The Light of Love Pesantren
The Hospital?

What does the word regret mean if all has already happened, time will not be played again. The soul of every man has been determined by God, as hard as he tries if God has determined what can be done?, man can only plan while the results are determined by God.

Learning to love and let go is what Gus Rayhan must do now, he must take off the girl who once filled his heart because now there is already his wife who will occupy that position, but in fact it was not as easy as imagined, when he had learned to sincerely take off Nazwa during the two years of the incident, suddenly the girl reappeared before him as a bridesmaid for him, his feelings raged he should not selfishly impose destiny because the soul mate has been determined in the hands of the creator, but his heart can not lie if the sense is still there.

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A slightly cloudy morning, gray clouds adorn the morning sky, raindrops begin to fall thinly soaking the earth

That morning the family residence was busy with the preparation of their youngest daughter's proposal, the cloudy morning was not an obstacle to welcome this happy day. Various kinds of food are ready to be served, but behind the preparation event no one knows if the main character who will be asked to go somewhere

"Mother, Nazwa will be gone again huh? though only a week Satria met" Satria felt unwilling to release her favorite sister after the incident, when his parents came home from the boarding school to bring Nazwa home, he beat himself up because he thought it was just a hallucination

"Like the nature of women, she lived in her parents' house until a man came to propose her for a halal relationship in marriage, after a woman married heaven there on the feet of her husband, her husband, as for a man to any day heaven remains at his mother's feet"

"But even so, it does not mean that he no longer respects his parents just that a husband's rights are greater than his parents' rights"

"Just calm down, tomorrow if there's time your sister will be here"

"Is this decision correct, ma'am?, Nazwa still lost his memory..."

"ssttt, the soul mate is in the hands of God, no matter what the current conditions, if God says that they are our soul mate can what?, what is the?, the important thing is that the intention is good and must be sure from the heart that this is the best"

"Mom, is Nazwa ready yet? kyai sir said they'll be five minutes away"

"But mom check first" Mother Ida went upstairs to check on her youngest daughter's condition

tok tok tok tok

"Nazwa is ready?" there is no law from within

"Nazwa?" because he did not hear the truth from inside Bu Ida opened the door that happened to be unlocked

"Nazwa" the room was empty, there was no one there

"NAZWA" Ms Ida shouted in panic and invited the attention of other families there

"Why mom?"

"Your sister's knight is gone, quickly search"

"missing? there was this morning"

"Mom checked, not in her room"

"In the meantime, good thing yesterday Satria sped up the GPS on Nazwa's phone, afraid he didn't know the way home when he came out"

"Where did the boy go?" Mr. Wiraguna could not hide his concerns

"The hospital"

"HOSPITAL?" the two middle-aged parents shouted in disbelief, what exactly has happened to their daughter?

After successfully convincing everyone at home that he was okay, Nazwa decided to go out to a park not far from his house, but unexpectedly there he met four of his best friends Yolan, Caca, and he was not, Reyno and Bastian

They wept because they could not believe what they saw, the friend they thought was gone for ever now appeared before them

After talking for a long time, Nazwa finally asked for their help to drive himself to the hospital to restore his memory

Nazwa knew very well that if his family knew this, they would definitely not allow him not because they did not want Nazwa's memory to return, but they would not be able to see the pain Nazwa felt, he said, so they always say 'slow down don't get too forced, don't torture yourself considering everything that matters you come back it's made us happy'

But when he said that Nazwa saw the sincerity and sadness in the hearts of those who did not want them to express, finally he was determined to restore his memory

And here he is now, he has been here for a week with the company of four friends, this morning he came out with a sneak so that no one saw his departure

"i'll definitely be back home before they get there"

"cieee's proposal, just met directly taught marriage aja lo" Yolan's nudge on Nazwa's shoulders

"meaning that, I want to restore my memory to find out how close I was to him, and what had happened to say that I had given up and fought" Nazwa said

"there's nothing you want yet?"

"not all of them, the shadows about you are clear, but about the ponpes are gray"

"Are you ready?" the doctor went inside to stop their conversation

"ready doc"

"We go out first Naz" said the four of them and replied to a nod by Nazwa, not that they did not want to accompany Nazwa but when the first day saw Nazwa in pain even fainting to make their tears go down without being prevented

And just like the next day, pieces of memory began to enter his brain making Nazwa feel dizzy which was very torturous

"Gus"

"If we are fooled to any extent, God has a thousand ways to bring us together"

"if anti miss ana, look at this prayer beads and put it on the chest anti and call asthma Allah, this beads is a gift from ummi when ana finish memorizing the 30 juz qur'an"

Speech after speech continued to ring in Nazwa's ears, the memory kept spinning in his head like a piece of blurry film that slowly became clear, sweat had flooded his forehead but Nazwa had not given up, until his defense fell, he fainted when the face began to clear

"hnngggs"

"Nazwa?" his four companions immediately approached Nazwa

Nazwa nibbled his temple and then remembered something

"What time is it?"

"it's still half nine"

"Thank God, there's still thirty minutes left before the show starts"

"Yaudah now let's go home quickly, I have no heart to see you fainted again" said Yolan himself in his arms to Bastian and Nazwa just nodded

One thing Nazwa just knew that they were married a year ago, it is unexpected that those who used to fight often just because of trivial things are now a couple, it was an unexpected love

"Eh look, there is also a meatball trade subscription we still fit SMA, meatballs kang mamat" pointed Yolan heboh

"But we must immediately nganterin Nazwa, kasian ntar if the candidate is long waiting"

"already, follow his will maybe Yolan again crave it" said Nazwa could not bear to see his one friend

"lagian is still thirty minutes anyway, according to Indonesian custom thirty minutes is equal to one hour, it could be later the show starts at half-ten" continued Nazwa, he did not learn from his mistakes when he came to school to take Zikri, he did not know how disciplined the pesantren family

"Yes, but for a while" said Bastian, feeling bad

"Not going to Ca?"

"I'm not full"

"I want to walk for a while while waiting for them not far away, just at the hospital"

"Be careful Naz" said Caca and only thumbs up by Nazwa