The Love Flakes of Nauvara
When married?

Rangga was silent for quite a while with the position still standing in front of the door after listening to the conversation between the mother and the child. Too many words that the two people threw entered his mind. It felt like he could not move his legs properly to get from there.

The sound of the door opening along with the exit of Vara from the room did not wake him up. I don't know what he was thinking, but there was sadness emanating from his cold face.

"The ladder?" Kaget Vara who saw Rangga in front of the door of his room.

"What are you doing here?" Ask Vara wonder.

Vara's forehead shriveled to see Rangga who stood staring without responding to his words.

Why is he silent?

Vara tiptoed equalize his height with Rangga's body although not equalize it. Vara shook both shoulders strongly along with the emergence of Rangga's awareness of Vara's breath felt on his face. The distance that was almost not left and the gaze of his eyes that met with the gaze of the eagle that belonged to Rangga ended the action of Vara who was aware of his actions.

Vara lowered her head. "Sorry." He said quietly along with the appearance of a red hue on his face.

"What do you need to do here, Rangga?" Vara asked who was still bowing her head.

Rangga also cleared his throat to eliminate his nervousness.

"There's something I need to talk about!" Answer's short.

"What?"

"Lo want us to talk at the door like this?! You want our conversation to disrupt the children's sleep?" Ketus Ranges.

Vara poked her lips at Rangga's words. "Well, let's go to my office!" Vara said and walked ahead of Rangga to his study.

Why is his speech so loud!

Rangga followed Vara while neutralizing her heart which suddenly beat fast.

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Vara sat her body on the sofa that Rangga followed after. Vara tilted her body to speak comfortably. He saw the view of Rangga who only focused forward without intending to glance at him and start a conversation.

Why is he silent? Wasn't he the one who asked me to talk?

While Rangga just silent to compile the questions that he will direct to Vara. After feeling enough, Rangga was intending to start a conversation and glanced at Vara at a glance.

"What does this have to do with Fero?" Tanya Rangga flat.

"I have nothing to do with him. Just a friend like you were in school." Vara answered that was the reality.

Cih, still evasive.

"Lo think I believed your talk just now?" Said Rangga coldly.

"I don't care if you believe it or not." Vara said no less cold.

"Why do children call him daddy if you have nothing to do with him?!" Rangga Gerrutu.

"It was Fero's own request and it was approved by the kids, and the kids were happy to be with Fero." Answer Vara as she is.

"And you agree?" Bangkat Rangga's.

Vara gasped at Rangga's loud speech in her ear.

Vara's eyes have begun to glaze over. "Keep I can what? Should I forbid kids to call him daddy? while all this time they really miss the affection of a father who was never obtained from the day they were born even still in the womb! They are so happy to hear that they have daddy as well as dad, and I should just crush their happiness just like that?! You think I'm that old?!! Said Vara who was already in tears.

Rangga was so gasped to listen to the words that came out of Vara's mouth that was so heartbreaking. All these years, her children, she thought.

Rangga immediately embraced the tiny body and immersed in his embrace. Vara does not believe in the actions of Rangga that never crossed his mind at all.

"Sorry." Said slowly.

Vara rebelled in Rangga's arms. "Take me off Rangga!" Lirih.

Rangga immediately let go of his embrace and cupped both cheeks of Vara while wiping away the tears that still flowed on Vara's cheeks.

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant with Aidan and Ayura at the time?" Rangga lirih.

Vara smiled wryly at Rangga's question. "Make what? I don't want them to get rejected even from the womb. Not necessarily you acknowledge their existence at that time." Lirih Vara's.

"Why did you conclude something that is not necessarily the reality! I don't know who the woman that slept with me that night either! You must know that I was drunk. And, after that night I immediately went to Singapore because my grandmother was sick and after that I immediately went to America to continue my education there. So I don't have time to find out let alone you hear my grandmother just died at that time because of her illness and in America I've been waiting for a very heaping job." Rangga.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore, Rangga!"

Rangga. "Why?" Ask.

"Not all questions should get answers, Rangga. Never mind," Erase the remaining tears in the corner of his eye. "If you only want to discuss the past, we better end this conversation! I don't want to talk about it." Sneakily.

Rangga. "So what's the reason you refused my mom and dad want to marry us?"

"Defuse?" Vara paused her speech.

"Aren't you the one who initially turned down the marriage request back then?"

"Gue?" Rangga pointed at himself, thinking for a moment and understanding the problem. "Gue is not a man who has no sense of responsibility! I want us to talk about it first. Because I thought you had an intention to marry Fero back then!"

So that's the reason? But, does Rangga really want to marry me?

Vara was silent for a while before answering. "Do you think there's still a man who wants me to be the mother of two born from a relationship without marriage?" Sick Vara.

"Including Fero?" Ask.

Vara nodded. "Yes, he's included!"

"Gue don't think so!" Denying Rangga.

"It is Rangga, you always corner me! I can still support my two children without a husband. All this time we've also been used to living four lives with mom." Said Vara who had started to glaze back.

Rangga was able to capture the look of sadness from the face of the woman in front of him.

Rangga smiled thinly. "Are you sure you and your kids have been living happily?" Ask Rangga.

"Yes, of course." Answer slowly.

Why the more days he talks. He used to be very efficient at talking. Inner Vara.

Rangga stared fixed black eyes belonging to Vara who had been remembered by tears. "Lo happy or you just pretend to be happy to cover all your sadness?" Ask Rangga.

Vara was silent and without any intention of chiming in Rangga's words which further cornered him.

"So, when are we getting married?"

The deg!