
# Gibran POV #
I have long been familiar with the pain of harboring feelings of love. Although suffering, but the shame and fear that my love would be rejected is still more domineering and difficult for me to conquer.
But the question of when I was able to hold everything back, which now worries me.
Successfully brought Sherina back to be my lover, apparently not yet able to bring complete happiness.
What happens is that I am haunted by fear that Sherina will find love in another man before she realizes my feelings.
Believe that if the slightest thing that happens must have the wisdom behind it, maybe that's what happens to me now.
Although Sherina had to cry first because she was humiliated by my mother, or I had to try to hold back my anger when I saw my mother humiliate the woman I love, but after all that now I can feel relieved because my feelings of love finally managed to be revealed.
I don't feel like the day has changed, if I counted just about 11 hours ago I managed to be honest with my feelings.
Now I'm looking at Sherina's pretty peaceful face in her sleep. Sometimes I attach a few strands of hair that disturb Sherina's sleep.
Drrtnt …. Dddrrr …. Drr….
The vibration of the cell phone on the nightstand distracts me. It turns out that the vibration came from Sherina's phone. I clucked when I saw Harsya's name on Sherina's phone screen.
"Do you want him to call my girlfriend this early?" Narrator.
I immediately swipe the answer button. "Hello" I said.
"Where's Sherina? Where did you take Sherina?" Cecar Harsya from across the phone.
Although I only heard her voice, I can guess if now Harsya is caught between worry and anger.
"Sherina is still asleep," I replied as briefly as I could.
"B*ngsut you well!" Bump Harsya to me who successfully provoked my emotions this morning.
"Until Lu dares maksa Sherina, it means you've made me to finish your life," he continued threatening me.
"Whose meaning? And also what happened between me and Sherina it's none of your business!" I told Harsya.
"Sherina's my lover, just so you know."
Harsya successfully provoked my emotions this morning, Si*l why she also had to destroy my beautiful morning. My inner.
Although I had moved away from the bed, my voice that had raised seemed to disturb Sherina's sleep.
I watched his body wriggle under the thick white blanket, and slowly his eyes began to wake up.
Without caring about what Harsya would say, I disconnected her phone without warning.
I approached Sherina who was already sitting down and doing some simple stretching movements.
I pecked the top of Sherina's head, my lover. "Morning baby," I said.
"Morning," he replied in a still hoarse voice.
Sherina furrowed her brows when she saw that her phone was within my grasp.
"Did anyone call me?" ask Sherina.
"Just Harsya," I replied indifferently.
"What's he saying?" Risa grabbed the phone that was still in my grasp.
I don't know what Sherina had read until now she laughed as she turned her attention to her phone.
"Darling, it's better if you hurry up to take a shower and get ready soon."
I deliberately asked Sherina to get ready immediately, other than not wanting everyone at the Villa to wait for us, I also did not want Sherina to call Harsya back.
I don't know what the guy's relationship is with Sherina.
I have to clarify the relationship of the man and Sherina, if it's just a friend then Sherina should know her limits.
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Two hours later, our car re-entered the spacious courtyard of my father's villa.
At first glance, Sherina's facial features turned uncomfortable when many voices and laughter sounded vague.
I held Sherina's hand, "All will be well baby, don't worry too much."
"Good morning everyone," I said hello.
The look of killing I got from Harsya, while I saw Sherina looking like she was about to pounce.
"Where have you been?" Ask Mom.
"We're from the hotel where we're staying, ma'am" I replied.
"What's? You two staying together at the hotel?" Screeched Mother.
"Yes, I don't want to risk my girlfriend feeling uncomfortable here" I replied casually.
"If you want me to stay here, you must also accept the presence of my lover" I said.
"I want everyone who is here to respect and respect Sherina as much as you respect and honor me" I continued.
"If you can't, then I'm sorry I have to go" I said. "I don't want the woman I love to feel uncomfortable."
From the corner of my eye I could see a smiling father. While Mother's face was already flushed to hold her anger against me.
"It's .. it's ..." Rafie now stands up from his chair and tries to melt the suddenly awkward atmosphere after me and Sherina arrive.
"Because of the reason everyone is here to attend my Mami's boutique opening, then I represent my mother to introduce you to Sherina," he said in a loud voice so that all the people of my extended family, as well as Soraya and her family, who were enjoying breakfast, could hear the announcement he made.
"Women who from last night may be your talk, she is none other than the lover of Gibran, and also a friend who has been like a sister to me. He is a lecturer at El Fatih University" Rafie continued.
After the second introduction this morning, Sherina and I joined in the place that Rafie had prepared for the two of us.
Harsya seems eager to get Sherina to talk, but Rafie prevents her.
Breakfast resumed, the tense atmosphere now began to melt again.
Although she still felt a little uncomfortable, Sherina still forced her smile.
One strange sight I just caught. Why does Pasha keep looking at my Sherina?
"Why do I feel your lover's face is not foreign, well" said uncle Naufal.
Her husband's words were met with laughter by his wife Meysha Nadira.
"Daddy .. You meet a lot of people every day, so it's appropriate if you think Sherina's face is not foreign" he said.
"But this time Naufal was right. You guys actually know Sherina," said Dad, who suddenly caught all of our attention.
Everyone is waiting for you to say something, including me and Sherina.
"Sherina is the daughter of Efendi, one of my trusted lecturers whose daughter you treated for gastroschisi" explained Father.
"What?" Aunt Meysha jumped.
"So you're Yasmin's oldest daughter?" Ask Sherina.
Sherina nodded, "Right lady," she replied briefly.
"Huss .. Don't call me Madam! Just call me Aunt Mey," he said.
"How's your mother doing now?" Ask Aunt Meysha again.
"Since that fateful incident, I haven't seen your mother yet, you guys have suddenly disappeared like you've been swallowed, '" said Aunt Meysha.
"I'm sorry, yeah" he continued.
Amidst Aunt Meysha and Sherina's increasingly intimate chatter, Pasha's gaze on Sherina becomes even more difficult to quantify.
I put my phone in my pocket, there was a message from Rafie on our chat group, me, Rafie, and Pasha.
Rafie asked for time to get us together, because there was something important he needed to say.
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I don't know what important things Rafie wants to talk about, which is for sure after I agree to Rafie's request from a heavy heart I have to give up Sherina with Harsya for as long as I, Rafie, have to, and Pasha met in a saung that was in the backyard of Villa.
Pasha who had just been silent, finally raised her voice when Rafie had just arrived.
"When did you know that that woman was him?" Ask Rafie with a hardened jaw.
A lady? Who's the woman Pasha was talking about?
...💕💕 To be continued 💕💕...