The Love Carved Way
10. Not a Good Man
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A week had passed, but Jevin did not come out of his room. He also did not enter the office. The events of one week ago were enough to make a Jevin think and ponder himself in his room. Rejection from Kasha is enough to make him mindless and self-conscious.
"I should have realized, Kasha is a precious pearl while I am a sinner. I don't deserve Kasha, I don't deserve it. Jevin-Jevin why yesterday-your not aware, kasha is too perfect for you who lack this much. Faith alone has nothing else."
During this one week Jevin blames himself more precisely to blame his stupidity that does not think first before proposing a woman as good and valuable as Kasha. Maybe this is called passionate love. Wanting to have yet not being self-conscious.
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Nufael and Kasha have completed their task today of delivering food orders to the Alhusayn company. Arfan came to see Nufael and Kasha who would rush home after arranging the food boxes at the table as usual.
"It's over?." Ask Arfan just for a little chat. Though he had seen for himself that Nufael and Kasha had finished their work well.
"Alhamdulillah is already."
Arfan's face changed. It was like thinking about something and not being passionate at all. Not like yesterday. Nufael noticed Arfan's sudden change in face and attitude.
"Fan?, why are you?, what are you thinking?"
Arfan sighed softly. "Sir Jevin has not been in the office for a week, I'm concerned about him, only this time he did not enter the office for days like this."
Kasha raised her face. Surprised at the new speech delivered by Arfan. It's been a week since Jevin left the office. It was only fitting that Kasha had not seen him for so many days as she delivered the food order. Kasha became very guilty of the incident one week ago. When he rejects Jevin's proposal and boldly counsels Jevin at length. But that's all Kasha did for Jevin's good. Kasha didn't mean to make Jevin what he is today. Until I don't get into the office.
Same with Nufael. He did not expect that Jevin did not enter the office for one week. Nufael hopes that Jevin will be fine and not do bad things about past events, namely the rejection of a proposal from his sister, Kasha.
"Aren't you trying to call Mr Jevin?"
Arfan nodded slowly. "I didn't dare call him, I was afraid that his mood was getting worse. But his secretary said, Mr. Jevin did not want to be disturbed first, maybe Mr. Jevin still thinks the same proposal was rejected, by Kasha."
Arfan turned his head for a moment towards Kasha when he mentioned Kasha's name at the end of his speech. Arfan already knows about the boss who proposed to Kasha from his wife, Shima. At first Arfan did not think that Jevin proposed to Kasha when all this time Arfan did not see Jevin gelagat secretly like Kasha but in the end Arfan realized that yesterday-yester Jevin had asked about Kasha to him. However Jevin does not say that he likes Kasha even otherwise. But after Shima recounts that Jevin fell in love with Kasha because of Kasha's different appearance from other women Arfan can conclude that Jevin's dislike turned into a feeling of joy that eventually widened it becomes love until Jevin has good intentions to make Kasha his life companion.
"But let him be alone first, may with his proposal be rejected he come to his senses and return to be a obedient and obedient servant to God."
"Aamiin's." Nufael.
"Aamiin Allahumma aamiin." Kasha said in her heart. Follow guarantee. And hope that Jevin will soon return to be a sholih servant.
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"Assalaamu 'alaikum."
"Wa 'alaikumus salaam."
Kasha entered her house with a greeting. Then join Niswah and Shima who are enjoying a bronis made by Niswah in the dining room.
Kasha's still thinking about Jevin. Kasha felt very exaggerated yesterday advising Jevin. Fear Jevin offended at the advice thrown by him. Honestly this is the first time Kasha has counseled someone even Kasha is not close to that person.
Niswah and Shima looked at each other after noticing Kasha's face thinking about something. Niswah will not stay silent to see his sister-in-law who is thinking something that Niswah does not know. Kasha would not have told Niswah if Niswah had not asked. Such is the quiet and closed nature of Kasha.
Shima nodded her head. Agreeing Niswah wishes Kasha to recount the problems that are the burden of Kasha's mind today.
Truthfully Kasha did not want to tell Niswah and Shima anything. It's not Kasha's nature to be so easy to share stories with anyone including her own sister-in-law. Kasha could not bear if Niswah and Shima came to mind like her. But on the other hand Kasha did not feel good if she saw the two women's faces in front of her looked curious and waited for her to tell her about the problem that became the center of her mind.
