The Light of Love Pesantren
Sister Ustadz

After the word 'legitimate' came out of the mouths of the invited guests and witnesses present at the sacred event, Gus Rayhan took a deep breath, because now he was no longer a single man but a husband, she said, the responsibilities are heavier and this is the longest worship in life, a marriage

When he pronounces the name of his partner in the qabul, then at that time, he must learn to love, love and understand his partner, he must be sure in him if that is the best match given by God for him

He must be free from the shadows of his past, he must take off the name he once fought for, because what must be in his heart now is the name of his wife

"Huffff" he took a deep breath when the event was over, now it's time to wait for his bride to attend

"Don't be nervous bang" Fatih who happened to be sitting not far away teased him

"Anta will feel it later, see the future wife of anta" Gus Rayhan pointed to a girl son kyai, who happened to be present at the event with his father. Because the news of Gus Fatih being betrothed to himself has become a topic among pesantren

"I still haven't said yes" Fatih said indifferently

"Let's give you some time until the show's over, don't run away and give your answer immediately"

"I'm still waiting for him" said Gus Fatih small but still heard in Gus Rayhan's ear

"What awaits him" Abi Rahman rebuked the two of them who spoke as the bride arrived

When the curtain opened, everyone turned their heads with shocked expressions, not because of his bride but because of a beautiful girl in peach hijab who came holding the bride's hand

"Nazwa"

Sadness, longing, and happiness are mixed into one

The girl they thought had gone missing two years ago in a plane crash is now in front of them, nothing has changed from her two years ago except for her lost memories

While Nazwa's parents were just as surprised, how could their daughter who was the bridesmaid?, if she knew that the married man was her former fiancee, how would she react?

Not a word can come out of the mouth because of the shock, until finally the bride arrived at the guarantee

"Sorry brother, this is the bride I know brother must be nervous, but now papa is not kosher, is it sir kyai?" Nazwa spoke innocently and asked Abi Rahman who happened to be sitting close to Gus Rayhan, Abi Rahman just nodded because he was still shocked by what he saw

"They must have been fascinated by Kak Aisyah's appearance" Nazwa whispered to Aisyah and Aisyah only nodded with a smile, although she was not sure that she was the cause of their shock

"Nazwa, can you come with us for a minute?" Gus Fatih stood up straight from his seat

"I'm brother ustadz?" nazwa asked innocently and Gus Fatih only nodded even though he felt strange about the call

"I borrow Syifa for a while, so that there is no slander" said Gus Fatih, holding the hand of the three-year-old boy, so as not to cause misunderstandings when he only talked alone with those who are not mukhrimnya

While Nazwa was confused, he smiled awkwardly at the guest who was staring at him but still followed the person in front of him

Blowing winds blow gently, dry leaves fall, the pool water seems to shine by the light of the sun, the same place eight years ago, where he often spent time looking for solitude and tranquility

"Nazwa Azzahra Dinata" Gus Fatih called the long name of the girl who disappeared like in the swallow of the earth two years ago

"How does Brother Ustadz, know my name?" Gus Fatih was more and more astonished by Nazwa's answer, without realizing that his tears were dripping, this was not a dream but reality, the person standing behind him was the girl he had been waiting for even without certainty

"Do the anti-doesn't remember anything? who's ana? where'sisthis? anti family? anti's friend? ponpes Nurul Hikmah?"

Various questions Gus Fatih asked to make Nazwa more confused

"Shhhh" Nazwa grimaced as he felt his throbbing head

"Have we met before, I'm sorry but I don't remember anything, after the crash..."

Gus Fatih turned around immediately

"If it's anti-amnesia why can't the anti remember about the plane crash?"

"My parents told me"

"When did the antis meet them?"

"So morning on the parking lot"

"Where does the anti-tau come from, if the name is anti Nazwa Azzahra Dinata?"

"A name tage, when found by a kind parent caring for me there are only two objects as clues, a name tag reading 'Nazwa Azzahra D.' and a silver tasbih with every grain bearing the lafadz of God"

"Silver ashtray? what's anti-remembrance about that tasbih?" Nazwa

"That's the sign of our farewell when Ana leaves for Cairo"

"we know each other?"

"we have even been close, starting from the mango tree, anti is the first santriwati to climb it, until the feeling arises without being prevented"

"Various problems arise, but the soul mate cannot be exchanged, all have been arranged by Allah Swt even before man was born in the world"

"Nazwa listen to ana, both then and now the feeling does not change, what is anti want to help ana, so that this feeling does not get lost into the road maksiat?"

Nazwa was just silent, hearing Gus Fatih expressing his feelings, to be honest in his heart there was an indescribable feeling at the moment

"But I can't remember anything"

"One week"

"One week?"

"One week later he came to the anti house and met the anti parents, to convey the intention of making the anti-living partner, bound in a halal bond so that no sin arises because of this feeling"

"If we are destined to be partners, whatever the distance between us God has a thousand ways to unite us"

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Nazwa's heart rumbled, the words spinning in his head, feeling very familiar to him

"But..."

"Don't say can't remember anything, just convince the anti heart, ana will help anti remember everything slowly"

"But how do I convince my heart that I don't remember you?"

"Remember me as someone who fights for you and remember me as someone who relented when my proposal was rejected"

"declined? your proposal?"

"Don't force your memory, slow down, when we've been united in a lawful bond, I'll help you remember everything you've ever forgotten, from the beginning of boarding school to how I sacrificed and fought for you"

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"I will try" Nazwa made a voice after a moment of silence to make Gus Fatih who was about to walk stop

"If Brother Ustadz says something like that I will try, my memory may be lost but the old taste may be the same and will never be forgotten" Nazwa said, because even if his memory is lost, in his heart there was a feeling of being close to a certain person like during a meeting with his two parents

"I mean anti?"

"Assalamu'alaikum kak ustadz" Nazwa went first to hold the hand of Syifa who was busy watching the fish in a clear pond, leaving questions and happiness in the heart of Gus Fatih

"O Allah, if he returns because he is destined for your servant, please do not separate him from him"

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