The Light of Love Pesantren
About Time

"Determine your answer deck, the man needs certainty, even if he refuses to reject it in a subtle way"

"Nazwa has not accepted nor has he refused, Nazwa wants Nazwa's educational affairs to be finished first just a soul mate"

"And if marriage can still be deck college, what else now you have finished living alone"

"According to some people it is easy, but according to Nazwa it is difficult not a few Nazwa students at universities whose education is disrupted when married, there are indeed those who can divide their time between education and their families, he said, but Nazwa thought Nazwa could not" Nazwa explained at length to Satria who was still sitting next to him

"hahhhh" Satria let out a long sigh at her sister's reply and said again

"If Nazwa has not been able to marry, refuse in a good way, do not hang men like that deck, they also need certainty"

"hmmm, Nazwa will try to say something, but if he's still waiting for what?"

"if he's waiting for you, he's saying he loves you"

"but Nazwa wouldn't have chosen him if Nazwa had graduated"

"it was Nazwa's love with heart and conviction, with an uncertain answer but a strand of do'a always spoken from the lips, he believed, he believed that God knew what was best for them, he believed, if suppose they give up, it means that Allah has brought their soul mate, but if they are still waiting with a confident heart, accept he is the best for you" said Satria smiling

"but brother, when at home dad actually who preached Nazwa who the hell? Gus Fatih or Gus Rayhan?"

"The two of them" a sudden answer from behind made Nazwa and Satria turn to see their father cross-legged by leaning against the door

"They're both? what do you mean?" nazwa asked confused

"Who came to see Gus Rayhan, he asked Pak Kyai to help convey his good intentions, but Gus Fatih said to Dad that no one knows what will happen one day"

"Sir Wiraguna, I want to address Nazwa" Mr. Wiraguna was surprised to hear Gus Fatih's sudden statement to him

"Do you know the meaning of all those words"

"I'm sure sir, but I know it's not easy because Abi also came here to preach Nazwa to my brother Rayhan"

"then why is Fatih still thinking about that?"

"Destiny in the hands of God sir, even a soul mate has been determined before man is born into the world, so I do not want to lose before war, he said, man can only plan but God will decide what kind of end he wants"

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumussalam"

"So Nazwa, how is it? when two people come at once lamar Nazwa?" nazwa asked confusedly

Satria nodded

"not just two decks but if counted even up to a dozen people"

"WHAT!!!, dozens of people?"

"yes, but I refused"

"why?"

"most come from a father's business friends, many of them who introduce their children but the father knows behind it all there is an intention of each"

"father su'udzon" Nazwa said

"not su'udzon Nazwa, but that's how the business world, some even do business marriage, to advance their respective companies"

"Thank God, you don't have to do a business wedding" Satria said, teasing Nazwa, making her father shake his head

"what could they not think? how the fate of their child will be, even if they say 'parents know the best mate for their child' but they sometimes do it just because they want property without seeing the life of their child's partner, but they sometimes do it just because they want property without seeing the life of their child's partner, they only see the outside but do not know how the association out there" explained his father made Nazwa nod his head

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Many people pass by in their warm coats, dragging suitcases in their left hands and right hands that do not escape from the device, but must still pay attention to their steps so as not to slip by the slippery road due to snow

"Are you sure you're home today?" Nazwa asked his family once again, who had been escorted to London Heathrow Airport, after a few days of winter holidays

"iya Nazwa, if you want to come come home, do not be in the country of the mute" Satria replied cynically

"When did Nazwa come home?" asked her mother to gently stroke Nazwa's head

"hahhhh, how about ma'am, actually Nazwa really wants to go home now, but I know that even Nazwa has also started koas in the hospital here, too, so maybe only one and a half years left" replied Nazwa sigh, honestly in his heart he so missed his homeland, but his education also can not be forgotten just like that

"tomorrow if it's finished koas, you want to continue s2 mother did not let you go abroad again" said his mother fiercely, said, but of course in his heart he so missed his little daughter who is now growing up

"yes, I am calm, Nazwa also has no intention of going abroad again after this"

"good, then"

"Are you sure of your decision on that?" asked his father suddenly, there was only his mother and father sitting in the waiting chair, he said, while Satria and her small family went to buy some snacks and other souvenirs while waiting for the plane to leave in twenty minutes

Nazwa certainly knew what his father meant to say, especially if it wasn't about the proposal

"haahhh, stay a little while father, because Nazwa also promised to give answers after graduation to Pak kyai, then Nazwa could no longer hang them as Bang Satria said"

"So you're sure you rejected their proposal?"

"Actually it was not the intention of Nazwa to reject father, it was just that it was a matter of time, Nazwa could not have kept telling them to wait for this uncertain Nazwa, he said, Nazwa was convinced that they must have received many other applications from Mr. Kyai's friends, so Nazwa let them choose not to feel burdened with Nazwa's answer" nazwa's words came out so lightly but in her heart it felt so heavy

"Dad will try to talk to Pak kyai tomorrow, God willing he knows"

"wouldn't you clear up?" mother asked aside making Nazwa turn his head and shake his head smiling

"don't lie to Nazwa, I know your nature, the mother who cares for you, your mouth can say no son, but your eyes give another answer" said his mother stroked his daughter's head

"Nazwa still has to choose ma'am, after all if he is a match for Nazwa is also impossible to go" replied Nazwa confidently

"You'd rather listen to your ego, son, than listen to your little heart"

"Nazwa must listen a little to the ego rather than the heart of the mother, just one step away then the ideals of Nazwa from childhood realized" his mother smiled at Nazwa's answer, Nazwa said, he certainly knew from childhood Nazwa already had a great desire to become a great doctor and help many people

"it's also already on Nazwa's list of goals, so successful people first, achieve dreams and most importantly able to make new parents happy afterwards about working and getting married" Nazwa continued

"but Nazwa can't be happy yet?" nazwa asked her father and mother

"Parents' happiness is that when they see their children happy, they feel that they are the luckiest parents when their upbringing is successful, proud to see the smile of his son when they managed to achieve what they want as long as it is in goodness, and most importantly parents will be very happy if his son is a reciter of the Qur'an, and most importantly, the parents will be very happy if his son is a reciter of the Qur'an, they feel like they are the lucky few to be put on a crown of light in heaven"

"if so, Nazwa has succeeded in making you happy" Nazwa said

"remember also don't be a proud person no matter how high we are in this world it is only temporary and also listen to your heart, every person in the world is created in a couple of circumstances"

"but the word ustadzah in ponpes, if you do not meet a partner in the world means in heaven" Nazwa's answer made his father and mother turn to him quickly

"why is that talking?" ask his mother

"was Nazwa wrong?"

"not wrong, but do not like to talk carelessly like that"

"but it's true, ma'am, we also do not know when death comes to pick up, death does not know the age, who knows tomorrow, who knows tomorrow, or maybe one more year Nazwa died nobody knows"

"don't talk about death now, the holidays even discuss things like that" said his father firmly

"hehehe geez yah" replied Nazwa grinfully

Nazwa looked at the plane in front of him that was preparing to take off, he waved his hand at the plane that began to air, whether the person on the plane saw himself or not, along with that a drop of tears fell from his eye peluruk

"It's not about the heart, but about the time, let me be a selfish person with my current education, in fact the mother is also the first madrassa for their child, women are now considered as weak people who can be tortured and treated as they want to be narrow-minded, Bang Satria said this is not a rejection but freedom of choice, if God has brought his soul mate then it is best for him, but if he waits it means he is the best person to choose"

"O Allah, if one day I return to my country, give the best soul mate for me, if he is not my soul mate give the best soul mate for him and give this heart for him"

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