"It's about, Pa-Pak Jevin." Say it with a soft.
Niswah scrunched her forehead as if she did not understand why her sister-in-law thought of a man who had been rejected by her proposal one week ago. While Shima seems to have known about the thing about Jevin that is currently being thought of by Kasha.
"Sir Jevin hasn't been in Sha's office yet?"
Kasha nodded slowly without making a sound. While Niswah immediately turned to look at Shima to ask for an explanation from Shima.
Shima seemed to understand Niswah's facial expression asking for an explanation from her. "Arfan told me that after one week Mr. Jevin did not enter the office, it seems he is still thinking about his proposal that was rejected by..."
"Kasha's."
Shima stared at Kasha with an unpleasant face for fear that Kasha felt guilty until Shima finally resumed her speech.
"But what Kasha did was right, rejecting Mr. Jevin's proposal."
"And you don't have to feel guilty Kasha, you're not wrong, Mr. Jevin is not a good man. Mr. Jevin doesn't deserve to be a husband, he's not a shrewd man."
Kasha breathed a little. At least the decision was right to reject Jevin's proposal. But still the heart of Kasha is not calm its name is also Kasha with its easy nature is not good for anyone.
"You know from Arfan that Jevin's not a good guy?"
Shima nodded not even a nod, because Shima knew very well who Jevin, the boss of her husband was. Arfan always tells about Jevin to Shima even very vividly remembered Shima's memory of Jevin who strongly rejected Arfan's invitation to pray friday congregation. Jevin not only abandoned the obligation of Friday prayer but also abandoned the obligation of fardhu prayer which if left intentionally would be a great sin as: The scholars agree that abandoning prayer includes a greater sin than the other great sin of Ibn Qayyim Al Jauziyah - rahamahullah-said, "The Muslims agreed that leaving the five prayers deliberately was the greatest sin and the greater sin of killing, plundering the property of others, fornicating, stealing, and drinking. He who abandons it shall be punished and wrathful of God, and shall have dishonor in the world and the Hereafter." (Ash Sholah, page 7).
"Yes Arfan once told me that Arfan had invited Mr. Jevin to pray Friday at the mosque but Mr. Jevin refused hard even to fire Arfan."
Niswah increasingly convinced that Jevin is not a good man rather not a sholih man. Allah's commandment alone is about much less the commandment of man. Jevin does not deserve to be with the sholihah Kasha. Niswah also will not be ridho if his sister married a man like Jevin.
"Astaghfirullahal adzim, he dared to leave Friday prayers, then did he also leave the fardhunya Shim prayer?"
Shima nodded slowly to respond to Niswah's question about Jevin leaving his fardhunya prayer.
"Astaghfirullahal adzim, didn't expect me to be able to cooperate with such a person." Niswah stroked his chest as if I could tell the true nature of Jevin who abandoned his obligation to perform fardhu prayers.
Complete is the reason Niswah does not like Jevin because Jevin is not a good man, he dared to disobey Allah by not carrying out his duties as a Muslim and he also dared to disobey his parents by wasting both his own parents.
"O Allah turns out Jevin was not only disobedient to his parents but also disobedient to Allah."
"True Nis, I don't think, but yes how else, we can only pray that Mr. Jevin will quickly wake up and become a better person than yesterday."
"Aamiin's."
Kasha also did not mind to pray again so that God would immediately give a guidance to Jevin because only Allah is the owner of the guidance. And Allah will guide His chosen servants. But the guidance is not awaited unless it is invited with earnest effort. And may Jevin not only wait for the guidance but fight for it to fetch the guidance of Allah subhanahu wata 'ala.
Now Niswah turned to look at Kasha with an affectionate gaze. Niswah smiled towards Kasha. There was no reason not to return that smile.
"Kak Niswah wishes you a match with a sholih Sha man, a man who can guide you. You are a sholihah woman. In Shea Allah, a sholihah woman will be paired with a sholih man."
"Aamiin's." Kasha guaranteed the prayer from her sister-in-law. May God grant it. Honestly, Kasha really wants to be a match with a sholih man. Worship Allah with the sholih and later in the Shaa Allah will be blessed with children who are sholih and sholihah. Because the first step to get a sholih and sholihah child is to choose a sholih life companion.