The Heart that is Hurt
Ego
anita looked up at the sky of her room she knew if she was lying to her father because she could not deny that she still loved bian but she did not want to get hurt any deeper, so he chose to give up for the sake of the child and also for himself, what can be said to be selfish but let it be if people will say that he is selfish because they do not know the suffering that I have been through all this time
"she would divorce me to marry another woman, am I that bad in your heart bang so you can so much as betray myself what I never had in your heart" inner anita, she came back crying to sleep
"the woman woke up late today because last night had woken up and did not sleep again until the time of her morning prayers she could just fall asleep again
"why are your eyes swollen" asked sir surya
"this is because of lack of sleep only well" answered anita honestly
"can you sleep less? are you still thinking about Bian again? " solar sir's interrogation
"no yeah, no, only last night did not know why it was so difficult to sleep when I was tired and sleepless but even these eyes were very difficult to shut and I could not sleep until dawn, this is my body still hurts all" explained anita lying
" oh so, it's better today you don't have to go to the office first you just rest at home" said Pak surya attention
"yes dad, but later my work in the office is still a lot that I have to finish father, especially plus I went on vacation yesterday must be a lot that I have to finish" he explained
"if only your office work does not have to worry, you will take care of it today, so you can rest in peace" mr. Surya got up and went to his room to get ready to go to the office today to replace anita who was resting at home
"dad so off to the office today? " ask anita when she does not want to bother her father but what would be said because today she needs a complete rest so that she can return to her activities as usual
"yes well" answered Anita turning to her father who had left
"better now I just rest, the feeling is that the body is crumbling like running away" batin anita then went to the room to sleep when it was still morning but because of fatigue she was finally sound asleep
when Anita woke up at noon she rushed to take a shower because she wanted to pick up a child, actually, his children have a driver who will take them and pick them up but today he wants to pick up his own children because he wants to see his child school that has been moved to the favorite school by her grandparents all she wants to invite them to take the road to calm the mind as well as please her child.anita not long wait because the waiting is in front of the eyes
"mom today who picked up rania?" tanya rania was happy
"dear Iya" anita kissed rania's cheeks that had begun to puff
"mom not working today" asked Rania again curiously
"don't love, we've picked up brother first yes continue to run out that we walk the road, how rania want not?" tanya anita and it's a success to make rania scream so happy her on the road
"horee, rania was invited to walk again, thank you mother rania very happy" she replied with a wide smile
"yes dear the same, we pick up brother first yes" invited anita
"iya mama" exuberant gleeful