
"Zahra I want to be a Muslim" (Zahra I want to be a Muslim)
"Are you sure?" Nazwa asked with a surprised expression
"I'm sure"
"Bianca listen to me, you change your beliefs to be sincere and sincere not because of a predicament or because of a situation, but use your heart"
"I'm sure when I first saw you praying, I could see the calmness in you, and also when you told me about the great Muslim scientist, I was interested in learning more about the religion of Islam"
"Are you sure?" ask Nazwa again
"I've never felt this confident before"
"Then do your parents or your other family know about this?" Ask Nazwa
"I told them a few days ago, they initially refused but over time they freed my choice because of my efforts to convince them"
"Zahra somehow I feel something is lacking in me and my heart is often restless, but when I first heard you teach it felt like it was very calm" Bianca continued
"Well now rest tomorrow I'll take you to the mosque to convert"
"Thank you Zahra" Bianca said, embracing Nazwa sincerely
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The city is not so dense, the classic building style with a typical wall of the British royal period, sound melodious chanting holy verse of the Qur'an from one of the places of worship of Muslims in the city
Nazwa took Bianca's hand into the classical style mosque
"Are you sure?" (are you sure?) nazwa asked once more as they set foot on the steps of the mosque
"sure"
Nazwa entered the mosque and there were some people staring at them, Nazwa saw the person who had just closed his Qur'an like he was one of the ustadz or a manager in this mosque, he said, Nazwa approached him and expressed the intention of their coming here
"are you sure you want to convert to Islam without any coercion from anyone?" asked the man Bianca nodded, the people there bear witness to this
"okay, follow me"
"Asyhadu alla illaha illallah wa asyhadu ana muhammadu rasullalloh"
With a tone that sounds stiff, Bianca followed ustadz by saying two sentences of shahadah, with witnessed by people who were there she officially became a Muslim
"Alhamdulillah, Welcome to Islam Bianca" said Nazwa and Bianca immediately rushed to embrace Nazwa with tears
"i can feel Zahra, I feel the calmness in me, I feel like the lacking part of my life is already filled, I can feel my heart at peace and quiet"
"You have become a Bianca Muslim, I will teach you what is permissible and forbidden in Islam"
"Thank you Zahra"
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A bright morning in the spring of March, the flowers blooming in the streets give off a fragrant fragrant sparkle that drains the mind of calm, calm, the sound of birds chirping and falling petals dotted the pedestrian steps of Oxford
"What's it like to be Muslim?" nazwa asked the pink-veiled girl sitting next to her
"everything has its provisions even before man is born in the world, this is all the destiny given by God, he is all-reversing the heart, he said, as much as I try to convince you that Allah does not want your heart for it is in vain"
"you're right, I'm also sure everyone has a payback for all his bad deeds"
"we will get a reward that is in accordance with what we do, never hate someone is just a heart disease, but be sure God has a plan behind it all" nazwa replied, looking at the river bed before his eyes, he picked up the flower that fell on the green grass and said to Bianca again
"remember ali ibn abi thalib, be like a flower that gives fragrance even to the hand that has destroyed it"
"honestly Zahra, I hated my parents who loved my older brother and sister more, therefore I prefer to stay with my grandmother rather than continue to fight with them just because of trivial matters, but now I realize there's no meaning in me hating them it's just a heart disease that will slowly eat away at the heart little by little, only bringing bad effects to our lives"
Nazwa turned to look at Bianca who removed the clear liquid from her eye patch
"disappointment is natural, because their treatment is different but rest assured that one day God will show wisdom behind all we just pray and be patient in living it"
"i'm waiting for that day to come, the day that this wait will end, the day that I will prove to them that I can also make them proud and again feel the warmth of the family"
"fighting"
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Meanwhile in the other half of the world, Rintis rained down on the earth, the wind blew fiercely blowing dry foliage, someone was sitting on the edge of his bedroom window with a wandering mind
"Rayhan when do you bring your future son-in-law ummi"
"patience ummi, if it's time Rayhan must introduce"
"oowh means it's there?" ask umminya with a face of spirit
"god willing ummi, but now he is still in college, Rayhan seems to be waiting to graduate"
"the sooner the better, you can go to college if you're married"
"god willing, there he will be if he has returned home, the same brother with his family "
"where did he go to college?"
"english"
"so far, do you know what his name is?"
"ummi knows santriwati here"
"study in england? oh Nazwa" guess umminya and Rayhan nodded
with his smile
Unwittingly Gus Fatih stood on the stairs to hear directly their conversation, his intention to chat briefly with his brother and umminya before returning to Cairo later in the afternoon was canceled, he prefers to go back up to his room and reflect back on his brother's words that continue to revolve in his memory
"what must I do, O God, my heart has been anchored to him, everything I leave to you is turning back, it is impossible also because this I am hostile to my own brother" he said muttering softly as he clasped the bracelet in his hand, looking at the overcast sky as if also grieving over his mood
He opened his phone and pressed the green message application, looking at the photo of the girl's profile that made his heart feel worried, a picture of Nazwa standing in front of Oxford University with a book in his hand and a smile that always fascinated anyone
"If he is my soul mate bring us closer, O Allah, but if he is not my soul mate make this heart sincere to release itself"
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