that myself,” reply.

Gibran rubbed his hair rough, it seemed like he was planning something else to ensnare me in a fake relationship once again.

“Then, what about the facts about your depressed mother? What if everyone finally finds out about your mother? Just so you know Sherina, I can easily eliminate the place where your Mother is currently residing,” threatened Gibran.

Si#lan .. the impoverished Gibran br#ngsek, I cried In my heart.

“Do not involve my bundle,” my remembrance.

“What I will do depends on what your decision is,” Gibran said.

“Be my lover, this time I will truly keep my promise to take care of you. I'll help you uncover the facts you're looking for.”

“I'll bring justice before you Sherina.”

“And you, just hang by my side as my lover.”

The promises Gibran made sounded convincing.

But his request that I stay by his side made me doubt what would happen until he asked me to stay.

I have to survive what? What will I face after I fall back into the same hole the second time.

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Today is the first day of the seminar. This was my first time attending a seminar as a lecturer.

I checked my appearance in the mirror.

Last night a big decision I made. I decided to trust Gibran again.

“I've been in this position before, I should have learned from my previous experience to face Gibran later,” my monologue in front of the mirror while continuing to sigh.

The knock on the door stopped my daydream this morning.

Geck... Tock.... Geck...

When he opened the door, Gibran's handsome face swept over me.

Not bad. netraku got the intake of vitamins this morning, my mind.

“Come breakfast,” take her.

“Breakfast? You and me?” my many.

Gibran circulated his gaze around, “There is indeed another person besides the two of us?”

I'm shaking.

“What I mean is, should we have breakfast together?

“There will be many seminar participants in the hotel restaurant, there is Mr Martin too. won't our togetherness be a question mark for them?”.

“Lantas? Do I have to care?” Ask Gibran.

“I don't care what others think. I just want breakfast accompanied by you, and there's no objection,”.

What else can I do if Gibran has warned him that he doesn't want to be denied.

Following what he wanted was the only way I could live a quiet life with the status of Gibran's lover, a fake lover.

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With heavy strides I walked behind Gibran. At first the man was ordinary but when he started entering the hotel restaurant, my hand was never out of his grasp.

I followed Gibran's gaze, and I found that the man was now staring triumphantly at Mr. Sadewa.

The basis of childishness, jealousy, the king of drama, my mind continues to curse him.

“Please sit dear,” she said.

My forehead frowned at Gibran's behavior.

Totally fake, my inner.

“What do you really want from me Gibran?” I asked when we started our breakfast.

“I told you already if I wanted to help you and you could help me,”.

“If you want to help me, can we just end this game Gibran. I have to focus on my goal, can I help me by stopping teasing me?”

Gibran stopped his breakfast. I saw him breathing a few times.

“I wonder about you, would you be so unhappy if I was by your side?” tanyakanya.

“Why can Rafie or Harsya be close to you while I'm not?”

“Do not bring my best friend in our problems,” as I.

“Best friend said you? Since long ago I was never sure if a man and woman can be friends .. what else until friendly,” he said.

“But the truth is, the three of us have been friends from many years ago,” reply I keep defending myself.

“Terupon you, want to believe or not .. important now, can you free me?”

“Please don't waste my life or my mother's life,” I asked with a glass.

“Sherina, enough to discuss parting!” Rigorously.

I swallowed my saliva when I saw Gibran's reddened face.

Jeez Sherina .. It's still morning and you managed to wake the sleeping tiger, my mind.

“The greater your desire to leave me, the greater my desire to hold you back,”.

“You just left before, you never know how I looked for you. So for now, don't ever think or try to leave again without my permission.”

I no longer intend to continue my breakfast. After our debate back then, I chose to shut up.

Mr. Martin who came a few minutes later was surprised by Gibran, the owner of the university there.

“Pak Gibran, you are here also ... what are there activities?” ask Mr. Martin.

“Ya ... it has been since yesterday I was here," replied Gibran

"No special activities, just to accompany Sherina.” His word.

I widened my eyes to look at Gibran.

I don't want any strange rumors floating around on campus.

“In company of Ms Sherina?” repeat Mr. Martin.

“Yes, where might I let my lover go out of town just two together with another man,” replied Gibran.

Mr. Martin looks misbehaved, of course what Gibran said was him.

“Hemmm ... Sorry Mr. Gibran, I just found out if Ms. Sherina is your lover,” said Mr. Martin.

“Now because you already know, I'm leaving Sherina to you on campus.”

“And another one, this news need not be overstated. I do not want if Sherina's calm is disturbed by the news on campus,” Gibran recalled.

Without needing to explain in more detail, I saw Mr. Martin nod his head to the sign that he had understood Gibran's wishes.

Her acting skills are truly amazing. Wasn't he just mad at me? But look now she's acting like a dream lover, my inner being.

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