The Heart that is Hurt
Pined

"Oh yes Kenan may not if tomorrow Sunday I come and invite Kemal to the streets, because I'm off and also have a long time I did not meet him." Tyas said in a spoiled tone to Kenan.

"I don't know if he's going to or not, just look at it later." Kenan replied without looking at Tyas

When the yellow light turned Kenan turned his head to the side and he saw Fairi sitting in the car next to him. Kenan looked shocked and panicked arrived - arrived. But Fairi who knows Kenan along with a woman just threw her smile, but Fairi does not know who the woman who was with Kenan in Kenan's car.

"Why Kenan, is there something wrong?" Tyas who also did not know what happened asked because he was confused to see Kenan who was panicking by arriving.

"What's wrong, I'll drop you off at the front stop because I can't take you. I'm sorry." Kenan immediately drove his car when the light was green and dropped Tyas at the bus stop.

"I'm sorry Tyas, I have a need and I have to go as late as I go" Kenan said after dropping off Tyas.

Kenan quickly drove out his car and called Fairi's number, but there was no response from Fairi and it made Kenan more and more impatient to meet up and explain to Fairi the matter that was seen by Fairi.

"Non we go first, is there anything that non Ayu wants?" anita asked Fairi after taking down Fairi.

"No, thanks for everything today. And tomorrow you don't have to come because Lina will pick me up. It's time I went back to the office again." Fairi said and she went inside the house.

"Oh, Mr. Kenan, what's the matter with you coming here at night. Is there anything important to talk about?" Anita who met Kenan at the entrance asked in surprise to see Kenan who looked riled up and unsettled.

"What Fairi is at home, because her number can't be reached" Kenan asked impatiently.

"Yes I just dropped it off, and the number is off because it's turned off. If you want to meet non Ayu please come in, I have to go first." Anita got back in her car and drove out.

"Fa, Fa, Fairi." Kenan entered the house and shouted Fairi's name while walking into the house.

"Mr Kenan is having a problem?" Sabrina held Kenan in front of the living room.

"Fairi where." Kenan looks impatient.

"Non Ayu just got on the ride." Sabrina looked in wonder at Kenan.

"May I go up? There's something important I want to talk to him about." Kenan asked Sabrina for permission

"Please." Sabrina gave way to Kenan.

Kenan quickly climbed up and looking for Fairi which room, Kenan looks to turn around because on the top floor there are many rooms there and Kenan does not know exactly which Fairi room.

"Oh my God, why don't I ask which room of Fairi." Kenan looked very frustrated and rubbed his head violently. And turned around to go down to ask Sabrina which room Fairi.

"Well I know, thank you Rin." Fairi hung up her phone call from Sabrina and she changed clothes and walked out of her room.

"Ken, what's up. You look for me" Fairi came out and rebuked Kenan who looked confused and wanted to go downstairs.

"Mk." Kenan turned around to approach Fairi and stood in front of Fairi.

"Do you want to meet Arman, he's been asleep since. The room's here." Fairi walked and would open Kemal's room

"Alright, then we'll just go to the study." Fairi walked towards her study at the end of the room and they entered together there.

"Sit down, do you want a drink." Fairi asked and looked at Kenan.

"No." replied Kenan quickly and Fairi sat down

"Ep...Fa you must have seen and knew that we met on the street and I was with someone." Kenan started the conversation.

Fairi looked at Kenan in confusion and then she smiled "yes on why Ken, that is your business and has nothing to do with me. You want to meet and walk with who it is up to you, why do you look like someone who is caught cheating and trying to explain it to me."

"I'm sorry Fa, I didn't mean to." Kenan replied in a low tone and felt guilty.

"Forget it, I'm fine and it's your business." replied Fairi and smiled again.

"But I don't want you to misunderstand me, and I wouldn't do that to you either. That's why I'm explaining it to you now." Kenan said seriously.

Fairi broke out "what, why did you just say it all now, instead of you ever doing it to me first Ken." Fairi said casually.

Kenan was speechless at Fairi's reply and he was bowed "forgive me the Fa for what hurt you first"

"I told you it's your business and I don't care, between us it's done and it's been a long time, so you just relax." replied Fairi casually

"But I don't want you to think too much because I'm Arman's father. I love him so much and don't want you to look at me like a bad father." Kenan talks slack

Fairi was increasingly confused by what Kenan said, because for Fairi Kenan looks like a confused person and talks to digress "you? Are you starting to drink now - drink Ken."

"Hey, what are you saying. Do you think I'm that kind of person, I never touch alcohol again. And I'm not drunk anymore, I realize right now. I just wanted to explain to you that I had nothing to do with Tyas, I met him at the bar together with Sujono, and when he came home Tyas was hitchhiking in my car because his car was in the garage." Kenan explained at length the matter of him and Tyas to Fairi, and what Kenan said were all the truths that nothing was covered up or added up.

Fairi smiled more and more at Kenan, because during Fairi became Kenan's wife and knew Kenan never once Kenan explained what happened and did. And Fairi was like a stranger not even seen to Kenan even though they lived in one house for 3 years.

"Why are you smiling Fa, is there anything funny? What I said was the truth, even in the Tyas bar, he talked more with Sujono than with me." Kenan looked at Fairi confused.

"Nothing, I just feel weird. Why do you have to explain that to me when we have nothing to do anymore." replied Fairi who was confused and walked towards the refrigerator in her study.

"It's not the Fa, we're Arman's parents and I want to be a good taker for him." Kenan also stood up and walked closer to Fairi.

"You're a good old man Ken and I know that, because for 1 year you've proven and looked after him well." Fairi said and handed the mineral water to Kenan.

"I want us to give the whole family to him the Fa." replied Kenan directly.

Fairi looked at Kenan, and Kenan looked at Fairi deeply. Both of them were silent for a long time, with the moonlight that night penetrated through the window of Fairi's study. And the light blowing night wind swept over Fairi's hair gently so that it fluttered and swept over Fairi's face.

"What do you think Fa, don't I have any more hope? If you can please give me a chance to fix everything and start over from the beginning of the Fa." Kenan's voice and questions ripped apart Fairi's daydream which was stunned by the words - Kenan said but Fairi was still silent in his silence and gave no answer to Kenan.

Fairi turned her back to Kenan and walked towards the window and looked out the window and looked to the farthest point of her sight. Kenan who saw it approached Fairi and looked at Fairi from the side, seen Fairi reviewing the thin smile on her lips and breathing deeply.