The False Lover the Culun
Chapter 9. Sorrow becomes Revenge

# Gibran POV #

“Siaaalllll.

“Where did that geeky girl go?”

“What now has he dared to hide from me?”

I continued to grumble, swearing with all the swear words that came to my mind.

You know, I'm so furious right now.

How not to be upset, the article has been the third time since 5 hours ago I set foot back in Indonesia, but I have not been able to meet him, my lover.

Kuralat, my fake lover, Sherina.

My feelings right now I can't describe with just one word.

I was angry, upset, tired, anxious, sorry, and.

I realized what I did that night was outrageous. I shouldn't have hurt her physically. But, I'm jealous.

Although 3 months had passed, but the shadow of that night when Sherina was close to another man still made me furious.

“It should be that man I made dying, instead of venting my anger at Sherina,” I regret.

“I shouldn't have to force Sherina to show her true form, just let Sherina keep dressing geeky, let only me know and only I can enjoy her beauty,” I regret again.

Not wanting to give up quickly, I immediately drove my car to school. Somehow it just occurred to me, Sherina could be currently with her mother in the school cafeteria.

All the way to school, I recalled how cruel my attitude was to her that night.

It is still clear how the beautiful face became bruised even there was a small scar on the corner of his lips because of my actions.

Sometimes I even suddenly shuddered as I imagined the bluish-grey eyeballs that boldly challenged me that night.

Until I who is difficult to control my temperament, become out of control and end up hurting him physically.

(Flashback On)

“Gibran, I found you from earlier it turns out you even relax here,” said Soraya who always came not picked up but went home asking to be delivered. (Start Ngawur, sorry 🙏)

I just furrowed my brows, lazy as it felt if I had to go stale with this cute girl.

I watched Soraya's movements that seemed to want to show me something on her phone.

“If you just want to defame my girlfriend again, you better not need,” I said, he thought I didn't know if he was the one who sent the photos of Sherina with her classmate the other day.

“Gue defames the geeky? Never really, really lazy me, waste of energy tau no,” the rebuttal.

I, lazy to hear Soraya's defense, immediately stood up and was about to leave her.

“Better I find my girlfriend, than to have to listen to your nonsense,” reply me indifferently.

“I know where Sherina is,” Soraya said stop my steps.

“Bara is following Sherina, because we accidentally saw her go alone with a man, Nih,” he said while proffering his phone.

Although only a glimpse, but netraku can clearly capture the figure of Sherina and the figure of a man.

With wide strides and a hunting breath, I walked in Soraya's footsteps.

My hands clenched when I arrived and I saw Bara separating Sherina who was hugging someone.

Immediately I approached the three and I cast my fist right in the face of the brengs*k man.

Once, only once did I hit the brengs*k man who had dared to harass Sherina.

“There is no softness anymore for a self-destructive girl like Sherina, my inner” at the time.

I brought him back to the apartment, and I forced him into the room.

“Hei Fool, what have you done huh? “ I scolded him.

Her tears were flowing, but she could still answer me.

“What did I do until you were so angry?” Ask.

“You think you're beautiful after dressing up and wearing clothes instead,”

Sherina did not answer, She turned her face away and made me even more upset.

I grabbed him by the rough hair, I forced him to look at my face reddened with emotion and jealousy had taken hold of me.

“Now be honest with me, is he that guy?”

“Is he the man you like to turn me down?”

I forced him to confess, if it was true then I would make sure that man would get revenge from me.

Sherina was still silent, neither answering nor apologizing for being alone with the other man behind me.

I became more and more upset, my emotions peaked.

I put a slap once on her pretty face.

I heard He grimaced with pain, with one hand holding his cheek.

“You demon Gibran. What does it have to do with you, who's the guy I like? Realize, you shouldn't be this angry because all of us are just fakes,” Sherina said in her defense.

The attitude of Sherina who dared to argue with me was the first time I met.

That night all I thought about was how to make Sherina not dare to mess around, she had to be tied to me.

I'll make him fear and obey me again like before.

“Good Sherina, now that you have dared to refute me,” my wrath.

And.... Plaque!

Once again I slapped his face, I saw a streak of blood on the corner of his lips.

I clutch his chin hard, “Until anytime never dream you will live happily with the person you like” threatened me.

I threw my grip off Sherina's chin violently.

With tears Sherina still tried to defend herself.

