The Heart that is Hurt
Engagement night

"Now what did Kenan already understand with my explanation from earlier? Because if the Kenan mas is still confused the father will explain again until the Kenan mas really understand and will not be wrong in interpreting the understanding between qadha and qadar." explained pak ustad

"I have understood and thank you for today." Kenan greeted ustad who was going home.

"Alright, then we'll meet again next Thursday. I go home first, assalamualaikum." Ustad was very proud.

"Iya waalaikumsalam." replied Kenan to greet pak ustad.

Not long after his return, Mr. Bram and Madam Tias arrived at Kenan's house. It looks like the house is a little quiet unlike before and some of the flower plants that used to be in the yard of the house are missing or dead. Madam Tias walked over and looked sadly at the house, because when she came back she would welcome her with a beautiful smile and run away to embrace her, but now to walk in front of the door there is no smile of his favorite son-in-law anymore.

"Mrs, sir. You guys have come? Mas Kenan has just finished his studies and is now taking a bath, please come in madam, sir." Bi Ningsih explained.

"Study?" Madam Tias looked at her confusedly.

"Yes, madam. It's been 1 month every week Kenan will study with a pak ustad, and today was just finished and Job was going to take him back home" explained bi Ningsih

"Pa, our son will get back on his way." Madam Tias said and looked at her husband.

"Yes, hopefully he will always be on the right path ma, we just pray for him kindness." replied Mr. Bram.

"Then has he had dinner bi? If I don't cook for him yet." Madam Tias is very enthusiastic.

"This I just want to make a mistress, because it was Kenan mas asked to make chicken corn soup." replied bi Ningsih

"Yes, let me make it." Madam Tias immediately rushed into the kitchen and bi Ningsih helped prepare the ingredients.

30enit then Kenan had finished his bath and changed his clothes, when Kenan came out and came down the stairs he was so shocked to see his mom and dad were already sitting at the dinner table waiting for him. Kenan smiled and immediately poured into the arms of the mother who for 1 year and a half was ignoring him.

"I'm sorry Kenan ma, please forgive Kenan." Kenan apologized while hugging his mother.

"My son," Madam Tias hugged Kenan warmly "Basar child does not know lucky, does not know himself and brainless delinquent." at once Madam Tias beat up Kenan and berated Kenan completely - exhausted because she did not want to drag on in grief.

"Ah, yes, oh my goodness. Sorry Kenan knew wrong. Kenan will take over the tabernacle of Fairi, return to this house." Kenan sat on the floor and protected his head with both hands from the attack of the mother.

Madam Tias stopped hitting, "It won't be easy according to what you said Kenan." said Madam Tias and sat back in her chair

"Don't know ma, but Kenan will try. At least Kenan will fight hard, but if finally can not return with Kenan will accept because everything is Kenan's fault." Kenan answered and walked over to his father.

"Please forgive Kenan pa." Kenan stood next to his father and Bram quickly got up and hugged Kenan.

"You have to be a good person and much better, keep trying" said Mr. Bram, patting Kenan gently on the back.

"Have come to eat first, mama is already cooking chicken corn soup like you asked auntie before." Madam Tias said and the three of them had dinner together happily.

"When you came here, you actually wanted to hand this file over to you." Mr. Bram handed Kenan a brown envelope after they finished dinner.

"Denan already knew pa, because Farid had told Kenan that he had told papa about Melinda. And Kenan plans to go home tomorrow morning but doesn't know mama and papa are here first. And Kenan is sure what Kenan can know for sure can also be known by papa." Kenan said with a smile because he was very sure that his father would not stay silent and also participated in investigating who Melinda really was.

"So you already know that the daughter is not your offspring?" Mr. Bram asked and Kenan smiled as he nodded.

"Yes, even Kenan knows his biological father is ready too. And Kenan has decided everything, that Kenan no longer wants to deal with them." Kenan said seriously.

"It's late, you better stay here for mama and papa." Kenan asked his parents to stay.

"Yes, it's okay, but tomorrow papa's meeting at 7 in the morning. It will not be hunted to leave here." replied Mr. Bram

"Alright, then you guys be careful." Kenan took his parents out.

After that Kenan stood in front of the window of his room and looked at the pitch-black sky. "Why is tonight so so so so dark huh, and my heart feels so weird, claustrophobic as if something is clogging up and making me impatient." Kenan muttered and he closed the window and went to sleep.

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On the other hand in the place of Fairi from the afternoon he felt his stomach begin to mules, but because it was still not so painful and could be held back just as Fairi left alone and still made cooking, but because it was still not so painful, because he wants to eat chicken soup and cook it himself. Every now and then Fairi felt the pain she stopped and breathed deeply.

"That looks good." Melisa who came smelled the smell of Fairi cuisine.

"Yes, I just finished cooking let's eat." Fairi invites Melisa to eat together.

"How about mbak, does it still not feel like giving birth?" Melisa asked on the sidelines eating.

"Start felt but still can be detained and still not so sick. Because the doctor said as long as you can be detained, you can't panic." Fairi explained like a professional.

"It's night why still not sleep, pregnant women should not sleep at night." Melisa reminded Fairi.

"If I sleep you won't be able to eat my cooking tonight." Fairi answered and they laughed together.

After finishing dinner Fairi returned to her room and Melisa was allowed to go home because she was on a phone call with her boyfriend who was away from her.

That night Fairi felt her stomach getting sicker and could not be held back, the pain had begun to often even spread to the back and make Fairi difficult to walk.

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"Can't sleep." muttered Kenan who was feeling uneasy in his place, he just kept rolling to the right and left unsettled.

That night the rain flushed the earth very quickly, the lightning that struck made the atmosphere of the night become a little gripping, the rain fell no matter - we were swift. With the wind and lightning sparkling in the night sky.

"Why is it raining all the time - it's coming down hard, has it started to enter the rainy season huh? Is papa with mama okay? Why didn't they call me, did they get home?" Kenan muttered to himself and started contacting his parents.

"Hello Kenan's. What's up?" Madame Tias' voice sounded from Kenan's phone

"Mama and papa are okay?" Kenan asked and it made Madam Tias feel strange.

"What are you talking about, mom and dad are fine. Your papa's already asleep. Wh why? Are you okay?" Madam Tias asked back because she felt that there was something strange about her son.

"Not what ma, here the rain is heavy and windy as lightning. Kenan just can't sleep." Kenan answers the origin. "Yes, good night, ma." Kenan hung up.

"Well, why do I feel so unsettled and so uncomfortable like this." Kenan gets down and decides to just work, he goes into his study and reads all the documents that will be put together tomorrow afternoon.