
The room was quiet, silent like a grave, all the focus of the students was diverted to the sheet he held, reading word for word about and determining the answer they thought was right
For those who have learned and remember the material will directly work the problem for those who have learned but forget to look for numbers that he thinks are easier and for those who have not learned at all can only look at the problem and try so as to remember yesterday's lesson that went in the right ear and out of the left ear
Nazwa stared at the question sheet in front of him carefully, the bell was finished yet to ring but he had finished working on the matter from a few minutes ago, for him maths lessons are not so difficult because in his old school he also studied it and this is his favorite subject so it is quite easy for him to work on it
He held a problem sheet but his eyes faced the window looking at someone who was haunting his mind especially with the words of his friends who continued to tease him when they found out the truth of the letter
the flashback
Orange light appears on the west horizon, a sign that soon the sun will sink and replaced with a moon that illuminates the night, Nazwa returned to the dormitory after finishing sweeping the backyard of the mosque with other friends
"NAZ, NAZWA" cried Nadifa with a frenzy from a distance making some santri turned their heads towards them
"do nadifa anti don't like yelling napa? ana was embarrassed" Nazwa said, covering her face with his palm as he noticed some santri gazes pointing at him
"hosh hosh hosh Naz, ana has news that will surprise anti" Nadifa said holding Nazwa's shoulder
"what news?"
"this is about the letter"
"letter? which letter?" nazwa asked confused
"let's not have anemia"
pluck
"awwh"
"pulse amnesia, what does Nazwa have to do with lack of blood with memory loss?" said Hana hit Nadifa on the head making the master grimace
"yes that's the point, anti also do not like to hit the head ana Han, can-can ana an am..."
"amnesia"
"nah that"
"only berantem continuesss" said Salwa saw the two friends
"this isn't Salwa's fight its name..."
"to the point now what did the anti say just now?" tanya Nazwa who was caught off guard to see his friends who chimed in with each other until their conversation never ended
"what was it?" confused Nadifa scratched the back of her head
"letter"
"there was a letter, Naz anti-sniffing letter that was anti-receipt a few days ago turned out to send the letter one of which was Gus Fatih loh" said Nadifa with a frenzy to make his three friends surprised, Nazwa was surprised not because he just found out, but he was surprised how Hana knew that Gus Fatih sent him a letter
"cieee" Salwa said, teasing Nazwa
"what about Nad?" ask Hana with her mouth wide open
"shut your mouth, let the flies in" Nadifa struck Hana's mouth
"really?"
"yes, really"
"What kind of anti-naz?" ask Hana kepo
"Naz"
"Naz"
"yes, what?" Nazwa became dazed and did not hear his friends call his name
"let's not daydream Naz, we know this must be shocking news for anti"
"yes, how are you?"
"how what? we're the ones who're anti-how are the anti-feeling now?" ask Nadifa who has begun to struggle
"yes no way" Nazwa replied innocently
"hhaaa?? anti do not understand what is Naz?, flowery, deg degan like a hangman, or just want to fly into space?" hana's question made Nazwa just shake innocently in response
"jeez Naz, this is good news for anti, anti-assessed idol pesantren, shadow Naz among hundreds of santriwati here anti-elect"
"heh, sent a letter not necessarily he has a crush at most also just a sense of awe or a sense that arises for a moment, anti kan just know he sent a letter to ana, ana, who knows, he also sent letters to other students" Nazwa said hiding his feelings
"astagfirullohaladzim Nazwa, this is Gus Fatih loh, there is no way he is like that, anti don't like su'udzon Naz" Salwa spoke up
"that's exactly Naz, don't like su'udzon"
"HEH HOW MUCH LONGER DO YOU WANT TO STAND THERE? UNTIL THE APOCALYPSE HA???" the screams of Zulaikha's ustadzah from a distance made them immediately run kocar kacir to the room
the flashback
"The anti-nazwa is over?" asked Gus Rayhan who was the supervisor in the room, Nazwa did not realize that Gus Rayhan saw the answer sheet because his mind had flown somewhere
"he is already Gus" Nazwa replied with a bow
"if you are already cumpulin in front of you continue anti can come out first" said Gus Rayhan made Nazwa immediately rise from his seat and walk to the teacher's table to collect the test sheet
He beckoned his friend to come out first and was replied by a nod by his friend
"yes can't wait, just be able to go home again" said Nazwa walking in the boarding corridor which is quite quiet, because the twelfth class is empty
"Nazwa" the voice of someone he knew so well from behind made Nazwa turn his head
"Assalamu'alaikum Nazwa"
"Wa'alaikumussalam Gus, what's wrong?"
"maybe today is the last day of ana in ponpes, later tonight ana will fly to cairo" said Gus Fatih softly
"loh, isn't the breakup two weeks away?" nazwa asked confusedly and surprised
"hmm, said Abi in speeding up, as well as looking for a place to live there, there are also many things that must be taken care of so as not to go back and forth"
"hmmm"
silent, no one spoke between them, Nazwa was confused what to say, although he could not be lied to he was sad and felt something different in him
"and one more thing, ana managed to make ana promise to anti, not married to Khumairo, abi freed ana chose her own partner after finishing college there" Gus Fatih remarked making Nazwa look surprised
"why did you do that?"
"Nazwa, a person's heart cannot be forced to love if it continues to be forced to be broken"
"heh gus that love grows with time"
"not everyone is like that Naz, there are all kinds of forms of people falling in love, she said, although often together not necessarily it has a taste for the person and some are immediately in love at first sight for example like ana"
Nazwa was silent and did not answer Gus Fatih's words, he still digested every word that was thrown at him
"Nazwa, if God allows us to be a match, we are in different places, different countries and different continents, not met for some time, if anti is indeed the best person God gave to ana, God will have a thousand ways to bring us together" said Gus Fatih facing the sky that looks cloudy with a breeze that hits his face
"hmmm, may you be fine there, and may Allah always take care of you" Nazwa said slowly
"thank you for Naz's do'a"
"this is for anti" said Gus Fatih handed a silver prayer beads with each item inscribed with God's lafadz
"tasbihi???" ask Nazwa
"yes if anti miss ana, look at this prayer beads and put it on the chest anti and call asthma Allah, this beads is a gift from ummi when ana completed memorization of the 30 juz qur'an"
"hmmm" Nazwa reached into his pocket and took out a bracelet that was always carried everywhere but never worn as long as he was in the ponpes
"this is for anta, this bracelet has many memories for ana, she became a silent witness ana from the past until now, this is a gift from the late grandmother ana" Nazwa handed him a silver bracelet and a jeweled ornament in the middle
"isn't Grandma anti alive?"
"grandmother of mother ana"
"among us there are several possibilities for Gus, whether God will unite us in a halal bond, or we will be with different people and all these are just memories or other possibilities only God knows because he knows better what is best for his servant"
"in the future, only God knows what will happen" Gus Fatih said looking at the bracelet given by Nazwa
"hmmm, if so go first, Assalamu'alaikum"
"Wa'alaikumussalam"
"wait Naz"
"what?"
"it is necessary to avoid the 9,359 distance between Egypt and Indonesia there will be no impossible word, if God wills he has ten thousand ways to unite us in a halal bond"
"goodbye Nazwa, we'll be separated some time, but know ana will definitely come back to pick up the pieces of ana's soul here" gus Fatih said and passed away making Nazwa stare and shed tears hearing such words
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Who is Nazwa's soul mate?????? π€π€π€