“You never trusted me, never wanted to hear my explanation,” he said weakly.

“Which you know only tortures me.” He then collapsed, before his body collapsed and he fell unconscious.

“Sherina... Sheridan.... Oi... Open your eyes,” pekikku.

Panicking, I panicked.

I curse myself, what I have done until this girl is unconscious.

I lay it down immediately in my bed and call my family's personal doctor.

I know, the doctor must have realized that I tortured Sherina. But how dare he blame me, his career is in the hands of my uncle.

I laughed, “Fainting from exhaustion,” my deuteronomy after the doctor left.

I don't want to imagine, what if he was really tired and finally chose to leave.

“I'm sorry, I'm sorry Sherina.”

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Finally Sherina re-opened her eyes after 6 hours she was unconscious.

I was just about to approach her, but the vibration on my phone made me undo my intentions.

“Halo Ma,” I replied receiving a phone call Mama.

“....................”

“What? Alright.... I'll go straight to the airport now,” I said and disconnected the phone.

Hearing the news that my Grandfather, the only person who has always supported me, is currently in a critical condition makes me panic.

I almost forgot about Sherina who was still in the room. As soon as I went back to the room, I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed with his head down.

“You're aware? Get ready quickly. I'll take you home, there's something important I have to do,”.

I put on my jacket, took my passport and some pound sterling bills for me to use in London.

I gave her my sweater to cover her arms and back that were not covered by the dress.

All Sherina did in silence. He was like a mute man.

I'd love to explain everything to Sherina, apologizing for my rude behavior last night.

But I don't think it's the right time.

I could only see Sherina who had entered the courtyard of her rented house, disappearing behind the door without a word being spoken from both of our lips.

Let him calm himself as I go. When I return I will apologize and try to repair our relationship.

If possible, I would like no more falsities in our relationship, I hope.

(Flash Back Off)

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BRAAAKKKK !

I closed the door of my car.

I didn't find Yasmin's mother, let alone Sherina in the cafeteria. There is only sad news I have received.

According to the school, Mr. Effendi or Mr. Sherina's father has returned to Rahmatullah.

“Sherina...... Aaarrrrghhhhh,”.

Although I am sorry, but somehow my frustration is growing on the girl.

“Am I not that important to him until something important like his father's departure, he didn't tell me at all?”

“What little did he ever assume of my presence?” my inner.

My last hope, Naila.

Although I was still lazy to meet my friends in this mood, but this was my only chance to find out where the girl was hiding from me.

Everyone there welcomed me, except Naila.

I'm more convinced, if the girl who is Faqih's lover knows where Sherina is. He probably even knew what happened that night.

“Nai, I want to talk,” my door.

But the girl bravely ignored me, “Si*l.”

“Nai, baby, you are taught to talk ma Gibran tuh,” said Faqih mediate.

“By the way here,”.

“Gue needs to talk to both, come with me,” I finally became unfriendly to him.

I stood taking distance from the table occupied by our friends.

It seems Faqih managed to persuade her until the girl finally caught up with me.

“Where is Sherina?” ask me without a stale base.

“What are you really? I do not feel obliged to tell you where Sherina,” reply still ketus.

“NAI!” my snapping.

From the end of my eyes, I saw Faqih walking slowly towards us after hearing me yell at her lover.

“Please, while I am still asking nicely,” my review once again.

“Even if you want to kill me, I'm not afraid. Until I die I will not tell Sherina where on a male demon like you,” he said fiery.

“Brengs*k,”.

I hit the glass table in front of me until the shards scattered. Faqih immediately approached us and protected Naila behind her back.

“Bro, relax dong,” he said.

“Lu if there is a problem ma your girl, should not you lanternsin to my girl,” Faqih stressed.

“Lu's girl who won't tell me where Sherina is hiding from me,”.

Before Faqih answered, Naila first replied.

“You should be self-aware, why Sherina left behind you,” her sneer.

And that sentence successfully touched my rock-hard heart.

Without saying anything I left that place.

My regrets have been in vain all this time. Sherina never wanted to see the good I did.

In his eyes I was a bad demon, and it meant nothing.

Soon I call Mama who is still in London, “Ma, I will return to London. I agreed to go to college there.”

It seems better like this, my regret alone has now turned into a grudge. Hopefully my feelings for her will soon turn into hatred.

⚘⚘⚘⚘ to be continue ⚘⚘⚘⚘

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